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Arpeggio

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  1. I've played piano formally since I was five. But I surprised my teachers (and students when I switched to a performing arts school) for how well I could play my arpeggios. I was known as the arpeggiator Arpeggio just sounds nicer ^^
  2. Arpeggio

    Dirty poll #9

    Is there a "Yes, but it's not my thing"? Cause I'm have to say its nasty now. XD
  3. Howl's Moving Castle is one of my favorite books. The movie is awesome. <3
  4. I definitely Nephy, Mark Arbour, Chase, and a few others that remain a secret.
  5. Name it Lacey! ^~^
  6. Awww thanks, I got it from the mall, ummmmm, Pac Sun, but don't put money on that.
  7. Put a ring on it by Beyonce
  8. Whoa omg, where can I get those for my boyfriend?!
  9. Terrence Howard >_>
  10. Lol, I look nothing like wolf-girl-whats-her-name XD And yeah, I need a haircut. I really don't like my hair long, but thanks for all the compliment. ^^
  11. Haha, this is for Emulated 100%
  12. Arpeggio

    Self Image

    Nephy <3 I'm sad reading this. But I do actually have something to say this time. ^^ A lot of my photos are just like your photos, only of my head, in good lighting, when my skin is clear and not broken out... etc. And I know I'm attractive and nice looking, but I hate my physical self, and not many people understood until recently. As I mentioned (painfully) I'm transgender, and I have some major body dysphoria. I wake up every morning in a body that is not right. It disgusts me, I never look at it, and what is worse, is that no matter how much I run, things will happen with my body that are simply, utterly female. For example: if I start to gain weight, it goes to places that are typical for girls, thighs, hips, etc. What seems like a good idea idea to women, is a terrifying nightmare to me, but there's a simple solution: DONT GAIN WEIGHT. So if it looks like I'm getting a shape to my body, I'll lose weight. When it comes to relationships, I have never had any luck, excluding my bf and one other guy. Other than that, people reject me, and as much as it hurts, I don't blame them. Why should I? They spent weeks looking at a nice face and thin body, but then they find out what is underneath my clothes, and suddenly I'm a different person. I don't get close to people intimately because I know what happens, and I hate being heartbroken. Exactly... The reason I only post pictures of my face is because I do think I'm attractive, and I like to let people know what I look like, it's so much better to have a face to vision when you talk to someone, and I have posted a few photos of my body, mostly to friends I trust considerably, or to this one guy that I fell for because he accepts me. I won't show a photograph of me as I really am. I'll hide things from you because I wish so badly I could hide them from me. And I don't care whether people view it as dishonest or not: I cannot stand my body to the point where I'm not the same sane Lacey as you know. As for saying I like you: it's 100% sincere, Nephy. You are amazing, and like the coolest woman/mother/vampire ever. You don't need to have a look for me, your personality makes you beautiful to me. (sorry it's long)
  13. Oh Nephy, you're so funny. This whole gay community would be willing to date you. XD
  14. I know I have thought about it with a few people, and I get annoyed at myself for doing so because I know how much is upsets me when people point the fake finger at me. I dunno, it makes me tired so I stop caring and trying to out people as fake. I personally hate the whole process in general. Rant over.
  15. I knoooooow, sleep, but my eyes always look like that.
  16. I'm the bug eye creeper. -stares at you-
  17. I am the same me as I am online, but online, I can be more outspoken than I normally am in person because I feel braver hiding behind a computer screen. In person, I'm pretty quiet (if you have spoken to me on the phone, you already know that. XD) I'm also soft spoken, literally, and pretty much am unable to yell correctly. Naturally, there's a lot more people don't find out about me without me allowing them too, and I won't mention any of it here because I'm insecure and afraid of being considered an attention seeker when it's actual typical behavior (trust issues, shyness, etc). Other than that, not much is different about me. I still eat tons of food and say silly things. When it comes to information about me, I give enough to answer questions, but not enough to put strangers at my doorstep.
  18. XD omg so funny.
  19. My boyfriend has two dogs: a basset hound and a rottweiler. I don't know about the basset hound, but his rottweiler, Scooter, helps him herd up animals at his dad's farm, and he has him very well trained (he's almost a year old). He's also very gentle, unlike those vicious chihuahua rats that live next door. Oh, and together, Chris and his dog breaks hearts.
  20. Arpeggio

    It

    I was expecting to see a demonic clown.
  21. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
  22. Actually, Lady Gaga is a musician, she's played piano since she was like four/five and she went to a school and learned music formally. ;p
  23. -pounces Cam-
  24. Definitely a neat freak '
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