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Moggy's Mutterings - 26. Enough

1.

Pain.
Lingering pain from tormentors long gone.
Torment only the mind remembers.
Wounds long healed on the body.
Will the mind ever forget?
Lingering pain from tormentors long gone.
Pain.

 

2.

Words spoken.
You should never have been born.
You aren’t good enough.
Words spoken.
Why do you always fuck it up.
I should kill you, you don’t deserve to live.
Words spoken.
Like a tape recorder turned on.
Over time, words spoken drown everything else.
Until you believe the
Words Spoken.

words spoken to get them out of my head, if but for a moment
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19 minutes ago, MacGreg said:

Hopefully you don't believe those words, moggy. Not anymore.

thanks Mac. do i believe the words, i deserve to die? no, but i'm fast approaching the idea i no longer need to live. not there yet. thanks for the like 

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40 minutes ago, mogwhy said:

thanks Mac. do i believe the words, i deserve to die? no, but i'm fast approaching the idea i no longer need to live. not there yet. thanks for the like 

Hmm. Do I like that answer? No.

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Having one relationship many years ago being verbally abused. I understand. You carry it always. It carries less power with positive affirmation. Moggy, You have value! 🤗

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48 minutes ago, BlindAmbition said:

Having one relationship many years ago being verbally abused. I understand. You carry it always. It carries less power with positive affirmation. Moggy, You have value! 🤗

thanks jp! i've had both, still carry the effects of the physical abuse, but the verbal crap was worse.  when i close my eyes, i hear a cacophony of all their voices saying those words over and over.  

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I understand the power of verbal abuse.If I allow those voices to continue to chip away at my mind, they will eat up what life i have left, and follow me to my grave. I know how hard is to tune out those toxic echoes from our past. Chin up moggy! :heart: 

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4 minutes ago, R J Drew said:

I understand the power of verbal abuse.If I allow those voices to continue to chip away at my mind, they will eat up what life i have left, and follow me to my grave. I know how hard is to tune out those toxic echoes from our past. Chin up moggy! :heart: 

it hard, but it can be done. to be yourself, in a world that is doing everything it can, day in and day out to bring you down, is the hardest thing a person can do. don't stop fighting. thanks for the comment and the like

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Hi moggy....it's been long

I know one thing that words can hurt u harder than any wounds on ur body. 

But similarly words heal u too....believe in the words of people who care for u....N I tell u...u have value!!

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