Nephy <3 I'm sad reading this. But I do actually have something to say this time. ^^
A lot of my photos are just like your photos, only of my head, in good lighting, when my skin is clear and not broken out... etc. And I know I'm attractive and nice looking, but I hate my physical self, and not many people understood until recently.
As I mentioned (painfully) I'm transgender, and I have some major body dysphoria. I wake up every morning in a body that is not right. It disgusts me, I never look at it, and what is worse, is that no matter how much I run, things will happen with my body that are simply, utterly female.
For example: if I start to gain weight, it goes to places that are typical for girls, thighs, hips, etc. What seems like a good idea idea to women, is a terrifying nightmare to me, but there's a simple solution: DONT GAIN WEIGHT. So if it looks like I'm getting a shape to my body, I'll lose weight.
When it comes to relationships, I have never had any luck, excluding my bf and one other guy. Other than that, people reject me, and as much as it hurts, I don't blame them. Why should I? They spent weeks looking at a nice face and thin body, but then they find out what is underneath my clothes, and suddenly I'm a different person. I don't get close to people intimately because I know what happens, and I hate being heartbroken.
Exactly...
The reason I only post pictures of my face is because I do think I'm attractive, and I like to let people know what I look like, it's so much better to have a face to vision when you talk to someone, and I have posted a few photos of my body, mostly to friends I trust considerably, or to this one guy that I fell for because he accepts me.
I won't show a photograph of me as I really am. I'll hide things from you because I wish so badly I could hide them from me. And I don't care whether people view it as dishonest or not: I cannot stand my body to the point where I'm not the same sane Lacey as you know.
As for saying I like you: it's 100% sincere, Nephy. You are amazing, and like the coolest woman/mother/vampire ever. You don't need to have a look for me, your personality makes you beautiful to me.
(sorry it's long)