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Liam's story - 16. Chapter 16

Okay, so this was supposed to be the last chapter followed by an epilogue but when I was editing it I didn't like it, so I scrapped it and rewrote, so this is not the last chapter.

Also, there is sexual content in this chapter. A lot of it.

When I awoke the next morning Toby was no longer spooned up behind me. I rolled over to my other side and felt along Toby’s side of the bed. When I couldn’t feel him I opened my eyes. He wasn’t in bed with me, and his side of the bed was cold. I was comfortable and would have loved to stay in bed a little longer but my bladder let me know it was time to get up. I headed towards the bathroom and I noticed the water running. Realizing Toby was in the shower made me smile. If I am honest I had feared that Toby had left, so it was a relief to know he was still here.

He was using the shower in the main upstairs bathroom. I snuck in to use the toilet, the shower curtain was opaque so I was able to sneak in and pee without Toby knowing. Until I flushed the toilet and he got blasted with cold water. My laughter at his high pitched scream was loud enough to alert him to my presence in the bathroom. Of course, him knowing I was there meant I got to join him under the warm water.

After we had showered we went back to my room to get dressed. At least that was the plan until we ended up on my bed with Toby laying on top of me with his tongue in my mouth and his hand wrapped around my dick. While I loved the attention I was a little worried, we were at my house. Still living with my parents meant my dad could be home at any time.

“Whoa, Wait a second. Maybe we should pump the breaks, who knows when my dad will be home.” I took every bit of will power I had to suggest stopping.
Toby just smiled down at me “he called your cell earlier. You slept through the vibrating, it woke me up and I answered it. Sorry, I was half asleep and just did it. It was your dad, he's staying at the hospital till after the occupational therapist comes to assess your mom in the afternoon. He won’t be home for hours.”
“Huh.” Was all I had to say before pulling Toby’s face back down to mine.
He didn’t waste any time, he was all over me, smothering my face and neck with kisses, exploring everywhere he could reach with his hands.
Toby has been the one who has taken charge every time we have fooled around, I decided it was my turn. I started pushing him up to flip him over, he is bigger and stronger than me, but once he figured out what I was doing he helped the process along.
I took a few seconds just savouring the view. I was kneeling between Toby’s legs, his penis was standing straight up, pointing at me, I couldn’t help but thrust my own dick against his. I watched his face as I did. He was definitely enjoying this as much as I was. Up until now he had sucked me, rimmed me, and fingered me, and I had done was give him a hand job. That was going to change.

I worked my way down his hard body. Damn, I need to up my work out game. He seemed to really appreciate the feel of my lips and teeth on his V line, you know those amazingly sexy lines that start at the abdomen and disappear under jeans. Toby wasn’t wearing and jeans though so i kept going. I had never done this before, and had only experienced it myself the one time Toby had done it to me, but I was going to go for it. The noises Toby made as I licked around the head of his cock were more than enough encouragement to keep going. I could only take him about half way before gagging so I concentrated my efforts on the head while my hand stroked the shaft. Toby was really getting into it, I think he was getting close, his breathing was fast and his balls were moving upwards towards his body. I didn’t want this to end so soon, I moved off his penis and took my mouth and tongue to his balls. The change of pace seemed to calm Toby a little, he seemed to be enjoying it still, but the sense of urgency was gone.
“Lower.” Toby asked of me breathlessly

I pushed Toby’s legs apart a little more before moving my attentions downwards, I was lavishing attention on the sensitive spot just behind his balls. Just as i was getting comfortable there Toby began shifting his hips more upwards, and once again asked me to go lower. I was a little nervous about this, I had no doubt in my mind I could say no and Toby would accept that, but it had felt amazing when Toby had done this to me. I took a deep breath and dove in.

Huh, this really isn’t bad. It’s actually kind of nice. I continued to attack his ass with my mouth, Toby was squirming and moaning as I did. He eventually reached down and started slowly stroking himself. He stopped and sat himself up on his elbows. “Liam?” I removed my head from between his legs. “If you don’t want to it’s fine, but do you wanna?” he asked looking expectantly at me.
“You mean, me to you?” I replied. I had thought about sex with Toby and for some reason assumed he would be the one topping me, at least the first time.
“Yeah. I really want you inside me right now.” Toby said. “Do you have condoms and lube?” He asked.
“Yeah.” I moved from between his legs, I dug around the very back of my bedside drawer and produced a small bottle of lube and a couple condoms.
I might have been a total virgin, but I had read enough to know that I had to prepare him. I got to work with lube and my fingers. It was going better than I expected. “You sure you’ve never done this?” I asked.

“Had anal sex, no. But I do have a toy I use somewhat regularly.” He answered, blushing slightly.
“That’s a show I would love to watch.” I replied as I kept up with my efforts. Toby seemed to be enjoying the prep. I stroked his prostate occasionally but didn’t spend too much time on it. After I worked up to three fingers Toby grabbed a condom off the bed and handed it to me. “I can’t wait any more.” I was a little nervous as I rolled the condom down my shaft. I lubed my self and Toby up before scooting my pelvis up to Toby. I lined myself up and pressed my penis up against his hole. I was afraid of hurting him but he encouraged me to continue. I breached the entrance and slowly worked my way further in. Toby didn’t seem to be in pain, he was moaning and encouraging me.
Once I bottomed out I had to stop and catch my breath. Toby tried to move himself against me. “Whoa, you are friggin tight. I need a minute.” I told him. I was on the verge of coming and needed a bit to calm myself down.
Once I had taken a minute and felt a little more in control I started moving. Holy shit. This was amazing. Like most virgins it really didn’t last very long. Once I got started I found I wasn’t able to stop even though I felt my self getting close. All in all I would say it lasted about a minute and a half. It felt too amazing for me to feel too bad it. I collapsed on top of Toby, he kissed the side of my head and gently ran his fingers down my back, he gave me some tome to recover. “Liam, babe.” he said as he tilted his pelvis up towards me, so I could feel his erection pressing in to me. He hadn’t come yet. I lifted myself up off of him and went back down his body. I dove right back down on to his dick, licking and sucking. He was getting close, but this time I didn’t stop. “Use your fingers too babe.” Toby requested. He was still quite slick, so I didn’t have to add more lube before slipping two fingers back inside him. This time I went straight for his prostate, I stroked it consistently while I sucked him. After a few minutes Toby was crying out and erupting in my mouth. I swallowed most of it, except what had spilled out.
“Holy fuck! That was amazing. Come here” He panted as he reached for me to pull him up to him. Once I was face to face with him he rolled up over so I was on my back and he was half on top of me, giving me lazy kisses. “Mmm, that was amazing babe.” he said as he moved off of me and on to his back.
“Yes, yes it was. Sorry I didn’t last longer.” I replied sheepishly.
He grabbed my hand, brought it to his mouth and kissed the back of it before responding. “You have nothing to be sorry for babe. That whole experience was incredible.”
It was still kind of early, and I was tired after my round with Toby. I drifted back off to sleep. Toby did as well because I woke up to my dad calling out my name up the stairs. I looked at the clock on my bedside table, it was 1:30. Shit.
I sprung up out of bed, grabbed some clothes, and gave myself a once over in the mirror. I shook Toby awake.
“We fell asleep. My dad is home.” Im sure he heard the panic in my voice.
“Okay babe. You head downstairs and I’ll get dressed and join you in a few.”

After one more quick look in the mirror I headed downstairs to see my dad.
“Hey, how’s mom doing? I was gonna head over and visit her soon.”
“She’s doing well. The occupational therapist saw her, because of the broken arm and collar bone she can’t use crutches so she’ll be in a wheel chair. We’re going to have to get a bed for the main floor since she wont be able to take the stairs. And I’m thinking of hiring a nurses aide to come help her get ready in the morning and help her to bed at night. So if you and Toby wouldn’t mind, maybe you could bring the bed down from the guest room and put it in the dining room before you head out. I’m going to have a shower and have a nap, before heading back.”
Toby’s car was sitting out side of the house, of course he knew he was here. Oh and Toby had answered the phone when he Called this morning.
“Sure dad.” I got started on moving all the chairs around the table and getting the dining room table out of the way to fit the bed in the room. Toby came down just as I was finishing getting the room ready. Dad was already upstairs, I could hear the water running.
Toby came up behind me wrapping his arms around me. “How’s your mom doing?’
“Good. Dad wants us to move the guest bed down here since she wont be able to get up the stairs. Then I think I’m gonna head to Branston and visit her.”
With Toby’s help it didn’t take long to get the guest bed down and set up in the dining room. It actually looked pretty good,. I had the table up against the wall so mom could keep her stuff on it, we moved all but one of the chairs out to the garage so they wouldn’t take up too much space. 
Hopefully she could come home soon.
I said good bye to Toby, had a quick shower, grabbed my moms car and headed to town. She had a roommate now but I was able to take her in a wheelchair for a walk around the grounds of the hospital to get some fresh air. I stayed for a couple hours before my dad showed up. The three of us ate at the cafeteria before I headed out and went home.
Even though everything seemed to be going okay, Mom was going to be fine. Things with Toby were amazing, I start my new job tomorrow I couldn’t help but feel down. I didn’t know what was going on. But I just didn’t feel like myself. Once I got home I just headed to my room and laid down on my bed. I should feel happier. I definitely fell happy in the moment sometimes, but it never lasts.

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Lovely chapter as usual! Although that last paragraph is intriguing... By the way, I can't seem to remember if we ever found out why his brother committed suicide? Is that going to be addressed?

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2 minutes ago, ObicanDecko said:

Lovely chapter as usual! Although that last paragraph is intriguing... By the way, I can't seem to remember if we ever found out why his brother committed suicide? Is that going to be addressed?

We haven’t found out what was going on with Josh prior to his suicide, and I have put a lot of thought into this and to be honest I don’t know if we will. At least not the whole picture. As is often the case the ones left behind never really know. 

 

Thank you continuing to comment! I really appreciate that. 

 

 

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Hot and sweet, although the last paragraph worries me. I hope it is just some melancholic moment, and nothing bad happens.

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1 hour ago, Wesley8890 said:

Hot! It sucks mom will be in a wheelchair. I love the old flush the toilet thing. 

Haha I have been got by the old toilet flush thing more than I would like to admit 😂

 

thanks for the comment!

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12 minutes ago, Sweetlion said:

Hot and sweet, although the last paragraph worries me. I hope it is just some melancholic moment, and nothing bad happens.

Hopefully! It’s normal to have moments of sadness after losing someone you love, hopefully it’s just that. 

 

Thank you for commenting 😁

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2 hours ago, Kjamieson said:

Hopefully! It’s normal to have moments of sadness after losing someone you love, hopefully it’s just that. 

As if you don't know already! :rolleyes: (but don't spoil anything pls!)

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Sounds like poor Liam is having some survivor guilt...(feeling like he isn't really entitled to feel good because it isn't fair for his brother).

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It’s very normal to suffer from depression after someone you love has died. My younger niece and nephew had a few sessions of therapy as preteens after my father died. They were very close to him and blamed themselves for his death (a common reaction for children).

 

Some people are able to move past their depression on their own or with help from friends, but there is nothing wrong with getting professional help with this! You’d seek professional help with any other serious medical problem! Quite often, talk therapy is sufficient, but sometimes medication is needed to assist with treatment.

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4 minutes ago, droughtquake said:

It’s very normal to suffer from depression after someone you love has died. My younger niece and nephew had a few sessions of therapy as preteens after my father died. They were very close to him and blamed themselves for his death (a common reaction for children).

 

Some people are able to move past their depression on their own or with help from friends, but there is nothing wrong with getting professional help with this! You’d seek professional help with any other serious medical problem! Quite often, talk therapy is sufficient, but sometimes medication is needed to assist with treatment.

Yes it is! I 100% support mental health awareness! So many people are ashamed to need help with their mental health, which is sad!  No one is ashamed to get their high blood pressure treated. Mental health is no different. Maybe my career (nurse) influences that mindset but hopefully one day we’ll get rid of that stigma.

 

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4 minutes ago, Kjamieson said:

Yes it is! I 100% support mental health awareness! So many people are ashamed to need help with their mental health, which is sad!  No one is ashamed to get their high blood pressure treated. Mental health is no different. Maybe my career (nurse) influences that mindset but hopefully one day we’ll get rid of that stigma.

 

I hope so too. I don’t want to be stigmatized for having been in therapy for more than seven years! I’m still seeing a psychiatrist too, even though I’m not currently on any meds.  ;-)

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10 hours ago, Kjamieson said:

Yes it is! I 100% support mental health awareness! So many people are ashamed to need help with their mental health, which is sad!  No one is ashamed to get their high blood pressure treated. Mental health is no different. Maybe my career (nurse) influences that mindset but hopefully one day we’ll get rid of that stigma.

 

It would be amazing to get rid of the stigma - and I think it’s happening, slowly.  I see many more 20-somethings being much better able to acknowledge, discuss,  and address these things more openly.

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Oh, and yeah, great update, I’m pleased that, for whatever reason, there’s going to be more.

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