Always - 6. A Wednesday to Remember

Wednesday morning—and I’m wide awake at 7:00 before we get the call on the intercom thing. I was a little sore from yesterday’s workout and knew I needed to stretch, or I’d be miserable the whole day.

I quietly got out of bed and grabbed a Speedo out of Noah’s drawer. I was soooo tempted to hit the voice recorder on my phone and record his snoring but thought better of it. No need to start a brotherly war over something so silly!

I put on the suit, adjusted my junk, quietly slipped out of the bedroom, and went outside to the pool. The dads weren’t even up. It was kinda nice, actually. I love swimming in solitude. It clears my mind. God knows my fucked up mind has been on overload the last couple of days.

I mean, come on! I moved into a new foster home—no—a foster-fucking-mansion, thank you! I have this amazingly hot foster brother. I have an entirely new wardrobe. I have a new phone and laptop (that I still don’t know jack shit about actually using). Oh—yeah—and I have a boyfriend. Me! Nicholas Colin Jacobs has a fucking beautiful boyfriend who loves me and accepts me even with all bullshit I carry with me!

The water felt great. I started out slowly so I could stretch my achy muscles. After about ten minutes, I began picking up the pace, and about 10 minutes later, I was starting to push myself. Did I mention how much I enjoyed swimming in solitude? Well, that only lasted about another five minutes before I heard a splash next to me.

Noah was now swimming next to me. Oh hell yeah! It was on! I picked up my pace, so I was swimming full out. There was no way my bro was going to keep up with me! I went on for another five minutes and finally stopped at the shallow end.

“Jesus, Nick! Competitive much?” Noah had stopped with me and had his award-winning smile.

“Naw, I wasn’t competing with you. I was all ready to the point of full-out swimming for my workout. It sure is nice having a pool so I can stretch out the sore muscles from the gym.”

“That’s what I do. Swim on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. Gym on Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday. I usually do my workout before school. You cool with that?”

“Yeah, I like getting up in the mornings. It’s a good way to start the day.”

“You and I are the only ones who like it then. Cal is a whiny, grumpy bitch the whole time, and Billy doesn’t say a word until after the showers. Then he won’t shut the fuck up!”

“Really? I can’t believe it! No way!”

“Yes, way! And speaking of—you have fun last night?”

“Oh. My. God. Noah, it was the most amazing night I’ve ever had. Billy was amazing. And I think he was just as nervous as I was. And you were right about the movie. It was perfect.”

“He’s crazy about you, Nick. I never thought Billy would be into dudes, but then again—you’re a pretty outstanding dude.”

“Shut up. I’m the lucky one here. It’s weird. There are so many firsts for both of us in this. And it’s okay. We talked a little about that. We decided to figure things out as we go along and have fun stumbling along together.”

“That’s so fucking cool, Nick. You two make me so fucking happy!”

“Thanks, bro. That really means a lot to me, ya know.”

“Okay—twenty laps—that’s forty lengths. Loser does the breakfast dishes!”

“You’re on!”

Ha! Noah didn’t know what he was in for. I had already completely warmed up and stretched. He wasn’t quite ready for me! I easily won the race by nearly a full length of the pool. When we finished, we got out and dried off just as David and Andrew were bringing breakfast out to the patio.

“Boys, get your drinks, and come back out!”

Noah and I both grabbed a cup of coffee and a glass of orange juice. We went back out on the patio and chowed down on Belgium waffles with fresh strawberries and whipped cream. Damn! This is the life, I tell you!

Andrew told me he would take me to the mall for suit-shopping after dinner, which would be just the two of us. He said he was looking forward to spending some one-on-one time with me. You know something? I was looking forward to it, too. I didn’t even feel paranoid or uncomfortable. I was just—I don’t know—happy!

Just as we were finishing up breakfast, the doorbell rang, and everyone looked confused. Who would be coming by at 8:45 in the morning?

Andrew went to answer the door and returned a few minutes later with Mrs. C. and another lady.

“Mrs. C.! Wow! It sure is nice to see you! I would give you a hug, but Noah and I just finished swimming laps, and I’m still a little wet. What’s going on? Is everything okay?”

“Everything is fine. Don’t start worrying like I know you like to do.”

I love it when Mrs. C. would smile at me. We didn’t get to see that enough in the group home. The other lady walked up to me and held out her hand. “Hi Nick. I’m Helen Rodriguez. I’m your caseworker, and this is one of those unannounced visits Mrs. Cranston mentioned. Why don’t you get changed and come back out to the patio and wait for me? I’m going to speak with your foster parents for a bit.”

“Sure. Sounds good. Will you be here when I get back, Mrs. C?”

“I’ll be right here.”

“Can I get you a cup of coffee?”

“That would be lovely, Nick.”

I went and got a cup of coffee for Mrs. C. and then went into the bedroom to change. I put on my black skinny jeans and a light blue tee. I decided to wear my new sneakers to help break them in a bit. I went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I let my hair down and kinda fingered it into place. I thought I looked good enough and headed out to the patio to sit with Mrs. C. Noah was just finishing up the dishes and headed back to change. He told me he would just hang in the room, but I invited him to join us. He said he would.

When I walked out to the patio, Mrs. C. turned around, and her eyes got wide. “Hello? Who are you, and what did you do with Nick Jacobs?”

I blushed and giggled as I sat next to her.

“Nick, you look absolutely amazing! I thought this would be a good fit for you—but—look at you! In just a few days, you walk taller, have a smile on your face, and the confidence you are showing—I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy with one of my residents.”

“Wow. Thanks, Mrs. C. It wasn’t easy at first. I never felt so out-of-place in my life. But Noah and the dads have been awesome. They are totally patient with me. I had one of my panic attacks at the mall the other day, and Noah was there to talk me down.

“I think the strangest thing is that I’m really here to be a part of this family. They don’t make me do all the chores to earn my keep, and they include me in pretty much everything. But the best thing is that Noah’s introduced me to some of his friends and they accepted me pretty much instantly—and still accepted me after they found out I was a foster kid. They didn’t care!”

“Oh Nick! I can’t tell you how happy it makes me so incredibly happy to see you like this! But listen to me—you know there’s absolutely nothing wrong with being a foster kid. There is nothing to be ashamed of.”

“I know that. I really do. But other kids don’t. And you should know that, right?”

“Of course I do. I know it can be pretty rough on you boys.”

I leaned in to Mrs. C. and whispered, “There’s something else I want to tell you. But you have to promise not to say anything to the boys at the house, okay?”

Mrs. C. nodded her head, and I continued, “I had my first-ever date last night. And I’m pretty sure Billy and I are gonna end up being close—like real close—like boyfriend kinda close!”

I pulled away with the biggest shit-eating grin on my face—and yes, fucking tears were building up in my eyes. But there was no mistake that these were tears from being happier than I’ve ever been in my life.

“Oh Nick! It gives me goosebumps to see you so happy! But I’m also an adult, so I have to say a couple of things. I don’t know this boy Billy, but I have to say he has excellent taste! But I want you to promise me you’ll take things slowly. Don’t rush into anything you—or he—are not ready for. Can you promise me that?”

“That’s not a problem at all. We’ve talked about that. This is new for both of us, and we aren’t ready for anything more than holding hands or a kiss here and there. We both promised each other to take our time for anything else. You don’t have to worry about that.”

“Come here, Angel.” Mrs. C. pulled me into her arms and hugged me. “I told you when you left the home that you are one of the good ones. I care about all my boys, but every now and then, there’s a special one—one that works his way into my heart, and I can’t do anything but love him as if he were one of my own. I do love you, Nick Jacobs.”

And here come the tears. I’m such a fucking baby! Jesus! I just can’t help it lately!

Luckily, the door opened, and David walked out with Ms. Rodriguez. David kissed me on top of my head and told me that it was from Andrew. He had to head to work.

Ms. Rodriguez asked me to come with her, and we went upstairs to the movie room for privacy. I wasn’t nervous at all. This wasn’t my first CPS home visit and interview. I pretty much knew the questions I was going to be asked—has anyone physically harmed me? Has anyone forced me to do things that were out of the ordinary? Was I happy? Was I getting along? Did I have any concerns? Blah. Blah. Blah.

“Good morning, Nicholas. Is Nicholas okay?”

“I prefer Nick—just Nick.”

“Perfect. Nick? How have things been your first few days with the White family?”

“Honesty? I keep pinching myself to make sure I’m not dreaming. But then I know it couldn’t be a dream because this is so far beyond anything I could have thought up on my own.”

“Well, that’s certainly wonderful to hear, Nick. Now I have to ask you the standard set of questions which I’m sure you are already familiar with. If you have any fears or concerns, this is the time to let us know—and I promise that you will not be in any kind of trouble if you are honest with me.”

And there we were—the standard questions. But this time, it was different. I could be completely honest and not have any guilt or fear. Well, I didn’t tell her about the pot or the little shower show my first night. That would have been awkward, right?

By the time we finished our interview, Ms. Rodriguez was smiling as she wrote notes on her pad. Then she looked up and smiled even more.

“Nick, you and the White’s have made my day. As you know, things don’t always go well when a child is placed in a new home. But this—oh my! I have never seen a young man adapt so well and so quickly to a new family. But even more importantly, I have never seen a family take in and accept a child as easily as the Whites have. Now, I need to take a quick tour of the home. Would you like to be my guide?”

“Sure. This is the movie room. We usually hang out here after dinner and watch television or something on Netflix. Me and the guys also practice our songs for the musical theatre class at school.”

I went around the rest of the house. She was curious about why I was sharing a room with Noah since there were two beautiful rooms upstairs. I told her that I had never slept in my own room since I was a little kid. I told her that Noah became my best friend almost the minute we met, and since he never had a brother, he wanted me to share the room with him. She smiled as she made more notes on her pad.

When we finished the tour, we walked out to the patio where Noah, David, and Mrs. C. were drinking more coffee.

“Well! I wish even a quarter of our home visits were as wonderful as this! Mr. White, you and your husband are doing a wonderful job with these boys.

“Noah—I would like to thank you for being a model foster brother. Nick looks up to you and respects you more than I could ever hope for. And Nick—I am so happy that you seem to have found a long-term home. When I see one of our children this happy, it gives me renewed hope that things can be good in our world.

“We’ll have a couple more unannounced visits over the next ten days, and then we’ll be able to all sit down together for our evaluation and recommendations. Gentlemen—have a wonderful day. Mrs. Cranston? Shall we?”

I took the ladies to the front door and thanked Mrs. C. for coming by. This time I was the one to hug her, and then the two ladies left with smiles on their faces. Now, let me tell you—I’m not used to seeing CPS caseworkers smile—ever! This was going to be a great day!

I went back out to the patio, and Noah was picking up the coffee cups and stuff. We all went into the kitchen, and I sat at the island with David.

“Boys—I think we survived our first surprise visit with flying colors! What do you think, Nick?”

“Well, I’ve never seen a CPS person smile before—and Ms. Rodriguez couldn’t stop smiling. She also said she was happy that I seemed to have found a long-term home. I thought that was pretty cool!”

“I was soooo freakin’ nervous when she sat down with me. I was afraid I would say something wrong, and she would take you away from us!”

“Son, all you have to do is be honest. I’m sure she’s used to hearing some pretty horrific stories in her line of work. Our truth is nothing but wonderful, right?”

“Well, except for one thing.”

Noah looked at me with panic in his eyes! Hehe—he was falling right into my trap!

“When Ms. Rodriguez asked me if there was anything I was concerned about, I had to be honest and told her that my roommate was a monster snorer. She shook her head and did that tsk-tsk thing while she was taking notes on her pad. She might take you away from us!”

“You little shit!” Noah came over to me and started giving me noogies while David almost fell out of his seat from laughing.

“Noah! Hahaha! Language! Hahaha! Nick—that was epic! You’re gooooood!”

We all calmed down, and David asked us what our plans were for the day. Noah told us that after his interview, he called Kids Theatre Company to see if he could bring me by to introduce me. He told us that we needed to be there at noon. They had Spring Break camps going on, but the kids all go outside for a half-hour for lunch and playtime.

David told us that Andrew wanted to take me to dinner tonight and then go suit shopping. I liked that idea since I haven’t had as much time with him as I’ve had with David.

Then David dropped the bombshell on us! He was going to rent a large 12-passenger van and take all of us—Noah, his girlfriend Hannah, Cal, his girlfriend Amanda, Billy, Maddy, and me to San Antonio to spend the day at Six Flags.

Of course, I had never been to Six Flags, so I just decided to go with the flow since Noah was about to bounce off the walls with excitement. Noah asked David if he could have Hannah over tonight to watch some Netflix, and he agreed.

Well, if Noah could have his girlfriend over, I wanted to have my almost-boyfriend over! I asked David if Billy could come over when Noah and I got back from Kids Theatre. I thought it would be good to practice our songs a bit. David agreed and went to the bedroom to get my phone.

Wow! Billy was freaking out. He had been trying to reach me while the inspection was going on, and I missed his texts. I decided to call him instead of texting. My boy thought I was pissed at him.

As soon as he answered the phone, I could tell he had been crying. Shit! I felt terrible. Once I explained why I wasn’t able to answer his texts, he calmed down. I told him about the inspection and the interview and how well everything went.

“Billy? I also told Mrs. C.—she’s the lady who ran the group home I was in—I told her about our date and you.”

“Wow! Really? How did she take it?”

“Well, she was an adult and did the be careful and don’t move too fast thing. But you know something? When I was explaining to her that this was new for both of us, and we talked a lot about taking our time and our promise never to hurt each other—well—I realized something.”

“What’s that? Do I want to hear this?”

“Relax, baby. I think you’ll like hearing this as much as I’m going to like saying it.”

“Okay, Nicky. I’m sorry—I was just freaking out before you called me.”

“I know, Billy. But you don’t have to freak out anymore. You see—as I was telling Mrs. C. about you—and us—and our date—I had the most amazing feeling inside of me. I never felt it before. Then I realized what it was.”

“Yeah??”

“Oh yeah—you see—Billy McCallister—I love you. I think about you pretty much 24/7. I look across the room, and I see you there. I close my eyes, and I feel your arms around me. Now—I’ve never felt this stuff before, but my gut tells me it’s probably love. So yeah—I love you, Billy.”

“Oh, fuck! I wish I were with you right now! I just want to kiss you and feel you against me!”

“So how about 2:00? Noah and I have an errand to run, and we’ll be back by then. We can kiss a bit, then practice our song.”

“Awesome! I have to wait four hours, though. That’s so gonna suck.”

“I know. I have to wait, too! But I sure am looking forward to that kiss!”

“I love you, Nicky!”

“And I love you, BMac! Oh! I almost forgot. Please tell me you don’t have any plans for Friday!”

“Not that I know of, but if you have something better, I will fucking change them!”

“So here’s the plan—David’s renting a big-ass van and is going to take all of us to Six Flags. Maddie, too. We’re going to leave here at 9:00 in the morning, and David said he would pick everyone up. Then he said he had a surprise for us for dinner. We probably won’t be back here until ten or eleven.”

“Oh, my God! That sounds amazing. Hold a second. Let me go ask Mom!”

Billy carried his phone with him, so of course, I heard the entire conversation with his mom. I had to giggle over how excited my new boyfriend was. His mom sounded really nice, though. She thought it was a wonderful idea and said she would call David later in the day to get all the details.

Billy then carried me (well, his phone) back to wherever he was and told me she said yes.

“Yeah, I heard the whole thing since you carried your phone with you! Your mom sounds really nice, by the way.”

“Today—she’s the best! Doesn’t always happen that way. Mads is going to be psyched, too. That girl loves her roller coasters!”

“I’ve never—”

“I know, babe. Don’t worry. We’ll start with the easy ones and work our way up, k?”

“Okay, I trust you. That’s part of the boyfriend thing, right?”

“You got it! Hey, Nicky?”

“Yeah?”

“Say it again?”

“I love you, Billy McCallister!”

“God, that’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard!”

I heard Billy’s mom call for him, and he ended the call. Damn! It felt amazing telling Billy how I feel. Noah came into the room and said we needed to shower and get ready. It was already eleven, and we needed to be on the road in thirty minutes.

We took quick—and separate—showers, and l put on a pair of cargo shorts and a tee. Noah dressed pretty much the same, so I knew I was good to go.

We drove into the city and pulled into the Rosemont Theatre Company. I was confused since Noah said we were going to the Kids Theatre Company. He explained that the KTC was the youth theatre division of the Rosemont and that it was actually in a completely separate building.

We drove to the back of the main theatre, and there it was. It looked like a miniature version of the big theatre. Pretty cool, actually. There were about fifty kids playing games or sitting at picnic tables to the side of the smaller building. They looked like they were having a blast.

Noah parked his Fiat, and we walked through the front doors. He took me to the office, where he introduced me to Patty Howard, the youth theatre director. She was awesome! She was this energetic, tiny woman with the energy of 10 people.

While we were driving, Noah told me she was one of those people he could introduce me as his foster brother. She would never tell a soul if we asked her not to. He explained that her main goal was to make KTC a safe place for every kid who walked in the door. He said there were straight kids, gay kids, a few transgender kids, even kids with autism and Down Syndrome. Every kid who wanted to be in a show is put in a show. The most important thing was that everyone was required to respect each other. Any sign of disrespect, and you were removed from the program.

Patty gave us a tour of the theatre and asked all sorts of questions about my life, my theatre experience, how I was enjoying living with the Whites. She was one of the most genuine adults I have ever met in my life. No wonder Noah loved this place!

She asked me if I would like to sing something for her. Damn! I didn’t bring my music with me, but when I told her I was working on “Waving Through a Window,” she led us into the theatre and made a call on her cell.

“One of our music directors is here in the office, and he has the song in his book. He’ll be right in and will play for you.”

Jason Barret introduced himself to me and sat at the piano, sitting in front of the stage. Patty and Noah sat in the front row, and the music started. I was surprised at how nervous I wasn’t! The song went great, and Patty had a massive grin on her face.

“Oh my! Nick, you have a wonderful voice, but I was even more impressed with your acting ability! We’re doing Shrek right now, but I’m afraid it’s too late to put you into the actual show. But, if you’re interested, we could always use some help on the crew. What do you think? Would that interest you?”

“I would love that. But I would need to clear it with the dads before I can commit. Can I let you know tomorrow?”

“Take your time. We start our tech rehearsals next Friday, so you can let me know anytime before then.”

Jason got up from the piano and walked over to us. He shook my hand and said, “You are awesome! I can’t wait for you to be in one of our shows!”

Wow! Just wow! A great workout in the pool, awesome breakfast, good inspection, Billy, KTC—this has been a fucking amazing day so far! And I only cried once—and that was a happy cry!

We left the theatre and headed home at around 12:30. We stopped at Wendy’s, and I bought lunch this time. Noah wanted to pay, but now I had an allowance, and I felt it was the least I could do—especially with all that he's done for me over the past couple of days.

We got back to the house around 1:30, and we chilled in the bedroom until Billy showed up. I couldn’t wait to see him! I told Noah what I had said to Billy earlier in the day, and he seemed to be totally on board and happy for both of us. He offered us a little private time while he set up everything for us in the movie room. Just as I was thanking him, we heard Billy come in the front door.

Noah grabbed his stuff and told Billy I was in the bedroom. Billy was in the bedroom in about two seconds flat. I met him at the door, and he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me in tightly.

Wow! That was a kiss I’ll not be forgetting anytime soon. He reached between us and wrapped his hand around my cock.

“I’ve been online reading up on how I’m gonna make this big boy happy.”

“Reading? There’s instructions?”

“No silly boyfriend of mine! I found a couple of websites with stories about high school boys falling in love and how they make each other happy. Oh, man! I can’t wait to get my mouth on this!”

“You’ll have to show me these stories so I won’t be so in the dark, k?”

“I’ll text you some websites, but first—I need to kiss my boyfriend again, so he knows just how insanely crazy I am about him!”

We made our way up to the movie room, and Noah teased the shit out of us for the bulges we were showing. And you know something? We didn’t care!

The rehearsal went great! We ran “Sincerely, Me” a couple of times, and it was coming together nicely. The third time, Noah set up his phone to record it so we could watch it and decide where we might need to fix things.

We each sang our solos for each other and wrapped things up by 3:00. Noah said he had to go pick up Hannah and bring her over for dinner. I only got a little nervous at meeting another person in Noah’s life—this time, his girlfriend. But I didn’t dwell on it too much.

David left a note on the counter saying he was going to be out doing some shopping. Wait a minute! That gave my boyfriend and me a whole hour by ourselves!

We were on my bed and kissing within seconds! We pulled our tee-shirts off, and both loved the feeling of naked flesh against naked flesh. Billy started kissing down my neck and onto my pecs. Oh fuck! This was amazing! But when he started kissing and sucking on my nipples, I thought I was going to black out. I’ve never felt so good in my life!

After a few minutes, I moved Billy to his back and tried the same thing. Oh yeah, I know I was doing it right because every time I hit a sensitive spot, Billy let out these cute, sexy little whimpers.

Billy then put me on my back and placed his hand on my rock-hard cock. “Baby, I want to try it. I really want to taste you. I want to take the next step.”

I couldn’t say anything, the look in Billy’s eyes had me hypnotized. I just nodded yes to my beautiful boyfriend—my boyfriend who wanted to make me a part of him.

Billy kissed his way down my abs and undid the button of my cargo shorts. He pulled them down, leaving me in my boxer briefs soaked with precum. He looked up at me like he was asking permission to continue. I looked at him and breathlessly told him I love him.

Billy started to kiss my hard-on through my underwear. He was sucking the precum out of the fabric. My breath shuddered with excitement when I felt his fingers reach under the elastic waistband and pulled down—exposing my throbbing cock.

He tucked the band of my briefs under my balls and held my cock up.

“I’ve never seen one up close like this. It’s amazing. I’m so glad it’s you.”

When Billy said that, I realized I hadn’t seen one up close like that either. I couldn’t wait for my chance!

Then I had the most incredible feeling when Billy licked the head of my cock, tasting the precum. I gasped, and he moaned. It was when Billy opened his mouth and put the entire head of my cock inside, my entire body went stiff, and I grabbed fistfuls of sheets in each of my hands.

“I—I—don’t think I’m gonna last very long!”

“Don’t fight it, Nicky. Just enjoy it. I sure am!”

And then he started to move his head up and down, sucking, licking, and moaning the entire time. I totally know what heaven is now. This was fucking unreal!

I looked down at Billy and found him looking at me. Holy shit! The sight of my cock sliding into his mouth and the look of pure love in his eyes was just about all I could take. But then—he took his free hand and wrapped it around my smooth balls. One gentle squeeze was all it took.

“Ohhh! Ohhhh! Fuuuuck Billy, I’m gonna nut!”

I thought for sure he would move his mouth off my cock when I gave him that warning. But noooo—as my cock exploded with the biggest fucking load I’ve ever had in my life, I watched him swallow every shot as he continued to squeeze my balls.

I think I might have blacked out or something. I don’t even remember my nut slowing down and stopping. The next thing I was aware of was Billy sliding up my body and propping himself above me.

“Did I do okay?”

“No. It was terrible, and you need to practice—a lot—and only on me!”

I returned his smile, and he lowered himself into a sweet, long, and tender kiss. I could taste my nut on his tongue. I broke the kiss and told him I wanted to give him the same incredible feelings.

Billy blushed and said we would have to do it later since he had nutted in his pants when I came. Wow! Now I know I can’t wait to do Billy!

“You know what’s so incredible about this?”

“Besides the most incredible feelings I’ve ever experienced in my life?”

“I have a part of you inside me now. You’ll always be a part of me, Nicky. Just thinking about that blows my fucking mind!”

“Wow. I never thought of it that way. It only makes me want to have some of you inside me now!”

“So baby, let me get cleaned up and head home before Noah and Hannah get here. Seeing me like this could be a little embarrassing.”

Before Billy got out of the bed, he pulled my briefs and shorts up and helped me get my tee-shirt back on. I help him with his tee-shirt, and he went into the bathroom. I had to remake the bed so Noah wouldn’t know what was going on, and I went into the bathroom and straightened out my hair and clothes.

Billy came out of the bathroom and smiled at me.

“Nicky, you’ve made me the happiest boy in all of Texas this afternoon. I love you!”

“I love you, too—and I just had an idea. Do you think the dads and your parents would let you sleep over after we get back from San Antonio?”

“I’m pretty sure they would. Noah and I used to have sleepovers all the time. It’ll just be a lot more fun now—but I’m not going to mention that to them!”

We heard the garage door open and knew that either David or Noah was back home. Billy ran around to the front door and snuck out before any wet spots were noticed.

It was Noah. He walked into the kitchen with a very pretty girl in tow. He introduced us, and she was nice enough, but I could tell she would reserve judgment until she got to know me. I knew it would be good with the guys in my corner. I told Noah that I would go upstairs and watch some television, so he and Hannah could have some private time until David and Andrew got home.

He pulled me into a hug and asked me how my private time with Billy was. I think he knows exactly what happened from the way I blushed. I told Hannah it was nice meeting her and made my way upstairs to the movie room and some Ellen. I mean, c’mon—if you’re having the best day of your life, don’t you have to include some Ellen in it?

That night, Andrew took me out to dinner at this amazing Mexican restaurant called Abuelo’s. It was so cool. He asked me what I like, and I told him my experience with Mexican food was pretty much Taco Bell or an occasional breakfast taco at school.

Andrew asked if he could order for me, and I just smiled and said if I couldn’t trust him, why even bother living? He looked at me with the confused-as-fuck look on his face until I started laughing. He let me know that he was glad that I was a smart ass. David had told him how I got Noah earlier in the day.

While we were waiting for our dinners to arrive, Andrew explained that he and David had decided about a year ago that they wanted to bring in a foster child. They had decided to wait until the right kid showed up. Then he made the big confession. They had decided they didn’t want to deal with the red tape and lumbering procedures with the State.

That’s when he and his staff came up with the grant and the Rapid Foster Program. So yeah, it was Andrew who came up with the money and the program! I’m so fucking glad it was his law firm that took care of me last year. That’s how they found me. That’s how I found my way into their incredible lives. Most importantly—that’s how I found Billy Fucking McAllister.

Dinner was a pure lesson in trust! It turned out to be another of those experiences I never even dreamed was possible. First, there were these little round steaks wrapped in bacon. Well, I’ve never had steak in my life until I became a part of the White family, but this steak was so fucking tender I didn’t even need a knife! Andrew told me that they were filet mignon medallions. They have officially ruined steak for the rest of my life. Nothing will ever top this!

But then again—there were these shrimp—they were stuffed with jalapeno peppers and different kinds of cheese—and then wrapped in bacon! Then there were these beans and potatoes and little peppers all over the plate. Andrew warned me about the peppers on the plate. He said they might look cute and harmless, but they are some of the hottest peppers he’s ever eaten.

After dinner, we went into the mall. Thank God I handled the mall much better this time around! That would have totally sucked if Andrew would have had to talk me down from a panic attack in the parking lot.

We went to a store called Men’s Wearhouse. Thank God, I was afraid he would try to get me a suit at fucking Nordstrom’s! Waaaaay too expensive!

It was really cool. We ended up getting a Navy Blue pin-striped suit, a tan blazer, and a few pairs of dress pants. The really cool part was that everything we picked out was measured and pinned to fit me perfectly! Who woulda thought? We would be able to pick everything up Thursday afternoon.

On the way home, I was texting with Billy. Apparently, he has fallen in love with my cock! Hehe. I told him I couldn’t wait for my turn, and I was pretty sure I was going to fall in love with his. He also sent me a link to a website called Nifty. They had a whole category in their gay stories section about high school boys and their experiences.

We got home just as Noah was coming back from taking Hannah home. When we settled down on our balcony with the bong, I asked Noah why I felt strange feelings from her. He explained that she was jealous of the time he was spending with me instead of her. He winked at me and told me he made up for the lost time with some heavy making out.

When I asked Noah about Billy having a sleepover with us on Friday night, he thought it was a great idea and that he would ask the dads about it at breakfast. He also thought we should include Calvin.

After we got our buzz on, we sat on the floor between the beds, and Noah couldn’t stand it any longer. “Dude! When the fuck are you going to tell me about your afternoon with Billy? I mean—he’s my best friend, and he told me what it was like from his point of view. He was over the fucking moon tonight!”

“There are no words. No. Fucking. Words. I thought I left my body at one point. I can’t wait to return the favor, Noah. I really do love that boy—more and more every day.”

“You know—I’m so fucking jealous! Between all of us, you got the first blowjob! And no matter what any of us do in the future—you’re always gonna be the first—always! Fucker!”

We giggled and got ready for bed. Once we were under the covers and said our goodnights, my phone buzzed. Oh. My. God!

Billy Fucking McCallister sent me a pic. A close-up of his hard cock with cum oozing down the side.

BILLYMAC: thought you might like your own close-up view! but hurry! it’s going to be gone in 20 seconds!

NICKOJACO: fuck me! I hate snapchat!

BILLYMAC: love u boyfriend

NICKOJACO: love u 2--always

Always.