Philippe

Ahhh, but whom will really get the surprise 😮?

Lolol, your own section, full of laughter and promises of more tickles to cum.

Saying to the bullies, yeah, I know you’re hoping for an invite to the Gay House when you keep bring it up, but then what would your friends think when you leave them alone?

I assume you’re not referring to “pass the GD salt?” 😝

The internet is a terrible teacher, and unfortunately the bloggers, influencers, and game programmers are setting the bars very low. Why people are not canceling these bad actors is amazing. Why are ads being bought or even run on bad channels. It’s a free for all as accountability is nil and respect is about as considerate as a face shot in some random game. I have a young adolescent boy that comes and goes fairly freely at my house. It’s a constant battle to filter content that is not appropriate…when his argument is that he can watch it at home. I tell him then go home and watch it, but no watching it here and no talking like that here in my home. Though his home life is quite different than what I allow, he loves to come spend hours on most days. He has opt’d for a quick spanking rather than being escorted home to tell his parents how he has abused my hospitality with something more significant in damage or disrespect; though they wouldn’t really care themselves, they would probably restrict his visits coming over. So most of the time Im able to elicit a little moderation in better behavior. Its a workout at times, but I just hope to be a better influence in his life rather than taking the simple way out and sending him home without visitation as an option. I hope to instill more respect for himself or at least teach him how others will judge him by the respect offered others even when not expected.

Smile and wear that nickname with a smile. It will either pass or become just a hallway nickname, as closer friends will respect your preferred name or nickname. The smile would be the largest when explaining to the unassuming as to where that name came from….oh, just a nickname from bullies that never paid attention to roll-call or actual names.

Wow, a lot said. Often overlooked too is building confidence in kids to spell up; defend themselves and as Matt spoke hopeful that friends speak up when the ill of others is being spoken or forced upon others. My kids were ok about speaking up…until my youngest. She seemed to internalize her feelings and allowed others to insult her through words and inconsideration. So friends of convenience were not uncommon yet she would internalize and suck it up…were I would have told them ask their regular friends as I have plans with my own friends. Bye bye 👋.

Hopefully Jimmy isn’t going to be teaching from his own hard knock life in junior high. It didn’t seem Jimmy was ever picked on for being paired with “Churchie” but that’s not a sure fire sign of not having experienced the rath of the aggressives.

Oh how naive, accepting, and nonjudgmental I was growing up. A one street over neighboring elementary school classmate had an older brother of 1-2 years, his name was Churchie, at least I accepted it as churchie. Not until years later did I learn his real name. Ironically, many years later he did become a preacher and had his own congregation. The same in college, I learned through some hallway conversation that a friend was half Japanese. Dummy me was surprised but he was just smiling and made a circling his face hand motion while asking…you couldn’t tell?? 🤦‍♂️ I just accepted people had different looks and features but that was just our individuality. Judging even by name was beyond me in most cases, I likewise told a coworker I didn’t know he was Jewish; I didn’t pre-judge just because his name was Feldman. 😆 I guess my grandfather’s words stuck to me , making me think about being judgmental. When I was trying to understand my own heritage I asked if I was Cherokee. His response, you don’t worry about that, if you don’t tell people won’t know. He was very private about our heritage and it kinda got translated to mean the same for others. That was very good advice for the days of old, perhaps now it’s ok but then again…

The movie Dumb and Dumberer come to mind. 🤦‍♂️ The sad thing of teens trying to be cool is that it’s so easy to follow the dumberer idiot that doesn’t even know what he’s truly saying are doing…just wanting attention and cool points; it is often a self fulfilling prophecy of idiots leading idiots…that or a closeted gay trying too hard to back farther within wardrobe to obscure themselves and their secrets. It’s a tough time trying to mature into independent thinking and being oneself without the judgmental cool team cheering the band of idiots.

Tack room chores are indeed painstaking; oiling, rubbing, checking cracks, punching holes, threading bindings, adjusting straps, and making sure the bits and stirrups will control and support a good rider; yup, a good cowboy knows a late night with leatherwork is gold for sitting firmly in control when mounted on a good ride. It does build a good appetite for when that Sun unexpectedly peeks above the horizon.

As I too share the life of my own Brokeback Mountain, making me more of a Brian. Not that I couldn’t say I love him, for I did love and I did say it. However, at that age and experience I still had the mentality that he was still in another year of undergrad school, wanting to complete a Masters. I was headed for a very conservative career environment with military service required to gain access ; this all before the don’t ask, don’t tell…which still meant hiding and denying, only to face court martial and dishonorable discharge if ever charged for buggery and/or general sodomy…or even kissing a guy on the lips. It was very difficult to see another path without giving up on my career dreams and the educational path that had brought me to the point where we even met. He and I are still friends, we still say I love you, and we’ve hardly ever missed a birthday wish throughout the years. His parents had known of our relationship and even visited me once, together with my former lover. My parents never knew or at least acknowledged our relationship. My brother most likely knew/knows but has never said anything in reference to it. So I never made the move to stay, he likewise didn’t frustrate himself to not have over relationships and two marriages. Yes, his husband knows and has never discouraged our contact. My still legal wife knows of him but is very jealous of our relationship and hated that I had loved a man…even though neither of us has ever cheated on our partners. Yet my marriage is on paper only as the wife could not accept even what happened before I ever knew her. However she doesn’t want a divorce and doesn’t want to know if and when I play, as I told her divorce or I play if our marriage is to no longer cherish each other to the point of intimacy. Yup, from a long time ago, yet I still return to Brokeback Mountain as often as any sightseer make pass by.

Brian saying he wanted to be free of Tommy sounds more like Brian couldn’t fully accept himself or their relationship as being more than a friendship; so he wasn’t running from Tommy, he was running from the uncomfortable. Remember Brian liked the jock and social circles yet his true love and understanding didn’t fall within those circles. Did he value Tommy less than others or did he let social acceptance scare him away from his true self?

I hope it’s not more bad news that Brian is withholding from Tommy. I know from youth inexperience that the young Brian sometimes thinks we’re sparing someone pain if we distance them or ourselves so as to not be as close when…the inevitable separation occurs.

Hopefully, Brian was just considering the worst case scenario; a bucket-list reflection on life so to speak, but also considering that he knows Tommy doesn’t have to face such a life altering scenario and can remain within his protective shell.

Oh so sad, to live under false pretenses of shared expectations; parents living vicariously through their kids, but kids also guilty of not knowing or realizing it’s ok to say no it’s not what I want, I too was a teen that shared common interests in fixing up old cars, but then my dad overly enthusiastic and bought home more projects that I didn’t want as I was transitioning to go to an away college…I just needed time to be free of self imposed obligations. Dad took the frustrated outburst better than expected and apologized that he jumped the gun but then likewise said the project could be interesting so maybe we just sit on it to see if a school break hobby project was something of interest. We did take a while but still finished the project. Even now, I’m re-wiring an old trailer with LED lights and new electric brakes; it was a project from my junior year, chopping and welding a wrecked trailer frame to make a beast of a smaller utility trailer from what was a larger travel travel; it’s still a treasure from early-mid 70s. I use that trailer a lot and will not sell though I get plenty of offers.

How ironic that you should recommend and comment on Your Name Engraved Herein when I literally just watched that yesterday. I found it as I was interested in any other productions that had the same actor from “Had I Not Seen the Sun.” I agree that the story is very powerful in a setting not unlike many around the world when gay attraction is criticized and/or results in physical violence; unfortunately mental brutality is harder to show or prove but handy phone recordings and pictures are changing that too.

As the primary caregiver for my elderly mom, I can identify with the lack of real understanding and recognition by all others involved. Likewise, we always feel the inadequacies of not performing miracles when the circle of life is already written; the want ifs, or maybes will still haunt us from time to time.

I think Levi has somewhat accepted Luke and Luke has proven time and again to see what Levi is needing at the moment…so step father indeed, whether by name or practice. In reality, I believe Levi may not identify Luke as his stepfather, but rather his other father..as step father seems like only accepting his dad’s relationship whereas Levi and Luke have a relationship developing rather quickly itself.

Ahhh 😌, his teachings may have told him it’s sinful and to not gaze upon it, but his hormones hold his eyes upon the acts long enough to make him see and feel the pull of the devil within. He doesn’t want to be that way..just as the chick doesn’t want to stay within the egg shell that its outgrown…and that process is natural, and doesn’t require a coming out party. So much to process, no one to talk to…

Yes, the ole grandfather is not there physically but Levi still has that ingrained monologue; probably checking his palms for hair growth after those sinful moments on touching, and those are near impossible to stop until…the panting 😮‍💨 recovery and the need for fresh shorts after a wipe/wash. Luckily, Levi is not going blind yet either; otherwise he wouldn’t have seen his blond heart throb Adonis after exiting the school. So maybe the spells his grandfather spoke of take longer to manifest into the blind, hairy palmed monster locked within his soul. Now if only he can enjoy getting close enough to learn more of this blond eye magnet that has his needle pointing north already.

Oops, I misunderstood…that’s the reason I took the red hot glowing branding iron to your back; forgive me? Branding is beyond a misunderstanding, that’s a vicious attack on a person that rings of merciless power and corruption of their soul.

No one should have such an abuse thrust upon them. We can only hope that one day the perpetrators may get their own brand that marks them as the monsters they are; maybe a brand on their cheek, of a big hard cock nearly touch the corner of their mouth. They need to wear something beyond masking from the public (the scarlet A come to mind), that would let them suffer the public ridicule they thrusted upon others trying to live their private lives.

Hey now, even the most powerful engines may spudder and shake before reaching their most enduring state; sometimes that’s just the primer to clear the sediments of disuse. My big ole diesel requires a glo-plug to help kick over in a more sustainable manner, so I think getting the fluids flowing and piston walls lubricated is a great start before working at full speed.

Yet ever so fragile; handle with care as Ash seems to find in his nature.