Nephylim

Times are hard for everyone right now. I hope that things don't get too bad for you.

Good luck. For what it's worth my thoughts and blessings are with you. Please let us know how it went.

It has taken me all day to be able to write this and even now I can hardly see the screen. I didn't know you for very long but you honoured me so much with your confidences and with the task of helping you with your awsome story. I am so sorry you never got to realise all the hopes you had for it. I suppose I will never know now whether the last thing we talked about worked out for you but I really hope it did and that you found what you were looking for in the end.. peace. My blessings are worth very little now and the only angels I know are fallen ones but I bless you for what it's worth. Goodnight.

Life is short and brutal. I anything happened to your brother and you hadn't at least tried to make up you would never forgive yourself... so do it. There is no easy way to broach something like this. The advice you have been given is all good... just tell him how you feel. If he can't accept it maybe he will remember it and one day he will be ready.

Oh shit. No

No but I wish it had

Absolutely. It is a parent's strong instinct to protect their child no matter what but there is a line after which ... I believe... you have to take the hard decision and let them go... after isn't that what every parent does when their child 'flies the coop'... after that you just can't protect them any more. That is an extremely vivid dream... it would make a great story *hint*

Ooooh I would LOVE to hear that described. I bet there would be tiger skin and tastefully placed mood lighting. Oh go on Mark... maybe not the kidney transplant but the cave... go on... the cave...

Hehe... what meds? They haven't caught me yet Besides I was just saying what I would do in this situation. You know what my stories are like Wel.... maybe not the rusty spoon

I have absolutely no idea.... downloading an update of java did it for me..... welcome to the site by the way. We're all completely insane but in the nicest possibly way

Ooooh sensual overload. I LOVE lilies AND Brie... and, of course erotic literature.

Hehe... very good point. They are very 'real' aren't they? I think that Brian Matt and Cody should be kidnapped by terrorists and imprisoned in a cave for a couple of days/weeks/months... being forced to work things out between them. They could shag the brains out of their captors to earn their release. As an added extra Matt could get sick and Brian forced to preform the kidney transplant with Cody on the kitchen table with a rusty spoon thereby forging an unbreakable link between all three of them forever. Sorted

Good times, good times Get some writing done. I'm waiting

I love all the flow charts... and aren't you clever for uploading them in here?

Hehe.. mine wasn't even on there... but I can't help but wondering how many people you could offend with that one... wouldn't it be fun to find out?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Well.... if anyone is interested my favourite flowers are lilies At a push I will accept roses if they are either black or a really deep red

Me too

Well.... alright he can paint his jockstrap green as well then Although... a jailhouse party might be fun. Never heard of Jailhouse Rock?

What a load of nonsense!! One or two incidents don't make people hate you. A couple of people being pissed off with you doesn't mean that everyone hates you. We are all difficult to be around at times... I've made my share of faux pas. Sometimes I just need to open my mouth to change feet. I get and have always got that you are a warm and funny person. You are strong and have strong opinions which means that sometimes you clash with people... that's better than being a 'yes' man or a sheep. I love your wit and your honesty and I for one would miss you terribly if you left. We all doubt ourselves sometimes hun, especially if we feel that we have been in conflict and pissed people off. You know that you can only ever please some of the people some of the time and never all of the people all of the time But there are so many people here who like you, don't run away from those who don't.

Oh yeah. I'm liking that picture

Take off all your clothes, paint yourself green and go as a forest spirit. As long as it doesn't rain you should be the life and soul of the party

Absolutely

Perhaps you should just whisper. Or be the silent mysterious stranger. Get yourself some action first... the eyes can be very impressive you know... and after that... well it's rude to talk with your mouth full

Okay... you got me on that one. VERY cute. I wonder what he would taste like in a pie