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i read two but when i say it i say three so confusing ................... Mark

ok i have to reply cause i thought drewbies reply was harsh and it must have been hard to put yourself out there like you have and admitt that yes people do go on attraction and what they find good looking to them, my definition of good looking probably differs greatly from yours and drewbies but for me i always need there to be an attaction be that to their personality or their looks there has to be an attraction so i don't think you sounded shallow admitting that. I also don't think your being overly picky there is little point continuing something if you already know you cannot feel that way for them but maybe you need to be careful your not pushing them away before you give them a chance. I guess it also depends on what your looking for if your after fun and nothing serious then that is fine and you wont ever see or pick guys that could become more because it will be set in your mind that you don't want more from them but if you are after a relationship then maybe you need to take time getting to know this phil and don't rush into dating him or defining what you are to eachother, that will let you get to know eachother before so you will have a good idea if he is someone you want to date and if not you have a good friend. Obviously that all depends on how he feels and if you make it clear to him what you want. Anyway Kevin i am rambling lol but the way i see it your doing the best you can, yes maybe you need to be more direct with the guys to save them getting hurt but that is not always easy, but like i said i think you need to decide what you want from teh guys you date because its ok to just want to date and not settle down but if that is what youw ant then you should expect to lose interest in guys you date quickly because you probably block yourself from feeling anything more or getting to know them better and ignoring the little things that annoy us about people you will only be able to ignore those things if you really want more from a guy your dating. lol still rambling so will just shut up and wish you the best Mark

happy birthday juss hope its a great one

lol very nice pics still see him as harry potter though which distracts me lol mostly cause he looks liek my new housemate, but would love to see that play.

Happy birthday, hope you had fun. Mark

Happy birthday hope its a great one. Mark

awwwww vancey sounds like you has such an awesome christmas lol can so picture you all excited and trying to wait till 8.30 for sam to get up I'm glad you had a great day and wish you guys celebrated boxing day (the day after christmas) as most people get that off work unless you work in a store that does the sales on boxing day. ooo and what is that programme that you design your own house? *wants it* Mark

Happy christmas everyone, hoep its a good one for you all. Love the skin myr

Hi Robert would just like to congratulate you and say i think the idea is great i think your role is needed to help diffuse situations early when tempers get raised and i think if we had someone like you before then thing may not have gotten so bad recently, so i think its a great idea for moving forward and hope everyone supports you in your new role and contacts you if they have a problem with someone at the site instead of letting it create problems. Mark

Happy birthday, sorry i am late hope it was a good one

sorry i am late, happy birthday Rob hope you had a great day. Mark

just got back from seeing it and i was not that interested in it to be fair before going to see it but i thought it was a great watch i really got into it and loved the baby dragon which was so cute have never considered dragons could be cute but it was and i loved the bond that was formed between the dragon and riders and the whole story line about their bond was really good. i also enjoyed the wrestling between the two boys and felt guilty when i thought they were brothers lol so i felt much better when i realised they were cousins (though i did prefer the dark haired guy that kept saving eragon, he was very nice ) overall good film if you don't have any great expectations then you will enjoy it, cannot wait for the next part. Mark

thanks so much guys I had a good day till the bad migraine attack lol but it was good, thanks all

i think everyone needs a break now and then and if it is starting to feel more liek a chore then you must need one, you should take some time off and write when you want to, it should be something you enjoy doing not something you feel you have to do as that is when authors lose their passion for writing. I hope everything goes well and you enjoy your break and hope you do return to writing because you are very talented and i am sure most your readers will understand your need for a break. Mark

I get what you mean vancey, online places can effect how you are offline two, I have been online since i was 15 and found a great family on another forum and it made me so much happier in my offline life and sadly that place fell apart over time and i would hate to see the same thing happen at GA. I have met great people here who I hope i will stay good friends with for a long time and I loved finding GA after my old forum died because it does have the family feel to it and it would be a sad thing to lose that. I am very glad you found GA vancey if it has helped you be more confident because you are not a loser at all

Happy birthday Davey hope it's a good one

CONGRATULATIONS Rob and Robyn, wish you both the best for now and the future

How annoying, DD is my fave story ever and i hate that people can be so low as to steal it and make it out to be theirs but it made me smile to see the crazy Dom fans posting the reviews, tried myself but got error messages i hope all those members who enjoyed the story come here and read the whole thing and they get to see your other great stories. I hope this doesn't happen again but if it does its good to know you have an army of domaholics looking out for you Mark

:hugs: it's nasty when kittens die awwww not spike , poor sam hope he is ok give him lots of hugs from me

well i was expecting to waste 15 minutes of my life but it only took 5 minutes to read (i speed read) so figured the rest could be wasted in a reply lucky you I think your being very grown up about it all and i was looking for this rant you mentioned as i never saw one. It's a difficult decision to make trying to make a similar one myself and you are doing the best thing you can by weighing up the pros and cons and making the best descision with what you have. i'm sure your mum and sister are just looking out for you but if you are sure of what you want to do then stick with the course you know to be best for that career despite what the school says. Anyway i think my ten minutes is up and i need to get back to wasting the rest of my day but i'm sure you will make the right choice Mark

*hugs you close* you did the right thing he is a complete wanker and it is better to have some jerk like that out of your life he has made his choice and does not deserve you. *hold you even closer* love you babes

can never have too many birthdays happy birthday Jared hope its a good one Mark

HEYYYYYYYYY i object when have i ever been dramatic ? stupid maybe but rarely dramatic i leave that to you and Luc oh and dark shadow it seems too

*smiles* your words are always beautiful and i wish i had enough of my own to write them in my own blog, but i don't have the words to say how important you are to me and how much i love you 3 years is a long time and we have been through alot together and i cannot imagine not having you in my life you have been there through it all and no matter what happens i know we will always be together in some way because we were supposed to meet and be there for eachother like we have been, i'm so thankful to have you in my life babes and i love you always and forever.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUKE Hope you have a great day cause you are a great guy Mark