Johnathan Colourfield

I have a question basically my mum forced information about me and my new relationship to her today. And she said 'because you didn't have the confidence to tell me, this clearly means you are not 100% gay. There's no denying it.' I for one know i'm 100% gay - female parts repulse me lol So whats your opinion? Do you have to be 100% confident in your sexuality to be 100% gay?

Excellent advice I've been looking at starting a mystery story, but i hadn't really a clue where to start ^^ Thanks for the advice Comic

Just to let anyone who posts I read and I think about you all. If anyone needs a listening post, i'm here ^^ for everyone xxx

I was about to start one of these! happy birthday <3 hope you get spoilt rotten!

thinking of you

Happy Birthday Dear

Aww thank you so much joann

thank you wayne i'm glad you liked it

thank you very much sam

Happy Birthday Joe

I've read books 1-4 and they are a really good read I still need to read the rest of the series

A massive blot on the landscape. It feels like it doesn't quite fit

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday USA hehe When's the fireworks?

I'll weigh in on this. Scene description is one of my favourite things to do in writing. However, the stories that I write for anthologies tend to be more character based. Although, I have "The Woman's Game", which is location focused and I adored writing that one. I have one scene set in an Egyptian tomb and I just adored describing what was around. There was also one location which I was fascinated with. I called it the storm cage and as I was writing the story, the location edited itself to my needs. I loved it! I enjoy setting a scene. I tend to do this sort of thing for anthologies mainly, because they are short sharp snippets into a world. I need to write more

What a month. So, i started using a dating website. And it worked There was one guy, but he was just after fun so i was like 'thanks but no thanks'. Then there was Gary. He turned out to be a douche. He is from my town but still a total douche. But then at the end of last week, I started talking to a new guy. He seemed pretty nice and kept complimenting me. His name was Ben. So i responded and then we added each other on skype. When i added him we sat there and spoke for 4 hours into the early hours of the morning. This was something different. I hadn't felt anything near to what i was feeling then... I was confused and I really didn't know what was going on. So the weekend went by, and we started to get closer and closer. Then on Monday, he asked me to be his boyfriend. I said yes Then we arranged to meet today. I was very nervous. I got on the train and then arrived in Leicester. He was a bit late cuz his dad hadn't left for work yet. Which is fair enough (He's not out for a variety of reasons which I wont divulge) I didn't mind, I just took a walk. Then found my way to the street where he was meant to get off the bus. To you know, surprise him. Then i get a phone call from him. We then spent half an hour on the phone, before he arrived, then we met up. My jaw dropped. He is goregous. I blinked, I double checked. It was really him. I couldn't believe it. He is alot taller than I thought he was. Much taller. I love it!!! We then got on the bus back to his house, I thought he was just being awkward at the bus stop and I got really worried. But then something reassured me. We were crossing the road and he grabbed my arm as a car was coming in the distance. It was so sweet On the bus, we were talking, and getting to know each other more and it was just perfect. Just was Then we went into his house and we went up into his room and he hugged me. Now, there's a hug then there's a clingy hug. This was of the latter. I could feel he didn't want to let go. We ended up cuddling on his bed, then he muttered those three words (I love you) and my stomach dropped. I was so happy. i couldn't believe it. Then we started kissing and i'll leave it up to your imagination as to what happened next. We had alot of fun We stayed there for a few hours, until I had to go. He really didn't want me to leave. He admitted he has issues with admitting his feelings, and I really hope he can open up with me and get to know the real 'him'. One thing that really touched me. His middle name is his name from his home country and he said 'I only let special people use that name, If you want to use it, you can because you really a special person to me'. I couldn't believe it. He has a stutter, and it really affects his speech. But his voice is just so beautiful that I can listen to it all day, just sometimes (in fact, ALL the time) he speaks so fast or too quiet; I cannot zone out when I speak to him or I might miss a question or anything. Not that I wanted to zone out in the first place He couldn't come back to the city with me, but led me to my bus stop. I smiled, he didn't want to kiss me in public which was fine. He says he a very confident person, but I think he is just incredibly shy and doesn't like to show it to anyone. I send him a text - I was a wreck, I didn't want him to go. Then i get another surprise call from him He told me he loves me and that it wont be long until i can be in his arms again and don't allow myself to cry. So then he goes off and says call me when you get to the city so i can guide you around We do exactly that and as i arrive at the station he says on the phone 'I love you loads you know. Have a good night". I get on the train and I head home. This was something I really hadn't felt before. It was so weird. It makes me think: Was i really in love with Jason? or was i infatuated with him? Who knows So i'm sat here, thinking over what happened today and going "What The Hell?". How has all this good stuff come to me now? I don't get it!!!!! So thats my freaky June and I bet you can understand why i call it my "What The Hell" June

Oh of course

I let Sweeney Todd cut my hair Nah, but i do go to a barber

Happy Birthday!

coming from someone who also has an irregular heart beat from birth, i understand food sounds amazing

You know how much I love this story hehe

Entirely agreed. Kids like this are vultures and they prey on the weak. It's why I dont really like children that much.

I wouldnt say no to Roan, Jacob911, Nathan89 or ComeWhatMay

I feel for her. The kids shouldn't treat adults like it - its basic respect that they were not taught at a young age. It's the parents fault for not teaching them to respect their elders. It's often very common that kids that misbehave, it leads back to their parents behaviour throughout their childhood. But thats a topic that I won't go into... Good that they've raised funds so she can retire and not have to put with those whiney brats again.

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