I'd change the way I consume news if I were you. You have to curate news yourself or you get pablum (baby food).
Don't feel too bad, most of the world doesn't know what's really happening in the US either.
Pain is relative and memory of pain, no matter how severe, is extremely tempered and diminished. In this case, death itself is relative. It ceases to have as much meaning.
I like the story about two men running from a bear.
One says, "This is hopeless. We can't outrun him."
The other guy replies, "Not really. I only have to outrun you."
The human side of Austin fuses with his primal Alpha side. His wolf side must see all the secrets. The transformation is done and he must find his mate.