Puppilull

Living your lives like strangers with one party keeping a very big part of his true self from the other is bound for disaster. I can't understand why he would even marry? What a thing to do to another person, catholic or not. Now they've wasted so many years making each other miserable. Ryan would have benefitted from having parents who aren't at constant war...

I can just add I didn't get any newsletter either. Checked the various tips in here, but nothing. I'll keep a look out for next week!

This story is turning into something very complex. I need to make charts to keep track of everything...

I wish you all the best on this fantastic adventure you're embarking on! It is hard work sometimes (the first 8 weeks are a complete haze with no planning possible whatsoever, so just float along...) but one thing I always tell new parents to be: I've never had more fun in my entire life. I don't think a day has gone by when I haven't laughed out loud at something my kids did.

I can see how Mick wants all his guys to meet the family, but it could take some getting used to for the rest of them. Nice to see him connect with his sister and mother. They must've been so worried.

As scary as it sounds, Kohen could be right. What a terrible fate to be ordered to kill the captain... When he's so close to finding a glimpse of happiness.

That's more like it! Having something real to think about and perhaps live for. Breaking the monotony and gloom. Eric sees possibilities now instead if only obstacles. Good for him!

What a terrible surprise... I can understand preferring it to be drugs. As difficult as those can be, it's more of a controllable thing. Or so it seems.

Hmm... Caring for a loved one and feeling like you're failing. That could totally be like juggling an elephant.

Scary! Spur of the moment, going too far. Darren has left traces, online, on the phone and in real life. He won't get far...

I am relieved you all saw this story for what it was. My dear editor, @Timothy M. warned me I would be roasted. Instead, you have realized just how difficult it can be in a situation like this. Stuart on the outside, not knowing what to do or being able to break through the defensive walls. Cyril, who has no concept of what love is anymore. Or does he? I set out to write the frustrating reality in too many cases, where all you want to do is shout at the person to get out and get help. You all tagged along for the journey without feeling the need to chew me up. Thank you for that! I can confess to thinking about a follow up for the Fall Anthology. We'll see what hatches in that brain of mine. Being a bystander must be hell, not able to do anything but wait and offer support. Life is complicated and sometimes we make choices that are hard to understand for others. Cyril has his reasons. It is distressing, but much too common. Difficult to not feel guilty, even if your mind tells you it's not your fault. The emotional side of you takes over... Always tricky for a DA to bring a case to court unless the plaintiff is on board. But maybe being believed by someone from the police can break the vicious cycle. I hope so too. Stuart is sort of thrust in the middle of this and has no experience. It must be very frustrating for him. When your mind has been twisted for too long, you start to believe it's the truth. I imagine it's a tough cycle to break. They are stuck in this together. I can't decide whether or not I agree with the notion of Fred loving Cyril or if I'm more inclined to see it as possession, but I see your point. Love isn't always upliting and right. In his own mind, I'm sure Fred considers his feeling towards Cyril as love. I wanted to highlight the observer's pain in this one. Stuart is on the outside trying to make sense of this ugly lovestory and he has no clue what to do. Well, if things come together I think I'll revisit for the Fall Antho. I think I would be in the same position as Stuart if I ever found myself in a similar situation. It's very difficult to break through the walls and change someone who's been brainwashed for a long time. Also, those moments of peace in an abusive relationship can create hope that things will change. Hope that makes you linger and cling to a dangerous situation. One of my favourite songs, despite or perhaps due to the subkect matter. Very fitting. Some songs just shouldn't be chosen as a tribute or celebration. One of my favourite song fails was a woman dedicating "Because of you" to her family when she sang in a talent show. I guess she meant they supported her singing and helped her get to where she was, but it could just as easily have been a F U to them. They lyrics of that song is not very sweet... Statistics are disheartening and there's a risk Cyril will end up being one. Stuart has a lot to think about, but he doesn't know what to do.

Losing track of what's really important is all too easy in a long term relationship. Suddenly, you find yourself living with someone you don't even know anymore. So a good lesson: keep listening! Maybe I'd find it weird to start dating the sibling of my ex, but you can't choose how the future unfolds.

A bit shocking and I find the idea of Chad 1 (?) being devoured (or as it turned out evaporated) disturbing. Even if he was manufactured (but who isn't? Just a matter of different "ovens"...).

It can be difficult to see sometimes, but things are moving in the right direction. At least in some aspects. Sad that it took so long, but hopefully the guys can make up for lost time. I had the urge to buy a disco ball for our cabin, just to try it. Maybe for midsummer. Although, the sun doesn't really set, so it wouldn't be of much effect.

I'm so happy he dared take that step, scary as it is. Despite the trolls and nastiness online, it is a wonderous thing to be able to find people just like you only a few clicks away. To get to feel that sense of belonging is amazing. Through the magic of the Internet (and this site) I too connected with a person who has become very important to me and who has helped me realize I am in fact not a freak. And to think, fifteen years ago I would never have had the opportunity, since our paths would never have met...

Choosing your own path, however painful it can be, is important. And if not, Tar wouldn't have met Gil. I wish them well for the future!

Sometimes terrible things happen to open a new door which leads you to a whole new life. It sucks while you go through it, but change isn't necessarily bad. Though I guess we could all do without liers in our lives...

A sad yet hopeful tale of where you can end up if you don't watch out. Humans are curious and it can trigger restlessness. More often than not, you discovering you made the wrong choice and there's not way back. Not to where you were. Perhaps now, though, they can find a new reality to share. Or not. Difficult to tell.

I look forward to checking these out. I may have to wait a while, since my life has gone completely crazy, timewise. But I'll be travelling next week and will need something to read. Perfect timing!

”I’m home!” Stuart paused briefly while taking off his coat. The house was quiet. Very quiet. Cyril usually had some music playing or left the TV on in the background, just to escape the silence. Ever since his very messy breakup, Cyril had trouble being alone with only his thoughts as company. He claimed his fears grew out of control if there was nothing to distract him. Racking his mind, Stuart couldn’t remember if Cyril had mentioned any plans for his afternoon off. Maybe he’d simply

Sometimes being a friend to someone in need tests you to your limits. How can you ever be enough for someone who has lost his footing in life and can’t move forward? Stuart tries his best to be there for Cyril, but his colleague turned roommate isn’t making things easy for either of them.

I don't like the sound of that question... The Captain had no reason to ask about the victims. I'm guessing he's experiencing that sinking feeling that comes from sudden clarity.

Maybe it's the way of all unlimited power, to fail at their intentions no matter how noble at first. Resistance is perhaps necessary in order not to grow hungry of power for the sake of power.

It's interesting to see Prism present himself to us more and more. I like being invited along on his journey, all those years ago.

Ghost is actually Swedish, so I like seeing their songs appear here. I like their melodious rock. This is one of my favorites.