Jason Rimbaud

Thank you! Last night I wrote a few thousand words, I mean I found Konstantin's journal at the same yard sale I found Jason's, from Konstantin's perspective but set in 2025. I'm thinking about fleshing it out and adding it as a companion piece of sorts.

July 25th, 2011 You don’t have a fucking clue as to what you want much less what you want from me. Words, words, and more words designed to cause as much damage as possible without resorting to violence. Maybe I regret those words that were blurted out in the middle of a crowded restaurant the other night. You see, I think I might have come to a crossroad in my life and maybe this one time, I’m taking the right path. Work, where to start with that mess. After Konstantin and I brok

That means you are a talented weiner(dog). I wish my weiner...oh wait, I can't say that here. This is my clean story where I don't make innuendo's of the off color sort. How about that odd couple pairing?

Firstly, @weinerdog, I love that you took up so much space I didn't even want to quote you. 🥰 Secondly, when I first read what Jason wrote about Konstantin and being a slob, I thought the same thing. Maybe that's where he got the inspiration from when he was describing that particular part. It's weird, I remember going to that 40th Anniversary Pride parade. I never saw Jason or Konstantin there. It also happens to be the last Pride I attended. Though If I would have saw Hot Blond Boy, I wouldn't have blown him off for a dark haired skater boi like Konstantin. I would have tagged teamed Hot Blond Boy and Bryan in that alley off of Market Street.

What did Jason call it, a fragile mess. In a weird way, they deserve each other. Since it's taken from a journal, we don't get other context, nor do we really know Konstantin's motivations. Obviously this tale is biased and maybe Konstantin isn't the villain after all. Maybe there isn't one.

June 28th, 2010 If I am to be completely honest, he looked good. Damn good like the proper NerdStar he always was. He wore blue jeans, sagged just enough to make out the top of his greenish boxers, a simple printed black T that read, ‘My Dick Tastes Like Your Chapstick.’ He covered up his dark hair with a black hat with a single pink triangle on the front. And since I had last seen him, he had added an eyebrow ring over his right eye. He looked absolutely orgasmic. Fuck me backwa

I love the idea of this premise. And for the first two chapters, you have walked the fine line between satire and sincerity perfectly. The idea of making fun of stories posted on Nifty is an absurdist delight. But it's a two edged sword, you have to use all the tropes while combating them in a unique way. It's a difficult thing to pull off without falling into them. In the first two chapters you handled it remarkably well. Funny, great one liners, and interesting characters. It works because the readers know them all and we're laughing along with you. I'll be curious to see how you keep up the momentum.

But I'm posting every day. @Krista posts like once every three months or so, right? Considering Jason is adding in old journals to his new ones, doesn't bode well for his second first relationship with Konstantin. Methinks there is something rotten in The Art Of Letting Go. I'll keep my fingers crossed, I'm team Jason/Konstantin all the way.

I still don't know if Konstantin is the hero or the villain. I do know how Jason writes him, he seems to be a mixture of all three.

I think I have to agree with you. I think it's the lip ring that did it, the sound it makes bouncing off someone's teeth is super annoying. Though red is one of my favorite colors for undies. So he might still have a shot.

June 25th, 2011 The thing about Konstantin is hard to define. And I’ve tried to define it, to somehow shape it, or maybe just to understand it going on three years. Could it be his looks? He’s plain with zero fashion sense that puts exactly no effort into how he presented to the world. Not in his dress, his appearance, or attitude. Could it be his personality? He’s playful, caring, loves his friends and family openly. For someone who is stoned most of the time, I don’t think it

The next chapter, now three days late I think, maxed out at 20 pages, I kept combing through the journals and finding more references about Konstantin that I had to include to stay true to Jason's journey. It's exhausting being me sometimes.

At least as far as 2011 he hadn't learned that lesson. I should tell you about the time he propositioned a 20 something NerdStar who worked at GameStop. He offered a BJ for first dibs on a unreleased game. He played that game two days before anyone else. I'm just saying, Jason seems to be a slutty boy

Jason never wrote about NerdStar again, maybe he quit. Or maybe Jason tried not to date his co-workers anymore. By the way, there was more to this journal entry, a long discussion about asses that I didn't include, I felt it started moving into graphic description and I wanted to avoid that for the kids this time around.

You should have read the other entries. He was a very bad naughty boy.

October 11th, 2009 Someone told me never to dip my pen in the company ink. That’s what they call it when you sleep with someone you work with. And you would think after my year long fling with Konstantin, you would think I’ve been to that movie and know that ending. So when they replaced Konstantin, my GM in all his wisdom, hired Alex. Alex is 26, straight blond hair, a bit shorter than me, slender and extremely private. He’s worked at our hip up-scale restaurant in Palo Alto ne

So a green card has to do with residency, which is different than getting the right to work. Though a green card grants you the right to live and work in America without restrictions. To obtain a green card, it is usually from a family member sponsoring you, marrying a US citizen, or claiming political asylum. Each one has different requirements and length of time. Marriage is the fastest, asylum, then family sponsors. No matter how you decide to apply for green card, it is recommended that you hire an immigration lawyer, expensive but worth the money as one forgotten detail or filing could start the clock all over again. One could obtain a work permit that has nothing to do with residency. Usually work permits are for a limited amount of time and usually tied to a specific job. Either way, a green card or work permit takes two different steps and involve different amounts of fees. If you let me know which one you are interested in I could go into the details. I went through the green card process due to the husband and have used many work permits in my life as my restaurant have sponsored Chefs and other technical people work permits to teach us their unique skills. My best friend also is here on asylum status, due to a horrible incident in his home country where he was hospitalized after being brutally assaulted due to him being gay. That took him six years. It wasn't until Biden was sworn in as President and he ordered/instructed his department to fast track all pending cases that had been held up during the previous four years. He's now a permanent resident with social security card and everything. And do you want an overview or the details as in the specific forms you need? I could go in the weeds or cursory.

I can honestly say I've not had a good team anything, I've never been a follower, wearing other guys names on my back while I cheer for them for doing things that don't matter in the scheme of anything... I have a sports bar/restaurant, and I'm constantly amazed how people are so invested in other people playing sports, especially when its on tv and no one can hear them. I don't understand how guys can memorize stats about games they weren't even alive when it happened but don't know the name of the teacher teaching their kid. I really think I'm broken. If we're talking about camping, that is something I know a lot about. One time, I visited three tents in one night and in each tent, I was very much gay.

Hot Wings!!!!!

Oh what fresh hell is this now. I just healed from you smashing my heart over Jolt and now...I can't even with you at the moment. Stop playing with my emotions! Where was I, Joel needs to learn that home is not where you live. I stayed in my parents house for fifteen years and it wasn't my home. Because for a good portion of that time, I knew if they found out I liked older boys, that safety would be threatened. Turned out it was true. Our problems are rarely places, locations, weather. Usually our problems are how we view the world and the extent we try to keep others out. Joel needs to let people in so he can be himself. And if that includes givng up baseball, the boringest sport including the other one where you hit a little ball with a stick but with less running, and turn to theater. Does...I still can't remember the name and you just explained it...damn I'm dense, but I remember that Colt is blond, and brooding, with a nice pooper. Him I remember, Temptation have a drama department? He's so dramatic about everything he could fit in nicely with the drama kids. Maybe put on a show about baseball, that way he could wear whatever color he wanted. THere's that famous play about that ball player that ironically got a diseased that was named after him, Lou something or another. You can have that suggestion by the way, free of charge.

Joel, pimples or not, needs to realize that switching schools isn't the answer. His biggest problem followed him from Fletcher to...um...wherever the hell he's at now. The seventh layer of hell...err...on a farm with smelly Colt's. . His problem is himself, it doesn't matter where he goes, if he can't figure out his insides, he's going to be very uncomfortable on the outsides. Someone needs to smack him upside the head, he's being very dramatic And yes, I am no longer a follower of Jolt, I am team Davin/Javin/Davil/ all the way.

So Joel is deliberately being obtuse and is relishing in the fact he's an outsider. Since I was an Army kid moving around every three years, I do not get this whole culture about sports, traitors, and team colors. It really is so foreign to me that when Joel drolls on about it I want to go inside the pages and punch him in his (still don't know what color his hair is) pimply face? Truly, Joel stay with the Rissa and her bunch, better class of people and its been my experience that boys who dye their hair and have piercings, do not reek of sandalwood and usually are down to have a suckie suckie in the parking lot. Jocks are just.... Davin chose to sleep in Joel's room which at least Colt knows. Just FYI, Colt knows either because Davin told him or because he figured it out, that Davin has/had a crush on him. Though I was wrong about Jolt, thank god cause he's smelly, so I'm probably wrong about this as well. The school stuff was boring, the gardening was really boring, and we almost got into a fight with a footballer. One thing I know about sports balls players, they never come at you alone. The whole team mentality has been bred into them I'm surprised they fuck without teammates cheering them on. Joel needs to put a stop to that right away, sucker punch the number 9 guy and show him how traitors roll.

Thank you. If your heart is broken, you could always come to my restaurant and I'll feed you some comfort food!

I've been saying the same thing for thirty years. Straight boys never change, stay away, far away.

Thank you for saying the chapter was well written. I had feared I was jumping back and forth and it would be confusing. Jason rarely seems to do the right thing its nice when he actually stands up for his moral principles, such as they are. So about the next part. I couldn't sleep last night, so I think I wrote another chapter so this story might be eight chapters instead of seven. I don't know, I felt a two year time jump was...something needed to happened between but who knows what I'm going to do. I can't post again until 9pm tonight, I have an entire day off for the first time in over two years, so I just might write another one. J