Obey - 5. Chapter 5 -- Obey

From Obey: Good morning, Sir. This is Tuesday, my 16th hornier day of chastity and it’s not getting even close to time for me to cum. Also, the kid next door is fun to watch and I like his height when he’s off the ground with his arms stretched out. He’s like ten foot tall and I’m jealous. But I’d never go near anyone his age. It doesn’t interest me. And it would be great to say I never jerk off but you know that’s not true. It used to be, when my partner and I were always having sex. When that stopped, I started jerking in the shower. At first, I felt guilty – like the reason we weren’t fucking as much was my fault. Then I hoped he’d catch me and want to suck my dick. But that never happened. And I’d never do it while we were in bed together, even if I thought he was sleeping. If he wasn’t, it would start a fight. When I started doing it at the office, I thought I was getting crazy – I mean I was thinking about sex all the time. But cumming took my mind off that so I’d lock myself in the john and jerk. Though I was afraid of doing it too much and letting other people figure it out so that’s when I thought about chastity. I knew it would make me hornier – and it did – but it also made me feel under control. As for how I do it, well, I’ve gotten much better since I was as a kid. I always use lube but it can be almost anything so long as it’s slick. And I try not to rush. I touch other parts of my body and try to have fun. Still the last time, I was in the shower and if I’d known it was going to be the last time, I would have slowed down. But it was just a quick jerk, probably no more than 5 minutes because we’d been cleaning the basement and I needed to wash up before bed. There’s always the chance my partner will walk in, which makes it hot. But I think he knows I sometimes jerk in the john because he doesn’t come in anymore even when I leave the door open. And here’s a pic of me standing naked in the shower. I had to get dressed really fast because I heard my partner’s car in the driveway.

From Alan: Nice. Did you have to get dressed because your dick was hard? Couldn’t you just turn on the shower? And tell me more about the lubes you use. Also, on a different subject, can you sleep without a pillow or blankets? Finally, it’s nice to know the kid next door isn’t a fixation. I’ve been around guys that age even before I was that age. And just listening to them for 2 minutes will soften you up.

From Obey: Good morning, Sir. This is Wednesday, my 17th horniest day of chastity. I needed my clothes on because we showered in the morning so another shower would seem strange. And I’ve used all kinds of lube, from good to stupid. The weirdest ones were when I was a kid – I’d try anything in the medicine cabinet. Ouch! These days if I’m not near soap, I’ll use lotion, almost any kind. There’s also good lube in my night stand for when we have real sex, but I don’t want to run out of that. As for blankets and a pillow, well, that depends on the weather. If it’s cold, I pile on the comforters. Just before we need the AC, I sleep on top of the sheets without my tank or sometimes my shorts. But my partner would rather turn on the AC than have me sleep naked. If it’s too hot for the AC to really cool us, I also sleep on top of the sheets. Though as soon as I start ditching clothes, my partner gets concerned. He thinks I’m after sex. As for a pillow – I’ve never thought about not using one. Why do you ask? You also have to remember that any changes I make, my partner will see so I have to have a good reason. Today’s pic is with my shorts down while I’m throwing out trash in the back. I took it fast but in good light. One more thing about the kid next door – it’s his uncle I want to see naked – his mom’s brother. He looks something like the kid but he’s my age and he and his family only visit a couple times a year. But I always find a reason to go over and say Hi.

From Alan: I knew sleeping without covers or a pillow might be impossible, but I wanted to see if you could manage. It’s mostly a matter of changing the room around you, to see what that does to your body. Also, you mentioned drinking. How often do you do that? And do you ever get high?

From Obey: Good morning, Sir. This is Thursday, my 18th day of chastity. I’m edging past horny and maybe heading into space. I keep imagining shooting way past my head. As for drugs and alcohol – I don’t really get high anymore. I did in college and with the guy in Atlanta and other guys I’ve dated. And my partner and I will if we’re at friends and someone lights a joint. But we won’t get high-high, just buzzed. As for drinking, well, I like beer. But I really have to work that off and it’s getting harder so it’s easier to be careful. As for hard stuff, not really. I get drunk too fast without having enough fun. And I don’t like wine enough but I’ll drink it if it’s served. And no pills. So far, I’ve been lucky not to need any and I don’t know enough about them to get high. Also, here’s me standing naked again, this time with my lawn mower. I was hard even before my shorts came off.

From Alan: Thanks. I’m getting the idea you come out of chastity hard and have to squeeze yourself back in. Is there any time when you’re out of chastity and not hard? And do you really wear your device all day, or are there times when you’re out of the office and can’t risk it?

From Obey: Good morning, Sir. This is Friday, my 19th day of chastity. I’m really not hard as much as you think but I’m probably seconds away from it, especially now. And my device doesn’t show when I’m wearing briefs under my khakis. It’s designed not to be seen. If I’m in the office just in shorts and I put my feet up, I suppose someone could look down my leg. But they’re long shorts so that’s almost impossible. And, yeah, I think about driving somewhere for work and getting in a wreck and ending up in the hospital with a lot to explain. But I still stay in chastity during the day – when I’m out for lunch or going to a meeting or on a follow-up call. It’s fun. And here I am wearing only my device in the office john. That must be starting to look familiar.

From Alan: Yep, I’ve begun to recognize parts of your office and house and yard. If I ever visit, it might be easy to get around. Now, how much do you stay naked when your partner’s not home. You make it seem fairly frequent.

From Obey: Good morning, Sir. This is Saturday, my 20th day of chastity and I’m currently working around the house naked because my partner’s out doing errands. If I need to work outside, I’ll slip on shorts but a lot of guys here work without shirts so I won’t stand out. As for how much I’m really naked, well, I told you, I try as much as I can. It makes me feel like I’m doing something wrong and should be caught and punished. We have close neighbors and friends but no one walks in the door without ringing the bell or knocking. My dad did that once when my partner and I were messing around so no one’s gonna do that again. And I always have my shorts and top near by and I’m pretty fast. No pic today because it’s the weekend but I’m also running out of ideas .

From Alan: If the pictures are turning into work, you don’t have to send one every day. I like seeing them, and I know you like to follow instructions, but don’t make yourself crazy. Today’s question: have you ever shaved any part of your body other than your beard and head?

From Obey: Good morning, Sir. This is Sunday and I’ve completed 3 full weeks of chastity. Thanks for letting me know about the pics. I do like sending them and I like being naked in front of you. But I only have one body and you’ve seen all of it now. I’ll try thinking of some new things but first I’ll take a week or so off. Meanwhile, my chest was once shaved, not that it’s really hairy, a little towards the top and down my belly. In fact, my entire body was shaved except for my head – everything that wouldn’t show. This was right after I finished college because I didn’t have my beard yet. This guy – he was older, maybe 40s, and he really wanted to mess me up. He said he’d only pretend to shave me and he tied me standing, with my arms and legs out, between some rings in his garage walls. Then he blindfolded me and covered me with what felt like shaving cream. He swore there was no blade in the razor but there was and he was just grinning when he yanked off my blindfold. I was pissed but I was also rock hard and I fucked him good. I’m sure that’s what he wanted. Still, I felt too much like a baby without hair and it got stubbly real fast and itched. It grew, then stopped growing for what seemed like the longest time, and I swear it took 8 months to completely grow in. So I’ll never let that happen again. Another Dom wanted me to shave my pubes just before you took control. Of course, I couldn’t because of my partner. But when I told the Dom that, he got teed off.

From Alan: Some guys are like that. But haven’t you ever let other men tie you up? I thought you said something about that.

From Obey: Good morning, Sir. This is Monday, my 22nd day of chastity. I have let guys tie me up and I liked it but you always have to balance the rush against the risk I’ve never let anyone I didn’t know do it, not after that shaving guy. The guy in Atlanta had fun with me and even my partner did at first – I’m not sure if he suggested it or me. But both of them soon lost interest. A lot of guys think they want to tie you up but then don’t know what to do with you once they have. I mean I can’t fuck a guy when I’m tied down, unless he sits on me and rides me like a pole. And I like being fucked so it’s not like I’m going to resist and have to be tied down first. The same thing about sucking or rimming or doing most anything. But some guys just see me and think I’m cute and think it would be fun to take off my clothes and get out the ropes.

From Alan: I’ve tied guys up when they think they need it or think they’ll like it, but you’re right – it limits what you can do. Of course, some guys say it increases their fun. Usually, I just find other guys. And you mentioned another Dom, and I know you wrote Johnny. Are there other guys you’re still in touch with, and are you trying to serve them at the same time?

From Obey: Good morning, Sir. This is Tuesday, my 23rd day of chastity. I was hoping to take a day off this week because there’s so much to do around the house. But it’s already been busy here with more work ahead. Right now, it’s 6 pm and I’m still at my desk. I just took a break to call my partner and tell him I’d be late so I better write you before I forget. And there’s something that’s been bugging me, more than just today, and that’s more important than other guys or other Doms. I know your name but I haven’t told you mine and that seems a level of complete mistrust. It’s Dennis, but most people call me Denny. As for me serving other Doms, no, not now. Once I started with you, I quit looking.

From Alan: Denny, thanks for your name. That means a lot, though I never thought of it as mistrust. You’ve been so open with me, and you keep being open. I don’t know how you do it. There must be some things you need to keep to yourself.

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