I came home a couple of hours ago. Green and the kid were seated on the floor with big headphones listening to music. Green makes me angry some times I will admit. Before he took this kid in he called me and told me he was doing it. He didn't really ask me he just said he was doing it. I know this is his house ultimately but I feel like he and I are a team right now. I think it's great that he can help this kid and I find myself helping the kid too it's just well I would be nice just to be asked
Hi guys I know Ive been a little silent for the last couple of days. I've been dealing with a lot these two days and it's left me very emotionally drained. I through some circumstances I cannot mention as it affects my personal and professional life have taken in a homeless teen of the street. He's was living in a park for two weeks until I was made aware of it by other kids.
My friends are somewhat cautious and Chaz is treating me like I don't exist right now. I am being cautious trust me b
My boyfriend it seems has fallen of the face of the earth. He left late last night and hasn't returned. SO if anybody has seen him tell him to get butt home or it's over between us. I hope this isn't one of his disappearing fits. Green if you are reading this wth!
Oh alright on another note I wanted to update you guys on our lives. My mother is a psycho apparently the white horse thing is her idea. I want to puke (Green did) all over this idea. We need some more questions we were hoping on
So my mother and Chaz's mother finally met. FIASCO was all I could think to describe this. My mother and Chaz's mother are opposites in every sense of the word. My mom is very shy and reserved while Chaz's mother can out yell a crowd of opera singers in full soprano. I was definitely nervous as we waited for them to arrive. I can also tell that my mother was nervous. I mean the woman made the Liar disappear.
So we see them pull up and my stomach is upside down. They meet and they greet and m
First read the lyrics:
Gold Lion by The Yeah Yeah Yeah's
(Or listen to the song.)
Gold lions gonna tell me where the light is
Gold lions gonna tell me where the light is
Take our hands out of control
Take our hands out of control
Tell me what you saw
Tell me what you saw
There was a crowd of seas
Inside
Outside
I must of done a dozen each
You was the height I grew
Wait the show is crushing you
I've been around a few
Tell me what you saw
I'll tell you what too
Gold l
I cant do this anymore, it's killing me! I see it on Green's face he misses this blog. It's like his own personal diary and I know he misses it. I know we decided to not post here anymore but I don't think that is fair for either of us. Plus I want to tell you guys how we got engaged.
Alright So I Miss It Too, sue me.
So we're coming back and we would really like to do this Q and A session so please PM some or add them here. (Remember no questions pertaining to our bedroom or where we
Hi guys. Hello guys! Are you there?
Alright so Chaz and I got to talking and we decided that we will not be posting in our blog anymore. It's time for us to concentrate on our own lives and lead our own private existence. We've been very open with this blog so far and we want to try to move on now. It's time you know?
Just so you Guys know Chaz and I are engaged. Yes who would have thought right? Well it happened last night. He bought me a ring and I bought him a ring. You should have
My life was uneventful and very boring until Green came along. I used to be this shy kid that had a close nit friendship with a couple of people I've known since kindergarten. I used to be a goth (thank god I grew out of that because it really didn't suit me) with black hair and I loved to blend in the shadows. I used to love to just read myself into oblivion, then I meet the one person that changes my life. He leads me down a path of happiness and fear, or should I say emotional roller coaster
It's over for now. My back hurts and I am cranky. Chaz is irritating me,but it's sweet. Selene has fallen of the face of the earth which is good and David seems to have turned into a mute. My brother and mother seem to think that I am entertainment and my father keeps throwing his god fearing rhetoric in my face.
I don't know why they have to even be here right now. The only one not annoying me is my stepfather and that is because he is being quiet and helping Steve cook for everyone. Oh sp
Every one seems distant today. Green is off studying for one of his projects. I asked David if he wanted to catch a movie with me today. He said he had already seen it with Steve. I was going to ask if he wanted to go get lunch and he said that he had plans to do just that With Steve. He did ask if I wanted to come, but I said no because I didn't want to a third wheel. I think Selene still hates me so I'm not going there.
I called my friend and he said he's coming but now I look at that as a
Chaz and I drove back to his home town today. He wanted me to meet his friends. Yes this includes his ex girlfriend. I only agreed with the condition that I could see his grandparents. I love his grandparents and I really wanted to see them, plus we have a card rematch to take care off.
Chaz said that he would take me if they were around as they go on trips every other month and this one was the other month. I agreed and we were off. His grandparents weren't home they're in Chicago right now
I woke up this morning to find my boyfriend sitting next to me Indian style watching me. After I jumped across the room from fear I sat down next to him. I exhaled and I asked him why he did what he did? First he pulls out a check made out to what I had spent. I tore it up and handed it back to him. He frowned and then he pulled out a couple Styrofoam cartons filled with breakfast food. He also pulled out a rose. I had to give it to him because he was trying to get to me but I am not forgetting.
:nuke: Chaz and I are not talking right now. We had an argument last night. I had planned this whole romantic day including a limo, a fancy restaurant and a B&B. He never showed up. He never called me and I found him yesterday morning sleeping on my doorstep. He had forgotten his keys and he still didn't think he did anything wrong.
I asked him where he was and he told that he went out with some old friends. Which is totally fine with me except when he knows that I had planned something
We're having a great time here at the beach. It's still cold as hell but at least we are having fun. Selene finally found us we wouldn't have let her in but it was cruel to leave her out in the cold with her daughter so we let her in. Green and I love her daughter, she's so cute. Selene yelled at us because of the Dragon breath remarks we have made. I pointed out that neither of us lied. She thought it was rude of us to mention it. I wouldn't have if it wasn't for the fact that it kept me up all
We're here we're here at the cold beach. Oh it's freezing so we arent going to venture outside anytime soon. I am working on some artwork for my site and Chaz is writing a couple of papers he has due. So everything is calm here. No drama and I am very happy with that.
My ankle is good enough that I can walk on it and I don't get dizzy every time I stand up anymore. As predicted Selene called me this morning asking where the beach house is. I didn't tell her but Chaz saw her drive by the hou
This is not what we really look like but Jonathan made it and I thought it was cool.
Here is the real reason for this though.
For those that follow my Story Mr. Black Sings A Sad Song 2. The next couple of chapters are going to be the turning point to the series. Things are happening that cannot be undone and when it's all over things will not be the same.
GREEN
My boyfriend in a drunken act of Genius has hurt himself. Green fell down the stairs and broke his leg. My boyfriend thought that he could jump the last five steps. He hit himself with the ceiling and fell, spraining his ankle when he fell on it. He also has a concussion. Our trip is no more, but at least we get the house to ourselves. I get to cater to my wonderful but slightly stupid boyfriend.
I really don't know what compelled him to jump. I saw it in slow motion his head hit the ceil
I had a great time last night. We all did. We had so many people here. Selene made an a&$ of herself when she got drunk and sang a really bad rendition of I will survive. David and Steve couldn't keep their hands off each other all night. My brother the Liar seems to have found himself a boyfriend. They were dancing in a corner. Some girl tried to kiss me then offered me something I really had to say no to. She called me a prude.
Chaz's older brother brought enough alcohol to drunkefy
My brother called me a few minutes ago. I asked why he was calling so early? He said he just wanted to talk to me. I said alright and walked away from the bedroom. Green is still sleeping so I didn't want to wake him. When I walked into the living room I found David and Selene sitting at the table as Steve made them breakfast. He asked me if I wanted some I nodded but I walked into the living room instead.
So we talked. He said that he wanted to speak to me about all of this. He told me that
We are throwing a party tomorrow. it's Green and David's annual Spring break party. I invited a couple of friends from back home and my brother and sister as well as some friends from school. Green is a little sad about this because Selene will not be there. More on this later. Well back to this party. We went shopping for supplies. Steve came with us as he and Green Decided that they were going to cook for everyone.
We ran into Rob and that creepy guy he's dating. Green darted out of the ai
So it's pretty much clear that Selene is persona non grata at our house until she stops her nonsense. She came by last night demanding that I speak to her. I pulled her outside to the backyard and we spoke, well rather I spoke and she yelled. She cant believe that I am dating someone that would hit me. I told her that Chaz didn't hit me on purpose for the upteempth time. She then pointed out that it's the reason why I have stitches and I told her that it was. I reiterated the fact that it wasn't
Chaz went to Selene's house a few minutes ago. Like me he's had enough of her crap. I dont get it to tell you the truth. She has always liked Chaz and she never had a problem with him. Oh man I just want a quiet week. Chaz and I have spring break and we're going to New York. I want to see my cousins and Jonathan. David is coming with us but he's going to see his brother and meet his brother's friends. This is just what we need. We need to get away from everything for a while. I cant wait.
Ju
Green is so much a music fanatic that he has filled a 60 gig ipod. Have you ever heard of anyone able to do that? I mean he likes everything from rap to Brazilian folk music. Yesterday we were cleaning the closet and I found his collection of CD cases. He has 340 of them. Half of them weren't even open yet so he decided that he needed to listen to them. It's not over I am forcing him to get rid of them. He's crazy to keep so many around considering that he has a box full of them at his mother
