Well... when I first started to write this blog, it was meant to show you that even if I live in a paradise full of hotties going at it in front of the camera of apparently two most popular twink gay porn studios in the U.S., it doesn't have to mean that gay life here is that easy.
I continue in my coming out spree. I came out to one of my close friends last Sunday - and it went well. She sort of thought it. Obviously one can see that on me. That freaked me out. I'm not prepared to be fully out to everyone. I felt everyone looking at me that evening. Every smile they cast on me was meaning "I know you're a fag." It wasn't really comfortable. Moreover, my friend told me that my former roommate was scared (or afraid) of me, because he thought I was gay. Correction: On Monday I talked with her again and she told me he search threw my laptop and found some... ummm compromising materials