Obey - 17. Chapter 17 -- Variation

From sub: day 27? usual cereal for breakfast, salad for lunch and again for dinner with skim milk instead of iced tea. boyfriend is getting used to eating his separate meal and sometimes takes some of my salad but he’s never had a problem with his weight so can eat anything. looking forward to the weekend working in only shorts on the addition. lotioned my nipples and massaged my hole last night while wearing old chastity belt. will try to find time for that pic you want. hair is rather itchy at this point. probably leaving a week from saturday on my trip but not sure at this point and no definite connections

From Alan: Yes, day 27. When you’re away, are you planing to wear your chastity belt during the drive and during the day or just to sleep? The weather’s probably nice enough for you to drive in just shorts, with your windows open and the wind blowing on your chest. No shirt would also give your non-driving hand free play, but don’t get distracted. Your body hair growing in is great though sorry about the itching. Another question: when you travel, how are you planning to stay in touch with me? Finally, congratulations – you’re over a third of the way through your projected ten-week celibacy.

From sub: day 28. put on new chastity belt at work this morning. been giving some thought to staying in touch with you while away. checked with my friends and their house doesn’t have internet service like the houses i’ve been to before. it’s pretty rural. there’s a chance i can pick up a wireless signal from one of the adjoining houses but not sure. can receive text messages on my cell phone of course and you can give me your number if you wish and you would have to tell me if you would be willing to accept messages back from me. it means i have your cell number but of course i wouldn’t call or use it in any way other than the texts. but not sure if you would allow that or if it would be inconvenient for you. otherwise we may have to go dark for a week, your thoughts would be appreciated. usual meals today though dinner salad had shrimp and rice. had skim milk and cranberry/lime juice too

From Alan: Was it fun being strapped in again during the day? And are you going to stay strapped in as much as possible during your trip?. It may also be a good time to try your butt plug again, since you’ll have time free. As for staying in contact while you’re gone: text messaging won’t work because too many people see my phone. It’s always on my desk or on a table or somewhere else easily accessible, and all I have to do is slip once to get myself in trouble. You know what you have to eat and do every day, and I sure you follow those guides more for your benefit now than for mine. Just keep notes every day, and when you’re back, send me the collection.

From sub: got your messages. day 29? i keep losing track. yes more stimulation of some sort needed as i drive so butt plug might do it. driving about 11 hours either Friday or Saturday, still not exactly sure what day i’m leaving. i suspect Friday afternoon with an overnight on the way or leave early Saturday morning. yesterday had cereal and coffee for breakfast, salad and iced tea for lunch, small portion of roast beef and mixed vegetables for dinner, unsalted popcorn later and skim milk

From Alan: That will be a nice eleven hours, in shorts, sneakers, chastity device, and butt plug. And if you pull off the interstate, you’ll be legitimately able to stop in a field to piss. That should make you happy. Even if someone sees you, it’s typical guy stuff.

From sub: day 30. already looking forward to those fields. been on the roof most of the day, baking in shorts and sneakers and giving my neighbors a show. hopefully one day the roof will be done. yesterday had some yogurt, granola and shredded wheat for breakfast and lunch, with lots of water on breaks. out to dinner last night and had salad, mussels, scallops, shrimp over pasta and iced tea. didn’t each much of the pasta so left hungry and had popcorn when i got home. back to work tomorrow and will try and get things ready for my leaving. little problem sleeping again last night because so horny but nothing severe. no luck thus far on doms on the trip but still looking. need to be younger and thinner i think. i was once, both

From Alan: You have a great look, Grady – that now-hairy again chest, your open Midwestern face, and your solid body. Also, no matter what your age, you look like you’re 40, and you know there are guys masturbating over the photos you post. It may be the logistics you mentioned that are stopping your hooking up, but it sure ain’t you. You may also get lucky in a bar along the way, and there are plenty of guys who want to fuck or be sucked off, so you wouldn’t be endangering your chastity. Just make sure they know in advance that it’s really important to you, so they don’t take it as a stupid guy challenge and try to make you come.

From sub: day 31. weighed myself after lunch today. 225. very frustrating eating so well and not losing more. i will redouble my efforts. perhaps vacation will be better–or could be worse, depending. yesterday was yogurt and shredded wheat for breakfast, salad and iced tea for lunch. small bowl of chili, iced tea and skim milk for dinner then some unsalted peanuts for snax. busy work week ahead. sleeping trouble was a result of the device. usually wakes me up at least once per night. i’ll try sleeping without it again and try to stay on my back.

From Alan: OK, here’s a direct order, since you seem to like them: stop weighing yourself. Just eat as you know you should and let you body do the rest. Got that?

From sub: yes Sir. day 32. last night was dreaming about some of the things you mentioned for the trip. naked and pissing in fields makes me feel like trash and just writing that made me hard since i’m not wearing chastity belt or undershorts. for part of my drive i could be completely naked if i stayed on rural roads. that should severely increase my horniness but i definitely won’t put myself in trouble. being forced at anytime to be barefoot is extremely stimulating for some reason to me. So will try that too. today is sort of a packed day for the most part but tomorrow looks better. yesterday had usual breakfast and lunch and lean steak and lima beans for dinner. in some ways i will be better on my diet while away because boyfriend will be home and i can explain to friends it’s doctor’s orders. they’ll see the change in me anyhow since i‘ve lost over 15 pounds. thank you Sir!

From Alan: Driving barefoot is legal in every state, so you’re OK there. But you know indecent exposure is illegal almost everywhere, and I don’t think a chastity device and butt plug are going to be considered coverage. You can also take pictures of yourself in your car and in the fields to send me eventually or post. And try to eat in restaurants, so you have to get fully dressed. Also, can kick you kick off your shoes at work?

From sub: mmm, yes very hot. something about being a barefoot slave pig gets me but as you know i cannot eat in restaurants without shoes and a shirt. and doesn’t sound like you want me to use drive-thrus

From Alan: Nice new pictures, unrequested, and a whole bunch. And your dick’s hard in all of them, so I can guess what prompted that. And, yes, obviously you have to put on a shirt to go into a restaurant but you can still leave three or four buttons open, and you don’t have to wear long shorts. Or wear an extremely tight T-shirt, undersized, to make yourself feel exposed, and kick off sandals under the table. That’ll work better at fast food places, but if you’re on the road at dinner, I suggest you find a decent place to eat, put on pants, socks, a good shirt and maybe underwear for added protection. Too bad you can’t give up food as easily as you discard shoes and clothing.

From sub: day 33. i was very aroused last night, my nipples seemed almost larger and i had that submissive boy feeling. did what I know i shouldn’t and pinched them really hard once or twice. felt so bad and good. between that and hole work and reading your plans for me on my drive, i’m feeling really anxious today. seems to sort of come and go from nowhere. really wanting my trip to start and having a night alone before going on to meet my friends. am finding having clothes on annoying lately

From Alan: Be careful about your body. As I’ve said before, massaging is good, especially with plenty of lotion or lube. But pinching and pain can be addictive. It’s like your diet – think long-term, not for what you immediately need. Keeping your shirt halfway open and not wearing a T-shirt also lets you reach in and stroke your chest freely any time during the day, even in a supermarket or restaurant. You’ll just look like you’re itching. But I wouldn’t try it in your office. You may also want to pay attention to your feet. Gently massage them. You may be surprised how sensitive they can be.

From sub: day 35. wow Sir i put on one of my boyfriend’s t shirts which are really tight on me and my nipples stood right out. really feels like i’m naked and i can’t wait to try that on the trip. also thin t shirts are even better than my boyfriend’s so i can buy some of those and i wonder what a too small tank top would feel like. that would expose my arms and shoulders and part of my chest and back and i could still wear it into a fast food place. also might buy a pair of those really tight shorts i see guys wear on bicycles. don’t know what i’ll do with them at home, obviously couldn’t wear them anywhere here. but on a trip where no one knows me i could walk into a mcdonalds or someplace in a really tight tank top and bike shorts and feel like i wasn’t wearing anything. wow Sir wow, looking forward to my time away even more. had usual food all day yesterday. still checking out possible encounters on the way and probably will stay in a small motel so no standing naked in the windows. another super busy day here plus trying to tie up things to get on the road tomorrow. will be very strange not having this connection and contact with you after the morning but will try and keep notes

From Alan: The most important thing for you to do on your trip is have fun.

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