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I love them both.

Ha. Love Torchwood. Been waiting for it and Doc to come back on.

With that picture you assume youre not good looking? Sounds a bit delusional to me.

Creepily accurate: Your Existing Situation Not only considers his demands minimal, but also regards them as imperative. Sticks to them stubbornly and will concede nothing. Your Stress Sources The existing situation is disagreeable. Feels lonely and uncertain as he has an unsatisfied need to ally himself with others whose standards are as high as his own, and wants to stand out from the rank and file. This sense of isolation magnifies the need into a compelling urge, all the more upsetting to his self-sufficiency because of the restraint he normally imposes on himself. Since he wants to demonstrate the unique quality of his own character, he tries to suppress this need for others and affects an attitude of unconcerned self-reliance to conceal his fear of inadequacy, treating those who criticize his behavior with contempt. However, beneath this assumption of indifference he really longs for the approval and esteem of others. Your Restrained Characteristics Feels listless, hemmed in, and anxious; considers that circumstances and forcing him to restrain his desires. Wants to avoid open conflict with others and to have peace and quiet. Has high emotional demands and is willing to involve himself in a close relationship, but not with any great depth of feeling. Feels trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way of gaining relief. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity. Your Desired Objective Needs to feel identified with someone or something and wishes to win support by his charm and amiability. Sentimental and yearns for a romantic tenderness. Your Actual Problem Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, and he is distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationship. He attempts to escape into a substitute world in which things are more nearly as he desires them to be. Your Actual Problem #2 Greatly impressed by the unique, by originality, and by individuals of outstanding characteristics. Tries to emulate the characteristics he admires.

Ive never heard anyone say, oh yeah, I love an American accent. Ever.

Congrats! Happy Birthday!

But its more about what do you want to do with it. Figure that out and go from there. Do you want to play games and watch movies? That would mean a bigger screen with more memory but its heavier. Do you want it for work or just use it as your primary computer? I actually bought myself a laptop for my birthday and these were all the things I had to think of.

Honest Questions - Daniel Bedingfield Can you see The honest questions in my heart this hour I am opening like a flower To the rain And do you know the silent sorrows of a Never ending journey through the pain Do you see a brighter day for me Another day A day Do you wonder whats in store for me The cure for me The way Oh look down and see the tears I've cried The lives I've lived The deaths I've died Would you die them too And all for me You say I will pour the water down upon a thirsty barron land And streams will flow From the dust of your bruised and broken soul And you will grow like the grass Upon the fertile plains of Asia by the streams Of living water you will grow Oh.. you will grow Do you know The story from the start And do you know me Like you've always told me Do you see the whispers in my heart against your kindness My eternal blindness Do you see... Do you see a brighter day for me Another day A day Do you wonder whats in store for me The cure for me The way Oh look down and see the tears I've cried The lives I've lived The deaths I've died Would you die them too And all for me You say I will pour the water down upon a thirsty barron land And streams will flow From the dust of your bruised and broken soul And you will grow like the grass Upon the fertile plains of Asia by the streams Of living water you will grow Oh...I will pour the water down upon the thirsty barron land And streams will flow From the dust of your bruised and broken soul And you will grow like the grass Upon the fertile plains of Asia by the streams Of living water you will grow Oh...you will grow

Hey, I got a DS for my birthday! Now, at first when this person got me it I was like - A DS? For my 18th? Seriously? - But then I started to play it...and I love it. If you want to play with someone and you dont have that game you can download it. Takes like 5 seconds. And it's 6:5?, and I havent gone to bed yet. Just thought Id let you know.

Hmm, actually I do understand the need for comradery, thats why I said that having someone perceived as "different" could disrupt the unit. And of course I think that soldiers need to take care of each other. But when you have an outsider, thats a bit difficult right? Maybe I just think it shouldnt be a big deal. No, you shouldnt be forced to hide who you are, but you shouldnt force others to deal with it too.

Ok, I know someone who died of cancer too. There, now I feel included.

Ehh, I disagree. I dont really think its the militarys job to make everyone feel welcome. Its their job to train soldiers to fight for their country. As I said earlier, the military shouldnt be used as an intrument for social change. And having someone around that is "different" disrupts the unit. Course, thats what was said about blacks 30 years ago. I dont know. I guess a person should be able to serve how they want. They want to defend their country, and they should be able to. I guess Im a bit conflicted on the subject.

Ehh. I kinda understand the reasoning behind the "Dont Ask, Dont Tell" policy, and I dont really think the military should be used as an instrument for social change. But I think people should be able to serve how they want, and most Americans think so too.

Today has been amazing. Got the tattoo, saw Sweeney Todd. Overall, a great day. The tattoo is a heart shape but a bit obscured from these vine looking things. (Not a great description, but they liked it so much it will be featured in Dana's (the tattoo guy) portfolio) Its on my shoulder blade. I LOVE it.

Ooo. I got some happy birthdays and a song and a ! This is awesome! I thank you all SOO much for the birthday wishes, truly, and hope everyones day goes as great as mine! I would love to stay and type but I have a date at the tattoo parlor. Thanks again!

I believe that's for California.

Mine: The Little Mermaid. Knew all the words. However, there is a legitimate reason. As a kid, my family only had one TV and no cable for a few months. But, we had one movie.

Yes he does. He told me so. -----Well, he didnt really TELL me per say, but he wrote it down in his notes. How do you know you ask? Because I HAVE his notes. How you ask? Because I stole them! (Long story short, I took them and photocopied them. That was actually pretty short. Nevermind.) Ok he didnt say he hates me exactly he just said I'm one f**ked up nutbag and I should kill myself just to spare everyone the pain and misery of having to deal with me. -----Well, okay, he didnt really say that either but you get it right? Fine, you judge what he said... The Bad "self-destructive" "recognizes yet is unable to alter behavior" "disgusted by his own behavior" "masochistic tendencies" "manipulative" "promiscuous" The Good "possessing untested but high intelligence..." This is totally blowing everything way out of proportion. Anyway here ya go, some favorites of mine: Movie Quotes "Throw one at me if you want, hash head. I've got all five senses and I slept last night, that puts me six up on the lot of you." "'Tis but a scratch." "I am Frau Bl

No, playing by the rules never solved a damn thing.

Yeah, I would. As long as there is some type as understanding and everything is like out in the open, sure.

I always thought she was out already? Oh well. Go her and Cydney for 15 years, thats awesome.

I was going to type this in spanish, then decided not to. But anyway: Plata quemada (Burnt Money) and La Mala educacion (Bad Education) are VERY good movies and I would definately reccomend them for everyone. If you havent seen them, or Y tu mam

Yeah. Name's Daniela.

Ehh, I disagree. I mean, how else could it have ended? Really? Besides, its not the end of a trilogy. Its the penultimate movie in a tetralogy.

Wealth. The old adage is wrong, money can definitely buy happiness.