Buz

When I think about suicide, I think about what the total absence of hope must feel like. To get to a stage where you feel like you have no options, etc. None at all. I can understand how some people may think the act of suicide itself is "easy", but the journey to that point will never be.

I wonder what part N'bras will play in this story? I hope we are not going to get used to him just to have him be a victim of Thread, etc? I suppose it is hard to complain too much about H'rek when R'feem's Mate is at Fort.

Thanks so much for that. Will be strange not to visit the folks of Clarion every day. Thanks again!

It must be good to not be limited by one's financials. Small business owners (Noah especially) must be loving the fact Alan moved to Clarion.

I would have gone screen less around the hot tub. I really LOVE uninterrupted views. I suppose they also didn't take into account they would be having kids when they built their home? Besides, wear something into the tub, take them off when in, put back on when hopping out. Lavalava are perfect for this. Trip to Canada would be awesome. LOL. Like every other trip they've taken.

All the travel they are doing has made me think about how much all of our lives have changed so much this year. Who would have thought? Also, I am assuming your tablets are what we call pads (writing pads)? At first I thought, 'Someone buy the poor child a recorder'. I just had visions of his poor aching fingers and hand. But, I guess Nels loves his tablets, etc.

Initially my comment was going to be a simple, 'This Chapter is brought to you by the hard 'k' sound - cruise and kids'. Ya know, they went on a trip and adopted the kids. However, in regards to Alan being used, etc...I can see where that thought may come from. But I think that: 1. Alan actively loves Cody. He actively loves the Kids. He actively loves his Friends. And I believe they all actively love him back. I truly do. 2. If you have as much money as Alan does, why would you not willingly spend it on the people you love whilst doing things that you love to do? What is wrong with providing the people you love with shared experiences that they will have for the rest of their lives? What else is he going to spend it on? Multiple houses, multiple high end cars, jewelry, a yacht, a plane, etc. 3. What do you think Alan would say if Cody was to go to Alan because he was worried about how he was being perceived? That as the non-financially stable one he was worried that he was not contributing equally to their relationship? I know what I would say, after I slapped him upside his head for being an idiot. Lastly, like every other Commentator, this is just my opinion or comment. Which we are all entitled to simply by the fact that this site gives us the where-with-all to be able to lodge said comments. On to the next chapter...

I don't have an issue with Chris absorbing the Demon Generals. He and Him Inside seem to be able to control them well enough. Besides, I think it is a step in the Ascension. It seems fitting that a 'Higher Being' would need to have a balanced experience of things/point of view/understanding, etc. Unless it is already set in stone, you should have a competition for your readers. The best 'item', with an accompanying background story and name, becomes Chris' vessel. Just an idea. I really like the name's of the different Countries Elite Forces. They all sound so butch. I like Canada and Australia's names best. But the others are good too. Thanks for the clarification of The Four and the sooner-than-expected chapter.

My thoughts, prayers and well wishes to Rob for a speedy recovery. Big hugs to All. Thanks for letting us know Joh.

Went through Europe really quickly, but can see why. We could be stuck there for chapter after chapter after chapter. Halloween went well. I loved how Alan waited until the kids were full and couldn't eat anymore...and then brought out the pie and ice cream. Followed up by a bag of lollies when they left. Next stop, adoption! Yay!

Pasties? As in Cornish Pasties? Drooling again. Eating British Pub Food in an actual British Pub is just so cool. I can't believe their Clients can't see what is right in front of their faces?

Yasss! I have that in writing with lots of witnesses. Okay, so I am aging myself in regards to the following tune... Packing essentials in my Louis Vuitton. Smile, smile, smile. Check In and Customs then we board the plane, smiling all the while. Heading for an adventure, we'll have the grandest time. So, wish you could be here but I'll send you photos. Smile, smile, smile.

Luggage. Going through Customs. Flying on Planes. Trip to Europe. Food. Locals. Sight Seeing. Shopping.

No. When they were alive, my Mum was the one that fished. Dad was the Dog person, Mum was the Cat person. She fished for her Cats down at the Beach they used to live by. I went with her once. Once was enough, for both of us I think. I've been fishing a couple of times with various people. The most icky part for me was baiting the hooks.

I have to admit. I am not my Mother's Son. I don't like fishing. Too much waiting, it is icky and then of course is the killing of the poor fish. Trips to Europe? Now that I could do.

That is just stoopid. Kylara better behave herself and not cause any trouble in any way shape or form for H'rek. Like D'gar said, at least they have rest days and travelling is not an issue/almost instant. But it will still be hard. Hard and unnecessary if the Decision Makers used their brains. So annoying.

LOL. You have noticed Alan's propensity for purchasing large amounts of foodstuffs??? I think Coco and Demon will be just fine. Plus both Alan and Cody seem to me to be the types of people to provide all the training any pets will need. To ensure their pets "live their best lives".

That was almost perfect. All they need now are two Dogs (one has to be a black great dane and the other a chocolate lab), me as Housekeeper and Dan or Csaba as Groundsman/Chauffeur. Done.

I have absolutely everything, that I can, crossed. The next chapter is out already. Lucky me, but I don't know how I missed this one... It will be Twins eh? Oooo. Maybe Triplets. Oh, but CS know how many rooms they've got so maybe just Twins. But Triplets would be awesome!

Ernie and everyone like him can go $#@&€£¥₩% themselves. That is criminal and inhumane!

That was so frikken AWESOME! So much happened, so many questions, so much to sort through, so much to look forward to (e.g. reactions from everyone, etc). That was just so cool. It is 0046 hours local time. So glad I stayed up and caught this. Did think about saving it until tomorrow to give myself something to look forward to. Now glad I didn't. Will just read it again tomorrow. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

Loved the closing scene. LOVED it! Lucky me. No waiting. Straight on to Simba. NB: I am old enough that I LOVED the cartoon 'Simba The White Lion' when I was a feral. I don't remember any of the episodes or storyline. Just that I loved it. Simba was a white lion cub.

I hope Nate's CO at least helped pay towards his new foot. I was surprised he went to Canada. I can maybe understand why, but still surprised that that was the option they chose. I am glad he considers Marangu home.

So what about the phone Jacob used to send his last message to Nate? Did he forget he had it? He would't have needed a sat phone for use in Tassie, would he? It is way better to create the expectation of a countdown to 3, then do it on 1. The last time anyone did that to me it was an amusement park ride, in Sydney actually. Long time ago. Was funny as. Pity Wonderland shut down. I loved it.

The thing I disliked the most about Long Drops was the cobwebs. I hated the idea of spiders. The smell would be the second worst thing. Tasmania is supposed to be stunningly beautiful, from what I've heard. Can't be lush and green without rain I guess.