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I am at the short strokes of my bandwidth so I can't watch this right now (later perhaps), but regarding: I didn't know I had the 'fem' voice until I heard a reaction I had at Pride this year in a video I'd taped of a particular entry. I literally said 'Ohhh, I Love it!!!" I sounded SO gay! Hehehehehe! So, to all of you straight folks out there that think we put this on...actually no, we don't. I don't even hear myself when I talk. I just sound 'normal' to me!

Thank you so much for reading Canuk! This one is a labor of love for me. It's a project that works to challenge me and to take me out of my comfort zone. I just posted a new chapter over the weekend so the story progresses. I'd be deligted if you continue reading, enjoying, and commenting.

I think it was that and the big eyes and eyelashes that said 'Brandon' to me. Randy is amazing, however. I think I'll used that for Book 9!

After an all too brief expanse of time, our train came to Paddington Station, London. I was saddened by this. I loathed leaving my view of Adrien, God's own artistic masterpiece. At the very same time I wanted nothing more than to excuse myself from the coach with all due haste. This was perhaps because of the fact that I had, in my youthful insecurity, recaptured my natural reserve. Earlier on our trip together this very reserve had guided my gaze away from Adrien's once we had made our initia

Forgot to post the Brandon Update here like I promised myself I would: Brandon Smiling: Entry 15: https://www.gayauthors.org/story/mrm/brandonsmilingfromthebillychasechronicles/15 I also have a soundtrack if you like my crazy way of outlining stories: https://www.gayauthors.org/forums/blog/625/entry-15698-brandon-smiling-soundtrack-track-list/

He taught me to dream...

Don't worry, Timothy. I will still be here. It will probably be a better read with a number of chapters to put together actually.

Just some updates. I've managed to drop a couple of new chapters on this since last I posted: [sharedmedia=stories:stories:4676] My Beautiful Friend: Some new characters and different perspectives. Sodom: Pride Weekend in San Diego I've also recreated the character gallery on Imgur if you'd like some eye candy : http://m.imgur.com/a/Y6GjU

This makes Brandon Smile!

...Brandon misses his Angel like crazy too.

Oh, thank you so much Defiance! I sure appreciate your reading Snowflake and giving your time to comment. Sabrina's life has had tragedy. She is an echo of real people I've met, LGBTQ and otherwise, who have suffered greatly, but carry on despite it all. They even survive what others miight consider 'mistakes' like drug abuse. The trick is, we can never know what someone has gone through unless we love them enough to walk in their shoes for a while. This, I think, would be the greatest gift we could give the transgendered. Accept their situation, walk in their shoes for a while, and then you'll see why they are the way they are and why they wish to live as they wish to live.

Let me ask you something. Do you have love in your heart? Do you long to be loved and to give love? If you can say yes to this then you are a treasure beyond price. One day, and I cannot say when or where, I believe you will find the miner of your priceless heart. If you can only say no to the questions above...then I would say you are allowing yourself to be deceived. Humanity is programmed to want and to receive love. Those that use others do so out of fear. They are afraid to give for fear that will be taken away. They don't understand love. Love cannot be be taken unless it is given and it cannot be given unless it is taken. It is a circuit...not a commodity that one can lose by giving it away or by having it stolen. It's always there. I only becomes more powerful when it connects into a circuit.

The Character Gallery: http://m.imgur.com/a/eYReO

Thanks, Sweetie!

Some of us just readily accept who and what we are. Billy has that blessing. Brandon doesn't. This was me when I was 15. I was growing up in a time when being gay was 'disordered'. I fought it and fought it hard. Unfortunately for me, I won and would remain alone for most of my life. That was my 'prize'. Brandon, fortunately, will not have that problem...

April 20 You know what? Today was AWESOME! :D I had so much fun with Marie today I couldn't believe it! If she isn't my girlfriend then she'll definitely be my friend who is a girl! Hehehehe. She's just...~sigh~...so cool. I can't say I'm in love because that doesn't really sound right. It's not love I have, but it's more than fondness. She's definitely a friend! A friend I have more in common with than I ever though I would with a girl! It's kind of funny, but she and I like the same kin

Pull the dagger out, Billy. Its more merciful that way.

Voilà: http://m.imgur.com/a/VzXcD

Sabrina ~~~~~~~~~ The sun of San Diego is so different from other places. It seems brighter and hotter than anywhere else on the California Coast. I've loved this place since I was little. We'd always take trips down here in Summer and live on the beach for three whole glorious weeks. We'd visit Sea World, of course, and that was fun, but I loved the beach! The sand and the surf are perfect here! They always have been and probably always will be! LA has some lovely beaches with some lovelie

I don't think Brandon is doing anything skanky on the sly...thought Comsie's will be done, Amen. There is probably a simple explanation that Brandon has just overlooked telling Billy. Maybe a trip to his Uncle's place or maybe he has a job one day a week until the probationary period is over. It could very well be summer school! Maybe Mr. Webber is getting Bran ready for AP Calculus as his tutor? < I'll take that one for $40, Alex.

"Everything you are doing is bad...I just want you to know dis." ~ Yahnnosh from Ghostbusters II

Characters: Brandon Smiling: From the Billy Chase Chronicles http://m.imgur.com/a/Zb9Bv

I was inspired to Photoshop a new cover picture for Brandon Smiling too, today. Maybe I'll use this for the next book in the series.

Your careful clip selection and the very appropriate song 'Iris' from Goo Goo Dolls just fits for the story. Even finding a 'Jimmy' with wrist scars and integrating it into the video was jaw dropping. A lot of us really thought you'd started making a movie! I found this tender rendition of 'Iris' by a young band out of suburban LA called Future. Sunsets that I consider 'Brandonized' because it is a bit gentler and mellower. This is how I feel Brandon's general sweet disposition is. Quiet pain. It speaks to the same issues Billy has but through Brandon's lens. Yes, I really thought this hard about your creation, Comsie. You have no idea in what ways your stories have helped me through this past year or so. I'll stop gushing now. Its been very cathartic to read and participate in the stories of teens very much like I was once. Maybe we all were in one way or another. Hence your mass appeal.