Kileoli

Sometimes the thoughts are nicer in head than in the real world

Who knows it really happened to me?? But I guess everyone had it at least once.

Yep, let's see if it gets to an end. Good to see you btw. Sorta missed you

Some people have their lives together. Other people spend twenty minutes trying to get their lives together when all they really want is to close a document without having to argue with their computer, themselves, and several imaginary witnesses. And then there are some documents that simply don't want to be written. They fight back like an old boyfriend you forgot you left in the closet. So the choice is yours to decide with who you want to sleep.

The moment I opened the document, I knew it wouldn’t work. How did I know? First, because I am extremely smart. Secondly, at this point in my life, I can trust my instincts. And my instincts knew it wouldn’t work. I have opened this document at least fifty times over the last two years. There was something wrong with it. All the calculations were based on wrong assumptions, my wrong assumptions. The structure was wrong. It was the entire existence of my model that was wrong. A

You are in need of a proper suffering, then join Li on his journey .

Or probably

It sucks to be old but wait this post is old so you're ancient now

It's all your fault I am going through all these posts of yours....on the bright side I asked about some of the people without knowing them and you patiently answered...now im not sure how much is real how much is not. Am I real or am I dreaming?

I'll just sit here and wait....and nope I won't say a thing. Who knows what you'll change the last minute before posting or adding another chapter. Li/Ly hides a remote control behind his back with his finger hovering over the red button.

Nice article, although one cannot connect happiness to a cultural event, still the whole thing involves so many levels of interaction and to get to that kids need to learn the skills beforehand. So it's basically a win win situation. Another interesting statistics is the general happiness of kids. https://www.unicef.org/innocenti/reports/child-well-being-unpredictable-world

That was one hell of a journey and I lost count of the times I laughed and cried with Jason. I sorta fell in love with both Jason and Konstantin probably because I could see a lot of me and my husband in it. And to be honest as much as it was clear how it ended it hurt but it was a good kick in my slutty ass. I don't want us to end like that and god knows I've been pushing him hard to the undesired corner the last few months. Thanks for sharing. And please share Konstantin's journal. I'm going to read the prologue again

I don't understand their problem but I think I do. That's the thing with the first person POV either you connect because you see something that matches you or you don't. Thanks for sharing.

You really got me fixed on this story and I'm thinking I'm reading extra slow so it doesn't end. I don't know if it's the first person or I simply see a lot of me or the husband in these two idiots.

That was a nice turn. So that's why the ceiling is lave...so Vince and Jack have to play the game or let the ceiling burn and get to Theodor?

Finally, you did it. 👏

That was my thought as I wrote the sentence but then I thought about the animal farm. Every country is proud of themselves, some are prouder. In that sense, some countries are universally, world wide a mess, a huge mess, being said, Germany and Ukraine are both a huge mess in the best way of the words and on top of many lists, if there were some rankings to it, there are few countries can keep up with these two. I see your point by commenting CS Lewis, I am a big fan of let's save the Earth, lets love all and all that shit, but at the end of the day I am a human (hard to believe) and I have this need to belong to somewhere, to have somewhere I can call home. I dunno about others.

There are languages taught to be shunned. I still remember the endless discussions between my parents about which language to speak at home. She being Russian wanted us kids to speak Russian at home, even when people decided not to use it and at school we were somehow forced not to use it. It is sorta ridiculous that I can tell a similar story from a totally different part of the world. At home my father won and over the years I sorta forgot the language. When I moved to Germany, I was desperate to integrate to be part of the red black yellow flag instead of the blue yellow one. Since I learned on my own and based on English, my mistakes came from English, the accent almost too. I hated to have this typical east European accent. East Europe was bad enough, I didn't need the connection to a country that only existed as USSR and people roughly knew about it because of Chernobyl hating the wind coming from the East messing the agriculture. For a big part I was successful in my integration, and not having the typical build/look and having changed my name helped. Till in 2022 Putin decided to mess with the geopolitical maps. In a short time a country nobody wanted to know where it was became a big European problem. The feelings towards refugees were mixed with Germany remembering its history being the most tolerant and helpful one. My husband suggested I help the families and volunteers with the communication. I did and I hated it. Suddenly I was the outcast, the guy who ran away before anything happened, the foreigner who needed a shelter. I was pushed away from both sides and it hurt in places I thought I had locked up. That's when I completely stopped using the language. I struggled a lot to get back to my neutral position. It took me a long time to admit my heritage. The fact that I say where I am from is something new, I'm still as German as I can be. Funny none of the countries I can relate to is somewhere to be proud of. With all that said I am starting to believe as crazy as John Lennon's view was, a world like that wouldn't hurt to have. PS: I apologize for my mistakes and the half ended sentences. I can't read my comment again right now. Edit: in case it's not clear. I meant Ukraine as the place of birth.

That's a linguistically correct view. We all have an accent. But for most people when someone has the standard accent, they have no accents.

Oh I love the stereotypes...not. it's good you don't care and you have your gay whales. Let's see. Early 40s, married, 2 kids, engineer....picture perfect of a German male on the playground. The perfect husband definition for the stereotype moms till the reality kicks in and my husband join us on the playground and they realize I don't even look German enough and there's something wrong with the distribution of biological equipment. It's fun to see how the picture perfect definition destroyed and a new picture is built. From the point of view of a non native i found the Southern accent, difficult to understand but sorta cool. So I can totally imagine why people ask you for extra performance. And now I know when you say to me bless your heart you are not wishing me something nice....I like it .

Thanks @Davide. That was a good point.

Und ai rielly, rielly vantet to bi zirius und tolk abaut somesing zirius.

I have already asked and didn't understand the answer from myr 🤦‍♂️

I was thinking depending on the size , could be a good toy.

You are the best gay counselor ever. Your husband is not gay, mine neither. But I want a gay boyfriend.