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  • Lux Apollo
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  • 08/19/2017
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Lux's Indulgences - 16. Incertitude

When the hours draw long

And the calls begin to come in

When the changes start to come fast

And are too much to bear

 

How can I be with you?

How can I hold you up?

I want to comfort your weary soul

Provide aid, release and distraction

 

But I don’t know how to get inside your head

To read your needs before you even know they are there

I may be your lover, faithful and true

But there is no star-crossed magic in my talents

 

I do not know how to anticipate you

 

Please, I beg, please tell me

When things are hurting, worrying

Aching


Please, I beg, please tell me

What I can do

I am lost right now in my guesswork

In the silence on the other side of that

Closed bedroom door

Letting you sleep off the trials

Of a difficult day


But please, I beg, please let my

Pleas not be another burden

Making everything just a little bit worse

Because I don’t know what to do


 

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LitLover

There is a lot of pain in this... pain I understand.  You want to help those you love, but you can't always do that, especially if they don't let you in. As you said so well, there is no star crossed magic. There is no ESP.  

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FormerMember4

Aww, Lux I'm sorry buddy. Uncertainty in a relationship hard thing to bare. Sending positive vibes. Beautifully written. 🤗

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14 hours ago, LitLover said:

There is a lot of pain in this... pain I understand.  You want to help those you love, but you can't always do that, especially if they don't let you in. As you said so well, there is no star crossed magic. There is no ESP.  

 

It's the anxiety that gets to me too. Thanks for reading Lit!

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12 hours ago, Mikiesboy said:

beautiful .. sometimes there is just nothing you can do but wait

 

Patience is not known to be one of my virtues, alas, but I am doing okay. Thanks for reading.

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9 hours ago, BlindAmbition said:

Aww, Lux I'm sorry buddy. Uncertainty in a relationship hard thing to bare. Sending positive vibes. Beautifully written. 🤗

It's just tough when things happen to your partner and there isn't really anything you can do but 'be there'. But what does that entail?

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