I had to go with angry, and that anger justifiably is justifiably directed to the A-HOLE Tarquin...That a ledger was kept itemizing the PI's findings while following Finn, wants me to think if the A-Hole is/was responsible for the deaths of Finn's parents, he will have kept a record of it as his narcissism would demand no less....I'm reminded of a poem by Emily Dickinson.
As a side note, critics of this poem often note that the poet is a reporter observing a murder...make of it what you will...to me the first stanza speaks volumes...
A Bird came down the Walk
by Emily Dickinson
A bird came down the walk:
He did not know I saw;
He bit an angle-worm in halves
And ate the fellow, raw.
And then he drank a dew
From a convenient grass,
And then hopped sidewise to the wall
To let a beetle pass.
He glanced with rapid eyes
That hurried all abroad,
They looked like frightened beads, I thought;
He stirred his velvet head
Like one in danger; cautious,
I offered him a crumb,
And he unrolled his feathers
And rowed him softer home
Than oars divide the ocean,
Too silver for a seam,
Or butterflies, off banks of noon,
Leap, splashless, as they swim.
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