Popular Post Ms. V Posted January 30, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 1 minute ago, Mikiesboy said: maybe some are ... i don't have tattoos either... its very nice to see you ... hope you are doing okay! Yeah, lots of scars, ones I can never forget and those I don't even remember, but no tattoos. I never got a piercing, either, figured I already enough involuntary ones to last me. ~chuckle Thank you, I feel like I'm slowly making my way out of the emotional chaos and starting to put the pieces of me back together. Following you guys helps my outlook. ~ Ms. V 2 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Mikiesboy Posted January 30, 2019 Author Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 1 minute ago, Y0rite said: Yeah, lots of scars, ones I can never forget and those I don't even remember, but no tattoos. I never got a piercing, either, figured I already enough involuntary ones to last me. ~chuckle Thank you, I feel like I'm slowly making my way out of the emotional chaos and starting to put the pieces of me back together. Following you guys helps my outlook. ~ Ms. V Piercings are fun.. i have a number of them. Well you take the time you need and chat with us when you feel like it... Usually someone hanging around here! 2 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MacGreg Posted January 30, 2019 Share Posted January 30, 2019 Everyone carries scars, physical or otherwise. All a part of being human. Unfortunately, some people crave them. 2 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MacGreg Posted January 30, 2019 Share Posted January 30, 2019 Quick lunch time. 3 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Mikiesboy Posted January 30, 2019 Author Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 13 minutes ago, MacGreg said: Everyone carries scars, physical or otherwise. All a part of being human. Unfortunately, some people crave them. that is ... true, sad ... i guess once i did...when i used to cut at first ... but later they were reminders of the pain i was trying to get away from ... you cut to let it out, they heal and still remind you of how messed up you are. but some people never see it. some people want to be marked, hurt, punished because they think it's all they deserve... the marks make them feel real and alive but they cannot see the truth. which is that they are simply hurting themselves. It is sending them farther from the love and acceptance they want. the only way out is to get help. i got some.. but what really helped me was just finally after years of trying... finally, trusting Michael completely. When i stopped fighting Him, when i gave Him me and said i trust You not to hurt me... it's an amazing feeling 2 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mollyhousemouse Posted January 30, 2019 Share Posted January 30, 2019 2 hours ago, mollyhousemouse said: ok Sirs & friends back to work, calling on that charisma now see y'all later hit that one out of the park! 3 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Backwoods Boy Posted January 30, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 4 hours ago, Kitt said: Anyone else here old enough to remember crazy colors sewn onto the bottoms of your bell bottoms? Your post just before this reminded me of taking out the stitching on the lower half of the legs of my blue jeans and sewing in brightly-colored triangular panels to make them into bell-bottoms. And I was in my mid-thirties by then. Some of us never grow up. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Mikiesboy Posted January 30, 2019 Author Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 2 minutes ago, Backwoods Boy said: Your post just before this reminded me of taking out the stitching on the lower half of the legs of my blue jeans and sewing in brightly-colored triangular panels to make them into bell-bottoms. And I was in my mid-thirties by then. Some of us never grow up. being grown up is for grownups ... i will try not to grow up .. LOL..EVER!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE 2 3 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Kitt Posted January 30, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 Growing old may be mandatory, growing up is optional! 3 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post MacGreg Posted January 30, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 1 hour ago, Mikiesboy said: that is ... true, sad ... i guess once i did...when i used to cut at first ... but later they were reminders of the pain i was trying to get away from ... you cut to let it out, they heal and still remind you of how messed up you are. but some people never see it. some people want to be marked, hurt, punished because they think it's all they deserve... the marks make them feel real and alive but they cannot see the truth. which is that they are simply hurting themselves. It is sending them farther from the love and acceptance they want. the only way out is to get help. i got some.. but what really helped me was just finally after years of trying... finally, trusting Michael completely. When i stopped fighting Him, when i gave Him me and said i trust You not to hurt me... it's an amazing feeling It all makes sense. To me. To you. To many other people. I should print this out and tape it up somewhere. 2 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Brayon Posted January 30, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 4 hours ago, Mikiesboy said: LOL.. me? noooo ... i wear a short beard to cover scars which were kindly given to me by other human beings... lots of scars on my arms and legs from cutting and stuff. i'm slim... wear ck slim cut suits ... have toooo long legs .... not remotely magical or beautiful. tim, my Brother. You just yelled at me last night for putting myself down, in the PM... Don't put yourself down, Bro. As Reader said, we see the magical beauty of you. 1 3 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Thorn Wilde Posted January 30, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 (edited) 1 hour ago, Mikiesboy said: that is ... true, sad ... i guess once i did...when i used to cut at first ... but later they were reminders of the pain i was trying to get away from ... you cut to let it out, they heal and still remind you of how messed up you are. but some people never see it. some people want to be marked, hurt, punished because they think it's all they deserve... the marks make them feel real and alive but they cannot see the truth. which is that they are simply hurting themselves. It is sending them farther from the love and acceptance they want. the only way out is to get help. i got some.. but what really helped me was just finally after years of trying... finally, trusting Michael completely. When i stopped fighting Him, when i gave Him me and said i trust You not to hurt me... it's an amazing feeling All true. And some people self harm in ways you can't see but that are no less permanent. I cut myself at one point. Just a couple of times, and the scars are nearly faded. I was fifteen at the time. I look back on it now and this voice in my head tells me that I was just being dramatic and just wanted attention and bla bla bla. I mean, I'm glad I stopped before it became a habit, but I hate the fact that part of me looks back at that and just ridicules it. Same with the bullying, a part of me is like, well I was a precocious brat, no wonder they bullied me. Same with my suicide attempt when I was ten. I was just being dramatic, I probably wouldn't actually have done it, I just wanted the attention. That voice is very destructive. EDIT: And now that voice is telling me that I'm being stupid and whiny and just want attention for even writing any of that. Brains suck. I want a new one. 34 minutes ago, Mikiesboy said: being grown up is for grownups ... i will try not to grow up .. LOL..EVER!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE This. Growing up sucks. I'll be over here with my comic books, my video games, and my sci-fi shows. And my D&D group. Edited January 30, 2019 by Thorn Wilde 5 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Mikiesboy Posted January 30, 2019 Author Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 1 minute ago, MacGreg said: It all makes sense. To me. To you. To many other people. I should print this out and tape it up somewhere. yes Sir ... in several places i think ... trusting You, or Michael .. your Sir ... really trusting Them, and i didn't for a very long time, sets me free, the pain and fear i have is taken away. i when Michael says we're doing something that i fought Him about in the past ... if i simply agree, simply trust Him ... when i come through it ... afterward i know i am stronger.. our bond is stronger, my belief in Him and me is stronger. 1 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Brayon Posted January 30, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 Speaking of PM. Need to go answer a couple, and then off to do more schoolwork. This week is Introduction to Credit Scores and Credit Reports for yourself and clients, and Introduction to Mortgage Loans, Lines of Credit, and other types of loans. 6 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mikiesboy Posted January 30, 2019 Author Share Posted January 30, 2019 2 minutes ago, BHopper2 said: tim, my Brother. You just yelled at me last night for putting myself down, in the PM... Don't put yourself down, Bro. As Reader said, we see the magical beauty of you. A...LOL.... seriously.. i cannot do magic i swear it ... hehee 1 1 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mikiesboy Posted January 30, 2019 Author Share Posted January 30, 2019 Just now, BHopper2 said: Speaking of PM. Need to go answer a couple, and then off to do more schoolwork. This week is Introduction to Credit Scores and Credit Reports for yourself and clients, and Introduction to Mortgage Loans, Lines of Credit, and other types of loans. oh crap i know a bit about ... 2 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Brayon Posted January 30, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 1 minute ago, Mikiesboy said: oh crap i know a bit about ... I might be calling on you, Mac, and BB for assistance this week. Not going to mention the scores I got on the foundation pre-tests for this week's learning path. 😖 3 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mikiesboy Posted January 30, 2019 Author Share Posted January 30, 2019 Just now, BHopper2 said: I might be calling on you, Mac, and BB for assistance this week. Not going to mention the scores I got on the foundation pre-tests for this week's learning path. 😖 what's that mean? like this will tell us the stuff you need to work on? 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mollyhousemouse Posted January 30, 2019 Share Posted January 30, 2019 1 hour ago, Mikiesboy said: that is ... true, sad ... i guess once i did...when i used to cut at first ... but later they were reminders of the pain i was trying to get away from ... you cut to let it out, they heal and still remind you of how messed up you are. but some people never see it. some people want to be marked, hurt, punished because they think it's all they deserve... the marks make them feel real and alive but they cannot see the truth. which is that they are simply hurting themselves. It is sending them farther from the love and acceptance they want. the only way out is to get help. i got some.. but what really helped me was just finally after years of trying... finally, trusting Michael completely. When i stopped fighting Him, when i gave Him me and said i trust You not to hurt me... it's an amazing feeling 17 minutes ago, MacGreg said: It all makes sense. To me. To you. To many other people. I should print this out and tape it up somewhere. 8 minutes ago, Mikiesboy said: yes Sir ... in several places i think ... trusting You, or Michael .. your Sir ... really trusting Them, and i didn't for a very long time, sets me free, the pain and fear i have is taken away. i when Michael says we're doing something that i fought Him about in the past ... if i simply agree, simply trust Him ... when i come through it ... afterward i know i am stronger.. our bond is stronger, my belief in Him and me is stronger. lots of hearts....... 2 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Ms. V Posted January 30, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 13 minutes ago, Mikiesboy said: A...LOL.... seriously.. i cannot do magic i swear it ... hehee Silly, there's a difference between doing magic and being magical. ~ Ms. V 4 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post MacGreg Posted January 30, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 17 minutes ago, Thorn Wilde said: EDIT: And now that voice is telling me that I'm being stupid and whiny and just want attention for even writing any of that. Brains suck. I want a new one. you don't need a new brain. you need an improved outlook. There's zero wrong with speaking about your past experiences, even the negative ones. 5 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post MichaelS36 Posted January 30, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted January 30, 2019 14 minutes ago, Mikiesboy said: yes Sir ... in several places i think ... trusting You, or Michael .. your Sir ... really trusting Them, and i didn't for a very long time, sets me free, the pain and fear i have is taken away. i when Michael says we're doing something that i fought Him about in the past ... if i simply agree, simply trust Him ... when i come through it ... afterward i know i am stronger.. our bond is stronger, my belief in Him and me is stronger. And We can tell our boys/girls how trusting Us will help you. We can and do tell you until We are blue in the face. Trust me, boy... how many times have I said that. But until you finally do, until you finally see giving up yourself totally into Our care isn't going to hurt you, then it doesn't work. you cannot fake this feeling. Because I will never betray the trust you give Me. I will push and ask, demand but never for more than you can give. you may not think you can... but I know.. I know.. you can. And that is trust, when you believe that. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brayon Posted January 30, 2019 Share Posted January 30, 2019 16 minutes ago, Mikiesboy said: what's that mean? like this will tell us the stuff you need to work on? Yes. Each week we take a pre-test on the material for the week, to gauge what we already know. Then the program will build a "learning path" based on those scores for what you should focus on. I can bypass that and just read the full chapters. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thorn Wilde Posted January 30, 2019 Share Posted January 30, 2019 23 minutes ago, MacGreg said: you don't need a new brain. you need an improved outlook. There's zero wrong with speaking about your past experiences, even the negative ones. Thank you. And the rational part of my brain knows that. Convincing the rest of my brain of that... That's what therapy is for, I guess. 3 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mollyhousemouse Posted January 31, 2019 Share Posted January 31, 2019 @MichaelS36 good to see you Sir i loved Your comments earlier about trusting our Sirs hello @MacGreg Sir good to see You also hello friends home & fixing dinner back soon 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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