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The Great Mirror of Same-Sex Love - Poetry - 5. …Emily to Susan Gilbert…

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…Emily to Susan Gilbert…

 

Rearrange a "Wife's" affection!

When they dislocate my Brain!

Amputate my freckled Bosom!

Make me bearded like a man!

 

Blush, my spirit, in thy Fastness -

Blush, my unacknowledged clay -

Seven years of troth have taught thee

More than any Wifehood may!

 

Love that never leaped its socket -

Trust entrenched in narrow pain -

Constancy thro' fire - awarded -

Anguish - bare of anodyne!

 

Burden - borne so far triumphant -

None suspect me of the crown,

For I wear the 'Thorns' till Sunset -

Then my Diadem put on.

 

Big my Secret but it's bandaged -

It will never get away

Till the Day its Weary Keeper

Leads it through the Grave to thee.

—Emily Dickinson, [i]

1862

 

 

 

 


[i] “Rearrange a ‘Wife’s’ Affection” (aka Poem No. 1737) Emily Dickinson Complete Poems (Boston 1960), ps. 704-705 https://archive.org/details/completepoemsofe00dick/page/704/mode/2up

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She and Gilbert had been pledged in secret to one another for seven years when she penned this rather upset poem. Gilbert was the love of Dickinson's life, and her love letters to her are amazing examples of essayed compositions. I guess that will be the next entry in the prose section of the Mirror :)

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On 8/28/2021 at 10:20 AM, Parker Owens said:

I enjoyed reading this; I especially liked the way she plays with the Protestant imagery so common in her day to talk about a love quite antithetical to the men who ran the churches. 

Quite perceptive, Parker, especially if you go to the link in the footnote and see the more overtly religious examples this poem is framed by. I'm very intrigued by No. 1736, where she seems to make references to Jesus' partner ("the disciple whom Jesus loved" = 15th century wording for "boyfriend") .   

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