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This was genius tim.. I'm not going to lie at first I went, wha? then hmm, then ohh. When I got it, I had to reread it, but I still read through the reviews to make sure I wasn't lost. Then I went genius.. I am sold on the monologue to get the point or feelings across. You did this very very well.

Ahh, Caz! Just as we get interesting, something happens and we leave off for the next time. Isn't it Lit who's the Cliffie Queen? Daniel being an artist sort of suits him as you've described.. Well, I guess we wait to find out about the noise!

Awesome chapter Carlos and a pivotal one to be sure.. I'll probably repeat what others have said, but it's worth repeating.. We really get to see where CJ is mentally, and how the events of the past have affected him emotionally. It pulls the curtains for us and for CJ. No more hiding behind bravado and good deeds. Truly, that his outbursts were not more than what we got is admirable. Im happy that the lines of communication are open again between him and Owen. There s more than just a crush at play here I think. More importantly, Dragon has helped CJ to admit to what was going on enabled him to face it. The letter to Owen was brilliant. It's sorts out CJ's feelings, explains everything to Owen and sets everyone back on a level playing field. I'm sure CJ is clearer about his actions and how he should be moving forward. That's not to say the boy won't make mistakes, but CJ has always tried to not make the same mistakes twice. Moving on from the Dickheads betrayal especially his mother is going to be an effort, because he will have to deal with them because of his brother. JM is another story, but as long as he doesn't hold it in, he'll find that it's easier moving on. Okay so Dragon and Sean are neck to neck in the Hero category.. Dragon might have an edge though.. Whatever happens with Owen and CJ, this is an important next step for them. CJ is open, and Owen is open.. I'm up for the trip to Australia.. Can Sean go too? Okay im putting down the wine.. I've gone on long enough..

Happy Birthday Cole!

Really good follow through from the tension of the last chapter Cynus.. Vladi chose the right time to reconsider a reconciliation. He saved his brother. As did Dante, seeing how the Russians showed up.. Nobu was never going to let Daisuke get away with hurting Viktor. He would die trying too. Thankfully it didn't come to that. Daisuke is in a lovely predicament isn't he. I wish him endless torture at the hands of Nicola. Or maybe Dimitry and Alexi himself.. Either way, he's screwed. So nice to see the mob influence in the police dept. at play.. Cause we all know this never happens... I wonder how Viktor and Vladi's father will react to both his sons having mob connections.. Next chapter should be good!

Congrats to Drew and Liz.. The friends gave a lovely toast.. Pierre and David made me smile.. Love how they come across.. What's a wedding without the teeniest bit of drama. So long Zach, it was about time. Jason popped up just in time for that unintentioned sting about cheating. Ouch.. Now Corey can concentrate on being the best version of himself, work toward forgiveness....lol. Nice chapter Lit.. Hope we get to party a little..

Hehe.... Yep smiling... Hope it cleared up some of your funk too.. Now I'm humming Teddy Bear's Picnic...

Great chapter SkinnyD.... I admit to being confused about Randy's role now, but not so much about Chuck once Danny mentioned brother. The guys had commented more than once of the familiarity... I'm even more happy that he and David are friends.. How could David join Danny in his world? That's a frightening thought so David better brace himself for what he's about to face, and not give in to it either.. I have faith though, he's slowly realising his true feelings and motivations with regard to Twoey and Erik. I can't even begin to wrap my head around the double suicide and what that may mean for PPF and that woman.. I'm not sorry, but... Ok, I'm ready for more now....

You can't help but feel sad for Kellar having to make these discoveries on his own. There's an innocence in the open way he asks Toby about who they are. He's uninhibited and poor Toby is getting thrown off center.. I really like the connection between the two and how they already relate to each other.. I can't wait to find out more of Toby and how he came to have this illness. You're building slowly and moving foward quite nicely Gary.. But, it doesn't keep me from wanting more..

Like Parker, my first question about #2 was why. Why would the sparrow pity you what did he see? He could be thinking "Man, what I wouldn't give to curl up on that couch.. But no I have to build a nest, find food, dodge that darned cat.." He could be envious.. But, I loved them both. Didn't feel like reporting to me, so I'd say you did great..

It is interesting that you start with the Simon Peter quote in the beginning. For all of his denial, became an important figure. Curious to see how it relates and the role this Simon Peter will play. There seems to be a hint of trouble in Cory and Sandy's relationship. Something feels off kilter a bit. All in all it wasn't a bad day on the job for Cory. I have to admit I was prepared for disaster this chapter. Glad it wasn't so this time.

Oh, well....yes it's begun. I wonder if I'm prepared to read on. I feel dread.

I have to come back and like this chapter. It's clearer now that David would never have been comfortable admitting to being gay. The feelings, 'I don't like it' associated with what Burch did never would allow that. Who knows how much further he went. When are we getting him to the Doc SkinnyD? Twoey let go of the rope but David wasn't really giving him a reason to hold on. Yeah he could have waited, but Erik was ready and willing and no way could Twoey have anticipated Eriks possessiveness and controlling ways. He thought he'd be close to Favid always. Now he sees that's not true and it doesn't feel right. Let's see what he does about it. Lanni let Cal go! Good girl. Hope she is successful this round!!

It seems that there has to be more than 'You remind her too much of our father'., why Casey's birth mother is acting this way. And his sister too. I pray and hope that they do what they're doing, sign the papers, keep their silence and distance and just fade away. They don't deserve to put up any kind of fight for Casey. He's surrounded by loving, accepting parents and an amazing boyfriend to boot.. Loved the chapter Rusty..

Your response to Oxala, pretty much sums up what I was feeling about Casey's reaction. Better put though.. And it is really the only reaction that he can have as there's such a detachment there.. Still, the chance to say goodbye in whatever way he chooses will allow him to put it behind him.. I hope his birth mother and sister do the right thing and let him stay with his parents..

Huh... Kevin surprised me, though I'm glad he sought out Adam after Adam put it out there. They're both afraid of coming out, which is understandable. So do they continue as before? Eventually so one will notice. I do like them together right now so we'll see what they do going forward. In the meantime...Justine.. I wonder if she will 'see' her brother..

What! The boys are geniuses and submissive? Well, not Toby just yet.. However will the Doms proceed with this new info. I love Silas.. I have this idea that if he didn't so enjoy Sub/Dom relationship, he'd be a bossy bottom... Great going Caz, I'm enjoying your direction..

I hope it's not like that for you much longer. I wish for you to see the beauty and find the joy in love again.

Hugs Emi... Even though you're still heartbroken you expressed your feelings beautifully. I hope it gets better for you soon..

Barry is showing improvement Yay! Good things are happening. Ryan has it so right. He is feeling safe and loved, and he has Clayton whom he trust and who is supportive. His subconscious knows that it's ok to be vulnerable, and to let go. Dealing with the dreams is a huge step to his recovery, and he's ready. And, Ryan isn't the only one who's got it right. You do too! Yep, you're doing a great job telling this story and it keeps me/us coming back! Thanks Rex!

'The pain I carry like anvils' That was some weight tim. I can sense your disgust I guess, or disdain maybe. You never hold back, your words are raw and honest and I'm glad you had this way of letting your feelings out.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, GRAEME! Best wishes and many, many more....

Ahh Cynus.. Mean author. Again Viktor is compromised? I hope Nobu's yell was distracting enough to throw off Daisuke. Then they at least have a chance to get to him. Hopefully? Loved the chapter though. It was sweet to hear the boys making plans. The interactions of the not quite trusting Russians toward Nobu, and then in contrast, welcoming Dante was great.. Made me chuckle, I could just see it.. I also like that the young mobsters are talking about a future of working together rather than against each other. Though that may last until the next person who decides the old order was better. Great chapter Cynus.. I hope we get Daisuke next.

Alexi made it! Yes! I wonder if Daisuke is not as far as they think especially as he has an accomplice. The Voice mentions Viktor so she's it's an insider. We have yet to find out what Katsumi's true motives are. I noticed she was concerned about the Sake missing was it laced? There was a good balance of movement and suspense in this chapter Cynus..

A very late congratulations Parker. I thoroughly enjoyed reading your poetry. You are a wonderful poet..