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I disappointed a great number of people, one especially. .there's no forgiveness for that

I am sorry I disappointed molly

You were right, of course. I made mistakes. I know it. I hope that tim and I have turned the corner but I will not forget what I did, or what it cost. Thank you for looking after him.

As the Michael in this story, I'm biased I suppose. But tim does a very nice job of telling our story. I'm not the only one who thinks so.

Damn!

Those handcuffs aren't on me...I use those on others....

Another wonderful chapter. ..but as your husband seriously I should be allowed to read ahead. ...xxx

Is it better than ch3?

the poem is excellent boy.. since I didn't mention it earlier. xox

tim, my boy, again watching you do this, giving yourself as you do to whomever you are serving is a beautiful thing to observe. you are the boy most Doms dream of .. thank you my boy xo

Obviously you understand, Mac, but I think many do not realize just how emotional it can be for the top as well. It certainly moved me and John also. tim also thanked John perfectly.

A wonderful description of D/s. Greetings, WolfM, always nice to meet a fellow Dom.

There are times in my job as a detective that I have to work a lot of overtime. Not often but it can mean sleeping in the car or on your desk. It's worth it we catch the bad guy. I also get a shit-ton of money to do this, it's also a calling more or less. I agree with the others. This Company seems shady, no paper work, no offers, no protection for you. I would not kill myself for these guys, Jay. I would not work for free either. I appreciate you caring, but these guy care nothing for you. Will they be there for you when you're ill and cannot work? I suggest doing your resume and starting to look for another position.

Two good poems, I wonder if the people they are written for will recognize themselves. Number 2 I know...is us. A nice set, tim.

Always

A wonderful surprise! A tender and heartfelt gift. Beautiful.

Hope ... sometimes it alights if you are still and hold out your hand. Just hold out your hand, boy.

Yes, honestly above all things.

Thank you Reader .

Are you all right jp? Pm if you need me, boy.

Pledge Our lives have slowly changed Not for the better I’m afraid I have to be your man again Will be The one you deserve and desire So things will change Of that be sure You will be mine again, boy Interesting session with a psychologist who is a counsellor to those of us in BDSM or D/s lifestyle, I wasn’t sure what to expect. Dr. R greeted us both, we sat, and he sat within a small grouping of chairs. He largely ignored tim at first, after asking him to sit. Then he asked me why we were there and I explained what had been happening in our lives, that we seemed to be drifting and that I felt I was the not dominant man that tim expected and deserved. So he asked, are you D/s and want to stay that way, D/s and want out, or Vanilla and want in? I said the first, Dr. R then looked at tim and asked him. tim replied the same way as I had. Then still gazing at tim, he said, “if you went into another lifestyle home and were asked to sit, where would you be now, boy?” tim pointed to the floor, next to me. The doctor continued, “Would you be more comfortable there knowing what I am and your husband is?” “Yes, Sir.” “Go then, boy.” Dr. R watched as tim settled on the floor, leaning against my leg. “Don’t think you are not respected though or that your feelings and opinion’s don’t matter.” “No, Sir.” “Good. Then let’s begin.” It wasn’t all pleasant but not meant to be I suppose. Tim related his trust issues, and how he’s unsure of what love means, though he says it often. I spoke of the recent past and how it had affected me and also my diabetes diagnosis. Together these things had rocked my world, but not in a good way. At the end of the session Dr. R said, you know the pieces of this puzzle all seem to be here. You two just need to start communicating more effectively. Today Mike you gave tim what he needed some tasks, some framework, which he needs to be a good sub. He liked our first goal which is for tim to learn he can properly trust me. We still need to define what that looks like, but tim has provided me some ideas. So the new day begins. *******************************************************

Lovely tribute.

This is quite interesting tim. I like the poems and the prose. Held my interest.

AC this was a lovely thing to do for our sweet tim.

Beautifully done, tim. It's a terrific story.