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Best wishes for NightOwl!!!

I love you baby.

Sometimes people do strange things. For example they travel accross the continent to meet a person they have never met before... yet a person they know so much. When I started writing this, I was on my way to the airport, scared shitless... There was no reason for it but that doesn't mean I can't stress myself out, right?

That would be great! I've been playing with such idea for some time too! If you need any help, just ask And count me in!

Bonne anniversaire Bob!

Hey stud! Have a great birthday!!!

Libby!

Happy birthday Eric!

I think this saga should end happily. I'd be majorly pissed off if it ended in other way but happily. Having fulfilled my duty by being on-topic, now I can dig Jeremy in the ribs. What is it with the last post?

so much for the tropical island ideals well... no wonder... you had to brainwash those guys so that they would fight no matter what if you wanted to beat Japs and Germs... I'm interested in how it develops with Nathan. 1) I don't remember him being talked about before, in previous stories, 2) are we for Steven-Aaron other way round? This time it's Steven going to fight leaving Nathan hopelessly in love? I'm sure Steven would handle his depart in a better way than Aaron (if not for being Steven, then definitely to prevent Nathan getting the same experience Steve got - which is in fact "being Steven" as well ) but how Nathan is going to handle it?

Awww baby! Congratulations!

Happy Birthday NATE!

The cliffhanger is in the story itself. By fifth chapter I usually have the story figured - as in where it is heading, what I can expect, if I'm enjoying the ride, what the author wants to say with it, etc. But this is really annoying and frustrating. The pace of posting is too slow while the chapters are too short for ANYTHING to happen. That's a cliffhanger! Either make the chapters long and post once in two weeks or make them short but post more frequently. I guess I need to wait for Christmas and read it then. Hopefully there would be something to read then. OK, I've decided. I give it one more chapter and if there's no change then I'm leaving. I don't need to get frustrated over a story I see once in a while where almost nothing happens.

Every time I start thinking that I live in a country or area that is civilized, occidental and cultured, every time I lose my wariness, something happens to remind me of true nature of people living here. Everyone here knows what is US Bible belt, everyone knows film studios like BelAmi or Eurocreme showing the Western customers the paradise of living here... OK. There was a pride parade planned for today in Bratislava, the capital of Slovakia (and as I've heard actual seat of BelAmi ). Slovakia was to join Czech Republic, Poland and Hungary where in various cities (not in Prague, but in Warsaw, Budapest, Brno and Tabor) during the years 2008-2009 similar initiatives took place. EVERY one of them witnessed counter-demonstrations and disturbances and none of them was finished properly, as it was planned before. All the parades were attacked by extreme-right wing supporters, neo-nazis, catholic ultra-clericals, and many other various groups. And when I'm talking about attacks, I mean tear gas thrown into the crowd of people (where even small kids and pregnant mothers stood) or disrupting the announced trace of the parade where the police weren't able to secure peaceful passage! The people were having fun chasing the participants of the parades, throwing stuff whatever they found at them or, if it was the case of peaceful demonstration against GLBT, then they held posters and banners with signs that were anti-gay, against gay-marriage and adoptions, demanding neutering of gays, etc. It really makes me sad. Our streets are full of cars that are the same as in Germany, France or the US. The companies employing people here are the same. In Slovakia they even pay with euro. We watch the same shows on TV as do Americans, British, Germans... Yet is impossible to hold a parade - that would NOT be anything like Pride parades that are full of naked or almost naked people pretending to have sex or whatever people think. In Slovakia, one of the smaller parties that is in government demanded that the Parade is canceled because people will show their genitals there... The pics can show more than words: "Emasculate the queers!" "For the traditional family!!! Against the deviation!!!" + web link to "Our Slovakia" "Stop the freaks!" Not even an open support of the embassies of Denmark, Finland, Ireland, Netherlands, Norway, Sweden, UK, Canada, Germany and USA to the Bratislava Rainbow Day Parade, as it was officially named, was enough for the state/government/police of whoever has it as their job to secure the peaceful running of the event. It's a shame this could happen only few days after Portugal definitely approved gay marriages or Denmark passed law against sexual discrimination in the adoption process.

Oh Baby!

yeah... I think it's an urban legend too...

Being in a relationship has some positive impacts on me... for example I feel more secure, so I resumed my coming out. Today it was my best friend, first straight male I came out to - telling him I have a boyfriend.

Now show us the newest pics then! I bet you don't have anything to be ashamed of!

Happy Birthday Myr!

Congratulations Dargon! I'm sooo proud of the Portuguese!

Lacey, do you realize how many hearts have you broken by outing us like that?

James, that song has been in my head all morning!

Awesome song, right? So I officially have a man. A man of my life. And we got to the first fight. Well, I wouldn't call it like that but the making up was just un-f*cking-believable! The problem was - as in any relationship at its beginning - that we get to know each other better and better and this time we got further than anyone else. We got to my tenderest spot, my second biggest fear after the death. And I freaked out. We ended up both hurting, mainly from hurting the other one, but the damage was done and couldn't be taken back. Nevertheless we talked it over on the spot and my man now knows practically every secret of my life. For the first time in a long time I feel liberated. I finally found someone I could share my life with. It's a really comforting feeling and I love him for that.