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Wow, on one hand it’s lies on top of lies which is terrible while on the other hand...that was a pretty good lie. Jason needs to come clean but it’s going to be hell on Earth.

Billy admittedly confuses me a bit as he seemed highly jealous & was confrontation towards Jason over the idea of him having sex with Karl and yet he doesn’t want to be exclusive with Karl. Is confused over what he wants or is he possibly one of those people who ridiculously want a one sided relationship where they can have sex with anyone while their partner has to be exclusive? 🙄 Such people are beyond ridiculous and I pity anyone who ends up with someone like that.

Oh brother, why did Stef have to say he’d be interested in being a part of their team? 🤦🏻‍♂️ He should try to distance himself from such scam artists...though I can see him enjoying the fireworks & drama by insuring he has a front row seat to this upcoming circus. It was a very sweet ending and I can’t wait for the next installment.

Oh no I’m not ready for the final chapter but this one was really sweet. Glad Jack finally had a talk with Jeff though if I were in his shoes there’d probably be a lot more things thrown or something. 😂

I’m shocked yet at the same time not shocked by Tracy’s comment. On one hand I find it surprising that he can side with Jeff under the old line of “it’s complicated” as if there’s any justification for such a one sided relationship yet at the same time I can’t help recall how despite maybe 8hrs, if that, after telling Jack that he was fine just being friends as he wanted Jack to date Jeff that Tracy had sex with Jack as if that previous conversation never happened. Tracy is probably an open relationship sorta guy and that’s fine if it’s open for both parties yet Jeff in a way wants both an open & committed relationship as he wants to have the benefits of an open one while Jack is committed to only him. I can also see why Jeff would want an open relationship due to his inexperience, youth, etc. yet it irritates me that even Jack is making excuses for the way Jeff is treating him and I’m not thrilled by the fact that all of his “friends” often seem fairly self centered to me as at the moment I’m not certain any of them would understand why Jack is upset. I mean Jimmy came onto Jeff and is likely having sex with him so he definitely doesn’t get it, Tracy has sided with Jeff, Murray isn’t remotely as close a friend compared to Jimmy & Tracy so he’d likely not see anything wrong with it, Jeff himself clearly doesn’t see anything wrong with how he’s treating Jack, etc. It’s a stereotype perpetuated by both heteros and gays that you can’t be gay & monogamous which I believe about as much as that old line used by straight guys that they are programmed to have affairs because it’s part of their genetics that men need to spread their seed to insure human survival so they can’t be blamed for following their natural instincts. Right...🙄 Thankfully one bright star in all this is that Lyle seems like a sweet guy and while Jack is once again seemingly insisting to himself he doesn’t want a boyfriend right now I’m fairly confident those feelings he’s having for Lyle say otherwise. I just hope the other shoe doesn’t drop as I don’t want to see him getting his heart broken again. I think Jack really needs to have a conversation with Jimmy, Jeff, and Tracy in order to express how he’s feeling as he needs to learn if these “friends” are worth the pain they sometimes put him through.

Such a touching and relatable moment

Honestly I wouldn’t be surprised if Ariel was a little intimidated by Tyler’s past but I don’t foresee it being an unsurmountable issue so I think Tyler should just come clean. I mean it’s bothering him to keep it a secret, Ariel deserves to know especially considering how Tyler sometimes acts around his exes as he’s not very subtle that something is bothering him whenever they’re around, and at this rate Ariel may jump to the wrong conclusion as Tyler has now clearly let him know he’s keeping something from him as Ariel isn’t blind.

Jeff and Jimmy were already looking like major jerks to put it lightly yet Tracy & Murray don’t seem to be much better. I can’t believe Jeff, Tracy and Murray let Jack get home without any help considering his condition and ditched him to “hangout” at Tracy’s especially as both Jeff & Tracy claim to be Jack’s friend regardless of the fact Jeff also claims to be Jack’s boyfriend. I mean you’d think Tracy would have invited him over yet they seemed to forget Jack existed. Then Jimmy shows up and while he decides to stay at Jack’s because Lyle doesn’t want to go over to Tracy’s it seemed like Jimmy was more than willing to ditch Jack as well. I can understand at their age wanting sex more so than a relationship as they’re teens but it’s ridiculous that Jeff essentially seems to want a one sided open relationship where he can have sex with other people but Jack can’t show any remote interest in anyone else. Considering Tracy knows Jack & Jeff are supposed to be dating I’d be pretty angry with him but “maybe” he’s under the false impression they’re in an open relationship. 🤷🏻‍♂️ That doesn’t excuse his interest in Murray causing him to forget Jack exists. I’m droning on but to me friendship is important so at this point I’m really disappointed with all of these guys and kinda wish Jack could find some better “friends”. It would be great if he could find a real boyfriend in Lyle as he seems like a sweet guy and maybe he’d be a potential person for Jack to confide in as he needs to talk to someone about how his so called friends are making him feel as otherwise it’s just going to build up inside until he explodes.

Things are complicated as I’m not sure anyone knows what they want except maybe Tracy & Murray. I mean initially Jack didn’t want a boyfriend wanting instead to continue just having casual sex, Jimmy was hiding in the closet, Jeff wanted Jack to be his boyfriend, and Tracy was supposedly happy with just being friends with sex being a bonus. Soon enough Jimmy predictably is revealed to be gay, seems to want Jack as his boyfriend, then Jimmy continues to be jealous of Jeff despite also seemingly just wanting casual sex considering in my opinion he tried to initiate a threesome with Jeff & Jack only to then have sex with Tracy, Jimmy then acts like a douche by coming onto Jeff despite him being his supposed best friend’s boyfriend, Jeff seems into it and willing to go further, then Murray comes onto the scene making both Jimmy & Jeff jealous, and finally now Jeff is openly flirting with Murray while commenting on other guys he’d maybe like to have sex with right in front of his “boyfriend”. I can understand Jack being upset as heck even if he didn’t want to date Jeff, which he now seems to want to, I’d still be upset if I were him if a guy claiming to have such strong feelings for me started to flirt and get handsy(lol) with other guys as man is that mixed signals. With comments about a possible threesome with Tracy happening again and the fact Jack didn’t tell Murray off for coming onto him I’m not sure he’s exactly wanting a exclusive relationship yet neither am I sure anyone else does despite the fact Jimmy & Jeff are seemingly jealous of each other. It’s a head scratcher as to how they can both want to fool around with other guys yet not want Jack to as that’s a stupid double-standard. Not sure any of these guys are boyfriend material and I wouldn’t see Jimmy & Jeff as good friends either with the way they’re treating Jack.

It sounds like good news that they found Alex & Luke but we haven’t heard in what condition they’ve been found in especially Luke. Hopefully he’s ok. More and more it seems obvious that Stephanie wants to reveal that she’s pregnant yet part of me can’t help anticipating something unexpected instead. I still don’t think Nathan is the one for Robbie but he really needs to break up with Conner though in find it hilariously ironic that Conner seemed to want to lecture Robbie on how romance wasn’t all about sex yet he seems to have sex in the brain 24/7. Daniel...I’m happy for his relationship but I’m worried he’s starting to take after his dad though at the same time Robbie’s naivety over wanting to insist Nathan is the victim of some conspiracy is annoying as it continues to show he’s wearing rose-tinted glasses where Nathan is concerned. I mean initially he was convinced Nathan would never use drugs and now he’s still labeling him a patsy despite confirmation from Nathan himself though admittedly the cops labeling him a seller with no real evidence is ridiculous as I believe him when he says it was for personal use. Ginny...wow that was an unexpected bombshell yet I can’t exactly see her in a very different light than I already did as while it might explain why she has such warped logic it doesn’t justify it in my mind. She clearly needs help as do most of the characters in this story which makes me wonder if there’s something in the water as boy are these some messed up situations.

Mistress Kitty is as smart as always

This is very relatable and for a lot of people, myself included, you often feel mixed about how you want to come out. I mean I wanted to blurt it out yet at the same time I wanted to segue into it which isn’t something you can really do. I mean inevitably you often end up dropping it like a nuclear bomb and hope it doesn’t go off. Ugh, @Comicality you slowly release these droplet sized chapters laced with salt making us ever thirst for more and more only to have us nearly die of dehydration before finally releasing another drop from the hidden canteen you call your mind. 🤦🏻‍♂️ Simply torture

Things are looking up in school but the personal life is still meh. I mean I don’t think Jimmy consciously means any harm but his self-control over his impulses isn’t at the level I’d want my friend at. Tracy is a bit in the dark so his sorta egging Jimmy on or going along with his comments is taking him into an unknown territory as he has no idea how that’s bothering Jack. The light flirting between Jeff & Jimmy along with Jeff’s light-switch attitude isn’t exactly helping either. I mean I get that they’re all young yet Jeff can’t go from shamelessly letting Jimmy feel him up in the car while sitting right beside his “boyfriend” to shrieking & knocking his hands away whenever they’re sitting in the light of day as that just gives the impression he’s putting on a show for Jack rather than it being something he doesn’t want. Jimmy in the beginning seemed interested in Tracy, they had sex, and now Tracy is going to be spending a lot of time with him after school all of which might distract him from Jeff though now I’m beginning to wonder if something will manage to distract Jeff from Jimmy. They’re a little young to be serious I suppose and first “love” rarely works out so I wouldn’t be surprised if Jack eventually ends up with someone else perhaps even an unknown character as his feeling for Jeff kinda seemed to come out of nowhere so despite his apparent jealousy he might not find it hard to move on if someone else came along.

I appreciate the concern but I’m thankfully ok. 👍🏻 Just haven’t been commenting much lately for some reason.

Jack’s a little wishy washy himself as I’m still lost a little on the boyfriend situation. He said he didn’t want to date Jeff, he then told Jimmy that Jeff was his boyfriend in front of Jeff, he turns around saying to Tracy that he doesn’t want to date Jeff despite claiming they were already dating to Jeff’s surprise, he then started to consider dating Jeff because he thinks having a steady boyfriend might be easier for his mom to handle, he’s advised & seemingly agrees that dating Jeff just to make coming out easier is a bad idea, and then suddenly we’re back to Jeff is his boyfriend. 🤷🏻‍♂️ Jimmy is hard to figure out as he was initially jealous of Jeff while seemingly having feelings for Jack yet quickly revealed he had feelings for Tracy. That plus him hooking up with Tracy made it seem like he’d back off a little from Jack yet now he’s once again acting jealous and like he wants to date Jack. Seems to me Jimmy is how Jack used to be and likely still is deep down. When this all started Jack, Tracy, and Jeff were essentially in a three way friends with benefits situation which made them all happy, except Jeff as he seemingly wanted a monogamous relationship with Jack. Jack on the other hand is young, was just coming to terms with being gay, was having sex for the first time and with multiple cute guys which is a major plus, and overall he wanted to keep enjoying himself & the journey rather than settling down with one guy. Despite his initial jealously Jimmy seemed to be of a similar mind as right before Jack announced he was dating Jeff to everyone’s surprise Jimmy seemed to be quickly transitioning from jealousy to trying to initiate a threesome with Jack & Jeff. I suppose in his mind if he couldn’t have Jack as a boyfriend then being part of the friends with benefits group was the 2nd best thing. Tracy was also a little wishy washy at one point as he told Jack he was fine just being friends as he wanted Jack to date Jeff yet the next time they met after that conversation he made the first move in getting Jack to have sex with him as if that previous conversation never happened. All in all they’re young, horny guys so it doesn’t shock me that Jimmy was coming onto Jeff or that Jeff was interested. Obviously he was enjoying the attention and if Jack hadn’t been present things probably would have gone a lot further. The only thing that concerns me is the small chance that Jimmy was doing it in the hopes of messing up their relationship rather than just being too horny to control himself. I kinda predict an open relationship, if a relationship continues, going forward as I don’t think any of these guys have much self control when it comes to sex. As others have said it’s definitely not exactly heartwarming to have two guys go from fighting over your attention with one of them literally bursting into tears at the idea that you’re not interested in them and/or angry at them to suddenly having those same people coming onto each other right beside you. I said I wasn’t surprised but that doesn’t mean it’s ok as low self control is no excuse for being an...well I won’t use that language but it’s especially scummy if one of these guys considers himself your boyfriend while the other is your best friend. That’s a terrible friend let alone a boyfriend.

While Robbie is overly confrontational to the point of stupidity I’m as shocked as he is that they didn’t “find” drugs in his room. A setup seemed like something Don would easily do but maybe it seemed too obvious a move as Don is surprisingly skilled at manipulation & scheming so maybe he knew Sue wouldn’t necessarily buy it if he “found” drugs in Robbie’s room. On the other hand I’m not remotely surprised to learn Nathan uses drugs as Robbie was being very naive in his blind faith that Nathan would never use drugs especially considering what was going on at Ginny’s party. I hope the reference to Conner asking Robbie for help in the upcoming chapter isn’t referring to monetary help as yikes that’s not good man. While it could be a twist where our lovely author is just giving us a red herring Stephanie being pregnant seems like where her being “sick” and wanting to talk to Robbie is leading up to. I kinda hope Nathan referring to loving Robbie as a brother truly means he’s moved on from him as hard as that is to believe yet I doubt it.

Wow, that ending was majorly unexpected. Nathan definitely didn’t deserve that and now my mind is whirling as to if it’s somehow connected to Alex. I mean maybe Alex went to him for money too and wasn’t so nice when Nathan said no. Still, that’s just my mind going crazy with multiple theories as it could easily be completely unrelated as it could have been some homophobe, somehow related to Ryan who we know nothing about, somehow related to Nathan’s ex who we’ve never heard much about, some druggie that was at the party, etc. Jumping back to earlier in the story Conner’s accusations regarding Nathan using drugs is likely mostly built on jealousy as well as just inferred from the company he keeps yet Robbie is also seeing Nathan through rose tinted glasses as usual. I can totally see Nathan using drugs and there’s no way Ginny was unaware of the drugs at her party so even if she wasn’t using them herself she wasn’t against others using them. Considering how out of it she was I doubt Robbie could really honestly say that he could tell if she was more than just drunk. I can also understand Conner’s jealousy over Nathan considering Robbie is horrible at hiding his lust for him as well as clearly is biased. As Conner said it’s a bit hypocritical that Robbie can be jealous of Conner’s ex, though admittedly Conner was jerking off on camera with him rather than just talking with him, yet Conner’s jealousy of Nathan isn’t allowed. I know their relationship isn’t perfect but Nathan still gives me a bad feeling. I just don’t like how he’s flirting with Robbie and seemingly is trying to get in his pants when he knows he’s in a relationship. It just makes him look like a creep and if he’s willing to breakup one relationship to make himself happy who’s to say he won’t do the same while dating Robbie. Nathan just comes off as self centered to me though I get why Daniel would be trying to get Robbie & Nathan back together seeing as one is his best friend while the other is his brother. As usual I can’t wait for the next chapter to learn what actually happened to Nathan and knowing @Dodger it’ll probably throw us all for a loop.

Um...well to clarify I literally said while cracking a bit of a joke that I had been in the closet so in other words I know the terminology very well as a gay man. Of course that’s kinda irrelevant to me in this case as the sentence stated “when we masturbate in a closet or bathroom” indicating a physical location rather than a metaphor for concealing ones sexuality. In the context it was written it doesn’t make any sense that he was referring to masturbating while hiding his sexuality as he was defining the act of no strings attached, purely physical sexual release as being the same emotion wise as self-release/self-pleasure.

I’m such a weirdo that the biggest thing that stood out to me in this chapter is this sentence. I mean I’ve been “in the closet” but I’ve never masturbated “in a closet”. 🤷🏻‍♂️ I guess it’s because I never had a walk-in closet. 😂 When in Rome.

A very sweet and touching ending that satisfies the romantic in me. 👍🏻

It’s great that Harry’s mom as most predicted took him being gay easily, likely because she already had her suspicions, though acceptance has limits as I completely understand how she wasn’t necessarily pleased at the idea of her son having sex. 😂 As far as the visit to Alex’s house goes I think Harry’s prediction that his mom is going to express her um opinions is likely right as she seems like a good mom who won’t stand for children not being treated right. I can’t wait to see how things go.

It took Richie a while to feel comfortable bottoming to the point Jimmy’s comment about their sex life being “ok” made it seem like he was getting frustrated yet he thankfully didn’t put any pressure on Richie. It shows how much he cares about him and it doesn’t hurt that he can better understand where Richie is coming from than someone who’s only ever topped because he’s bottomed himself. The boys have a very sweet relationship and it’s good that Jimmy’s so focused on safe sex unlike so many though since they were both virgins before getting together as well as have an exclusive relationship it shouldn’t be a problem.

All I can say is wow. A very sweet ending though I’m sorry to hear about TJ’s potential future as while his death may be noble it doesn’t make it any less sad.

Wow, so in the end both of TJ’s “parents” are pieces of trash. 😔 It’s a miracle that behind his bully persona that he was actually a sweet guy considering his origins. They say you can’t choose your family but considering that now all of the guys and of course Devon are his family I’d say that saying is inaccurate as he’s chosen his true family.

I never expected the “concerned citizen” to be TJ’s dad but as terrible as his predicted homophobic reaction is(Well, actually it’s way worse than ever predicted as I don’t think anyone predicted his little stunt with airing his “concerns” to the news.”) the acceptance & love shown by TJ’s mother is great to see. He sorta expected his mom to accept it eventually but it’s good to see that out of the gate she’s shown how much she cares for her son and how she won’t stand for her husband’s vile words & actions.