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I’ve been naughty this week. If dots were dicks…..call me PacMan lol

So happy you’re bringing this one alive again!!! Love this story! Hope all is well.

Good points. Honestly, I don’t see Zane and River ending up together. I think they will be friends, but their relationship started on a lie, matured through deception and drama…..and I think ends in mutual understanding that they will never be good for each other. Zane can’t be trusted, and River can’t be tamed. They have nothing in common and nothing to build a life with. I think Zane needs to stay single for a while and grow up and repair his relationship with his family. I suspect there will be a beautiful, kind, trustworthy man in Rivers future….maybe even part of the family.

Once again, my advice is Run! Run as fast and far from that bunch of whackadoodles!

I much prefer short hair on men. I actually liked the pic lol. I just skip over the pats where Vanalas talks about his long hair or man bun 😂😂

River is so much more than Zayne will ever deserve, or appreciate. River needs to protect himself, and slip away quietly after having Zayne guarantee his financial payment. Then he will have the money, the confidence, and the freedom to find a man who is worthy of him. If ever there was a character written to portray me, it would be Zayne. I’m him. He’s me. And after all this time, all I have is this used, second-hand heart that is so broken it won’t ever be able to fully love someone again. River doesn’t deserve to be tied to someone like that who can only love him part way. He deserves it all. So, from someone who lives this story…..run River! Run to someone who doesn’t have holes in his heart that can’t ever be filled.

I hope he can get out of his own way long enough to do it. He’s sabotaging himself in every area because of his fear and anxiety. His fear of being known as gay makes me wonder if he’s actually gay, or just a horny, curious teenager. He’s throwing happiness away with both hands right now.

Come on Joel, loosen up your butthole and try to breathe every once in a while. He’s as nervous as a long-tailed cat in a room full of rocking chairs all the time. Relax man, be willing to give it a chance at least. And Davin seems to be sticking with him and staying interested….thats a good sign!

Beautiful! Needed to hear that and be reminded of His love and grace. Thank You!!

This story is going to give me an ulcer. I truly despise Harry, I want to slap Zayn, and I’m turning inside-out at River’s willingness to be so passive. Lord, I’m ready to explode!!!

LOL true! I can’t keep from feeling that Joel and Davin will be great friends, supporting each other as they find ways to become who they want to be. But, I sense that’s all they will be. I don’t get a huge amount of sexual chemistry between them. It’s like they both have found someone who understands what it’s like to be scared of being different, and the temptation to experiment is there of course, but it’s a sense of freedom to explore more so than raw, sexual attraction. Maybe I’m wrong, but I don’t think Davin is ready to give up being in love with Colt, and I don’t think Joel finds Davin to be anything more than a convenient, and much needed friend.

Honestly, I’m so pissed off right now, I’m ready to yank someone bald. if River doesn’t call a cab RIGHT NOW and walk away, he’s not nearly as strong as I think he is. No one can, would or should put up with that. That’s not only being slapped, but being made to pretend you enjoy it. Lord, I’m ready to explode.

Lord, I don’t know if I could stand that. I would die happily trying though 😆

Standing ovation!!!❤️

Now I’m even more curious about Haven and how he can juggle men like milk bottles. Wondering just how many more dirty little secrets he has going on lol