thanks gary. that was one reaction i didn't see coming.when i write and then share, i'm releasing the negatives in my thinking to the universe, that way the positivity of the universe can fill that space left behind.
thanks. i too, have trouble "liking" somethings i've read here, because they are hard truths. when i say that at the end of my day, i feel like patting my head as i say it
wow. powerful but a lot in on setting. i get the idea of 'voice' you were going for, but wonder if they would have more voice if posted separately. my opinion only. it's a choice authors make. i liked Viewed the most, with the line "Most of all, we crave love" the best.
1.
I am tired.
The bone wearyness that comes from years of holding on.
The mental exhaustion the comes from months of playing happy.
The soul crushing decades of no relief.
2.
I stand at the edge, looking into the abyss.
The darkness waits.
To take that step into the healing darkness.
Release my body of its brokenness,
to free my mind and soul of its pain.
Would be so easy, but You hold me here.
3.
A mind restless beyond sleep,
a body wrac
powerful, beautiful words. the fear, the love shines through to me. we have to face the fears so we can see the love standing right there. its there tim, i see it all the time. peace
1.
Hanging above a sea of blackness.
The high hung moon, like a lighthouse in the night
guides the lonely sailor into the unseen land.
The silvery globe, slung low on the horizon,
lights a path to the sea.
The figure, almost ghost like, glides towards the partner.
Meeting on the shoreline, together they turn to meet the future.
2.
The lake waves lap at the rocky shore.
Low, rain filled clouds touch the water at the horizon.
Gentle noises of rain and waves mix
I AM NOT SUICIDAL!!
I yell to anyone who will listen.
I am not suicidal.
But I don’t feel like living.
I am not suicidal.
Cutting myself makes the pain bearable.
I am not suicidal.
Its only a bottle a night and it taste good.
I am not suicidal.
The vodka makes the pills go down better.
I am not suicidal.
Driving fast, I like speed.
I am not suicidal.
I’m just after my next adrenaline fix.
I am not suicidal.
It’s only one more needle, it helps dull the pain.
I am n