NickolasJames8

Hey Demetz, I didnt think your entry was boring at all. I've thought about Islam a lot, but the most I know about it comes from reading The Final Call . Theres always someone selling the new edition by a stoplight and it's only a dollar. I'm a Christian, and my faith in Christ is deeper than I can express, but I think it's good to educate myself about a religion that I really don't know anything about. Minister Farakahn makes a lot of sense when he speaks, and listening to him talk about community and what American muslims should do for people around them is really quite inspiring. His words have a way of opening up my mind and making me think about things in a way I never would have before. As for the swim party, good luck I wish we had a pool. We do have a hot tub, but last year me and about 20 of my friends all squeezed in it together to see if we could all fit and we knocked almost all of the water out and my dad went Flip Mode on us Needless to say, we aren't allowed in the hot tub this year

Ok, so I have to warn everyone that I'm a little grossed out right now. Me and taylor went to a party at our freind Justins house and his folks were gone. There were so many girls there...they probably outnumbered the guys like 3 to 1......anyway, it seemed like all the guys there were scoring with like 2 chicks at a time. Now, a lot of people know about what me and Taylor did before.....well, it didn't happen again (shudders). We got our swerve on, then we hiked it back to my house. I was hungry when we got here, so right now, Taylors cooking something downstairs with my cousin James.....I'm not too sure, but it can either be hamburger meat I smell or sausage. It kinda smells like both. I went down there, but they kicked me out of the kitchen because I kept eating the cheese that James was grating. So, now I'm back up here, and I went into my ebooks folder and opened up my poetry folder that was inside of the ebook folder. I found a poem I wrote when I first found out that I needed to have another tumor taken out. I guess the real reason I wrote it was because we didnt know what was gonna happen, and I admit that I was pretty scared. But I prayed about it for a long time, then, when I was done feeling sorry for myself, I felt like writing a poem. So I did. I didn't really know what I wanted to say, but once I got moving, everything just flowed out and it all came together. Anyway, I wanted to share it because I feel like I should be proud of myself. I dont want to sound all arrogant ( I know, too late ) but I felt like I stayed pretty strong through it all and I was able to keep myself pretty positive. That wasn't easy, either, considering that my parents were fighting non stop and my dad wasn't sleeping. I just knew that I had to be the strong one this time for everyone. I hope you guys like it. If not, that's okay. I still wanted to share it with everyone, because you're all like my second family. Ok, it smells like the food's burning..... Kisses Nick

Wow...Im so happy for you Kevin....it sounds like your having soooo much fun. Also, thanks for the shout out Im all healed up now and Im driving everyone crazy just like before my surgery I want to move to Houston too

Happy Birthday Matt!!!!!!

Im soooo sorry someone treated you that way too....... Sometimes I wonder what's wrong with people. I mean, if they don't like someone, that's one thing, but to try to attack someone and make them feel bad sucks. I really felt like I got punched in the belly when I read it at first, but then I realized that if I had really got hit, all I had to do was hit back and harder. So that's why I posted about it here. I'm sure whoever it was reads my blog, and I'm glad they got to see that I got better and that I dont feel mad at them, I feel sorry for them. Also, I'm glad that they know that I said prayer for them. Maybe if they see that someone actually cares about them, even after they acted like that, they might decide that they dont have to be so mean. Also, I'm 100% POSITIVE that it wasn't the person who they signed off as. That's what makes it even stupider, and even a little cowardly. All I can do is keep praying for them.

I promise not to, Anthony. I just prayed for whoever it was and if they email me again, I'll pray for them again. Thanks for being such a good friend to me and supporting me

awwww....we never fight here on the GA forum Of course, I could see how looking at W's sevy picture could make everyone burn with desire. I already have a lock on that though........he's going to leave Laura on Jerry Springer for me

Obviously someone at google put that there on pupose. I dont see how anyone could define W's life as a failure. If anything, he's someone to look up to. He grew up in a good home with a good family and worked hard and became president of the United States. I know there's lot's of haters, but let's face it, his life is actually a success story.

What you mean is that they should be dismembered, right David? Admittedly that's a little harsher than I usually go, but GEEZ!! It makes me sad that anyone would say that anyone else deserved to have cancer. I'm so glad you had a fun time in Florida, Nick, and I'm sure the little vacation was good for you! I hope you're all better now and pain and stress free, and again I'm really sorry I wasn't able to offer you any support . Take care, and please don't let the bitter, angry people get you down. THEY'RE the ones that are suffering and are unhappy, and while they may deserve a little sympathy and pitty they DON'T deserve to fill you with anger or stress. One of my favourite adages ever is: "Resentment is like swallowing poison and waiting for the other person to die" let them wait, Nick, you're not dying Kevin EDIT: I forgot to say: "YAY!!! I can't wait to read the updates for My Jump off and What's the Difference!! WOOO HOO, and I'm also eager to read the new poem! And thanks for the Reader's Excellence Award" KEVIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You're back!!!!!! YAY!!! Im not gonna worry too much about the retard who sent that email to me. Actually, I prayed for them I hope everythings going good for you in Texas and your move went well Make sure you let me know what you think about the chapters and the poems Kisses Nick PS, you're totally not a lousy friend

Yeah, I think it was from some straight guy.... Thanks Snowy Kisses Nick

Thanks for the comment, LB........I know what you mean about the blog rating, but I still think it's gay Also, Im glad you liked the last chapter I wrote Kisses Nick

I don't want to say who sent me that pm, but I can say that I got it over a year ago, and it's funny how what he wrote back then still applies. I don't really care too much about my blog rating, but I just think it's funny that the lowlifes at this forum who can't get past our disagreements and the fact that I've moved on from those dissagreements continue to come to my blog and even to my poems and stories that are posted on efiction and purposely give them low ratings. It's petty. So, you ask, why don't I just ignore it?? Normally I do. But when I open my email after a weekend of not being here and find an email from someone claiming to be a GAC and they say that they're glad I was in the hospital and that they think I deserve to have cancer (which I don't have, btw), that means that I'm staying on their minds. Now, I know that I've had problems with people here before. Even one of the GAC's and I really don't like each other. But I don't believe that even the GAC that hate's me would send me a hateful email like that. So, when I saw the name that the person signed at the bottom of the email, I knew it was total bull. Even if that GAC was mad at me, and I don't think he is, there's no way he'd ever send me or anyone else here something stupid like that. So I have to wonder....why do people do stuff like that?? Am I that important to them??? Honestly, I don't get it. There are so many other things that the person who sent that email to me could have done..... oh well, it's nice to know I'm always on your mind, whoever you are. Anyway, I hate to ruin your day, but I went back to school today, and I even went to the beach in Florida this weekend and got in the water (but only up to my waist ), and I'm going back to work tomorrow and I'm gonna get on my boogie board this weekend. So, I got better, and you didn't get what you were hoping for. * * * Ok, so now that I took care of that, I can move on.......... We got back at like 12:30 last night from Florida and Im totally sunburned....idk if I was supposed to stay out of the sun, but it's too late now. I was having such a good time at the beach in Mayport that I couldn't help myself. I can't wait for this weekend, I'm gonna hit the water down at the oceanfront and tear it up. I'm feeling soooo much better, and I'm totally not stressing out about finals like I thought I would. I'm just glad to be back where I want to be as far as my health goes, and I feel really good about the last chapter I posted of My Jump Off. I'm just waiting to get the two chapters of What's the difference Between me and you? back from my editor and I'll get them posted too...also, I think I have an awesome idea for the summer anthology Well, it's like 12:20 now and I guess I should lay down...I've been talking about how wiped out I feel from the trip to Florida but now I can't sleep :nuke: :nuke: :nuke: I know if I don't sleep soon I'm gonna end up taking it out on everyone else tomorrow, so, I'm out..... Kisses Nick

You mean Snowy's reading your stories now???

Congratulations from your #1 fan in Virginia

Hey that's it!!! Thanks

No, this is actually a story and I know it's not all old and stuff because whoever wrote it added this really gay part about Patriot Act 2 or some stuff like that....it was really lame, but the story was good....I just can't find it now

Tomorrow when we're driving past that rest stop and into Jacksonville I'll think of dkstories

I read a really good story once about a meteor shower and the end of civilization...I think it was called Deep Impact. I thought it was here but I cant find it in the Archive anymore. Too bad since i never finished it

oooh...I love both stories

Ok, so I had the surgery yesterday and the doctoer removed the tumor. We have to go back today for a followup at the doctors actual office somewhere in Norfolk. When we're there, I think I'm gonna give this guy a piece of my mind. He promised me that it wouldn't hurt, and that I would hardly know what happened. The truth is I'm miserable. And maybe I'm just being grouchy, but I really think this jerk either lied to me or he screwed somthing up and I'm not supposed to feel this sore and tender. It hurts to even take a deep breath right now, and everytime I try, I cough, and that makes the pain worse. It's almost feels like someones stabbing me in the lung. At the same time, my dad had to redress my bandages, and when he pulled them away, I think we both almost fainted. The cut actually starts at my belly button, and I get queezy even thinking about it. Someone acutally cut me open at my bellybutton Ok, so now that I'm totally grossed out and I'm thinking that the worst is behind me, I find out that when we go in today, the doctor might decide to admit me to the hospital for a night if he doesn't like how my incision's healing I can say for sure that I don't like how it's healing, so how in the world is he going to like it??? I'm hoping to God that I'm wrong and that it's okay......I guess we'll find out at 4. There's good news, though. I finished chapter 6 of My Jump Off , and i got it posted today. I hope everyone likes it. Also, I worte a poem when i first found out I had another tumor, but i'm not sure if I'll post it or not. It's a little defiant, and maybe in a way, I was trying to poke death in the eye, even though I didn't know yet what was going to happen. It's a little personal, but I might post it someday. I mainly wrote it for myself as a way to stay strong in case the tumor was cancerous, which I'm sure now that it wasn't because they would have told us yesterday at the hospital if it was. The other good news is that I'm actually all caught up on my school work, and I found out that these days I'm missing aren't going to count against me. With finals, that's a good thing. I know I can stay on the A/B honor roll, but there's no way I can make the principals list because I've had too many referals this year. I don't really care about that though. So anyway, sorry if it seems like I'm complaining. I really don't feel good, and my throat still feels dry from not having anything to drink for almost a whole day. I just needed to vent a little.

Ok, so as of midnight, i'm not allowed to eat or drink anything. That totally sucks because I know that when I wake up from my surgery tomorrow I'm going to be thirsty and it'll probably be the same guy as last time feeding me ice chips with his bare hands That said, I've come to a conclusion......I'm like P Diddy.....no, I'm not a famous rapper who lives in New York, and Suge Knight doesn't want to kill me (at least I hope not :wacko: ) but for the last few days, I've been saying things like, I won't stop. Of course, that's the P Diddy signature saying on just about every song he's in. But it's the truth. I just finished chapter 44 of What's the difference between me and you and sent it off to my editor, so hopefully if I can come home tomorrow night, I'll have the energy to post it. If not then, definitely Tuesday. I'm also still writing poetry, and I posted the mothers day poem I wrote for my stepmom, My Mom , in the e-fiction section of the site. Also, I'm still gonna get to work. I can go back next week So anyway, call me Diddy......or just call me Nick either way, I won't stop Someone important to me once said this in a PM he wrote to me: Life is like driving NJ. There is a rearview mirror and it serves a purpose but to get to where you want to go, you've got to be looking forward. BTW, the next chapter of My Jump Off is coming soon

(sings) Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday dear Klopfer....Happy Birthday to you!!!

I've been listening to The Wall non stop for about 3 days. Sometimes it's good to just lock myself away from the world and put the cd on repeat while I think

lol...stoner