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  1. Drew Payne
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    For the vast majority of my life I’ve lived in London, England, and worked in healthcare. Both have given me the chance to meet many different people in many different situations, which have all coloured my writing.

    I am fascinated by how we live our lives, and as gay men how we find places for ourselves in today’s world, and how we lived in the past. So much of my writing tries to explore this, but it also explores issues and subjects that interest me or make me angry. Behind every headline is a story too.

    I want to find the people in the situations and stories I write about.

    As any writer, I value feedback to help improve my writing, so please leave a comment on the stories you read here.

    Happy reading.
    • Fiction
    • FanFiction
    • Poetry
      • 2023- Exploration -Poetry
      • 2015 Poetry Anthology: Remember
      • 2014 Poetry Anthology: A Storm Is Coming
      • 2013 Poetry Anthology: Whispers in the Dark
      • 2012 Poetry Anthology: Cracks of Time
      • 2011 Poetry Anthology: Into the Unknown
    • Fiction - Gay Authors Anthologies
      • 2024 - Long May You Run
      • 2023 - Leap of Faith
      • 2022 - Anniversary
      • 2021 - Spring - On The Road
      • 2021 - Spring - Potluck 2021
      • 2021 - Fall - A Winding Path
      • 2021 - Fall - An Unconventional Gift
      • 2021 - Fall - Potluck
      • 2020 - Spring - Full Moon
      • 2020 - Spring - The Storm
      • 2020 - Fall - Bridges
      • 2020 - Fall - Shadows
      • 2019 - Spring - Into the Stars
      • 2019 - Spring - Snapped
      • 2019 - Fall - Fall From Grace
      • 2019 - Fall - Raincheck
      • 2018 - Spring - Now or Never
      • 2018 - Spring - Encounters
      • 2018 - Fall - Fight Back
      • 2018 - Fall - Good Intentions
      • 2017 - Spring - Unintended Consequences & Jagged Edges
      • 2017 - Fall - The Fallout and Secret Spaces
      • 2016 - Spring - Crossing the Line
      • 2016 - Summer - Wicked Games
      • 2016 - Fall - Blindsided / The Forgotten
      • 2016 - Winter - Rewind: Pre-2016 Themes
      • 2015 - Spring - Full Circle
      • 2015 - Summer - Road Trip
      • 2015 - Fall - Blurred Edges
      • 2015 - Winter - Blackout
      • 2014 - Spring - Nature's Wrath
      • 2014 - Summer - The Backup Plan
      • 2014 - Fall - Scars
      • 2014 - Winter - Chain Reaction
      • 2013 - Spring - A Night To Remember
      • 2013 - Summer - Roll the Dice
      • 2013 - Fall - Pandora's Box
      • 2013 - Winter - Recipe for Disaster
      • 2012 - Spring - It Wasn't Me
      • 2012 - Summer - Choices
      • 2012 - Fall - Friends & Enemies
      • 2012 - Winter - Desperate Ends
      • 2012 - Special - Mayan Tribute: End of the World
      • 2012 - Anniversary - Secrets Can Kill
      • 2011 - Spring - People Are Strange
      • 2011 - Summer - Walk on the Wild Side
      • 2011 - Fall - Legends
      • 2011 - Winter - Aftermath
      • 2010 - Spring - I'd Never Do That
      • 2010 - Summer - Out of this World
      • 2010 - Fall - No Going Back
      • 2010 - Winter - Haunted
      • 2009 - Spring - Oops
      • 2009 - Summer - Carpe Diem
      • 2009 - Fall - Something Unexpected
      • 2009 - Winter - Deceptions
      • 2008 - Annual - It's Just a Game, Right?
      • 2008 - Spring - Living in the Shadows
      • 2008 - Summer - Escape
      • 2008 - Fall - Anniversary
      • 2008 - Winter - Ghosts
      • 2007 - Annual - The Road Not Taken
      • 2007 - Spring - Fairy Tales
      • 2007 - Summer - Ending and Beginnings
      • 2007 - Fall - The Rainy Day
      • 2007 - Winter - Worth Fighting For
      • 2006 - Winter - Blizzard
      • 2006 - Fall - Halloween
      • 2006 - Summer - Going on Vacation
      • 2006 - Spring - Day of Silence
      • 2004 - Winter - Christmas
    • Fiction - Story Contests
      • 2017- Halloween
      • 2017- April Fool's
      • 2016 - Secret Admirer Short Story
      • 2015 - Secret Santa Short Story
      • 2011 - Novella Contest
      • 2009 - Novella Contest
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  1. The World Out There

    By Drew Payne, in Fiction. 06/20/2021 (Updated: 03/06/2024)

    Genres: General Fiction
    Sub-genres: Drama
    • mature adult
    • adult
    • gay
    • urban
    • coming of age
    • dark
    • crime

    It is Sunday morning. Liam sits alone in his room, at the top of the building, and hides himself away. The world outside has suddenly become a dangerous place and he must stay away from it, and he must also remember that his name is now Leo.

    This story follows Liam through one fateful Sunday and, through flashbacks, tells the story of how he came to be there.

    • 41 Chapters
    • 118,054 Words
    • 59,426 Views
    • 216 Comments
    • Mature
    • Temporary Hold
  2. Stories Written on Lined Paper

    By Drew Payne, in Fiction. 10/20/2018 (Updated: 03/11/2021)

    Genres: General Fiction
    Sub-genres: Drama
    • mature adult
    • adult
    • gay
    • 20th century
    • love

    When I first started writing I wrote in long-hand, and wrote my stories on pads of lined white paper.

    I now mostly write straight onto my computer or laptop, but I still have found memories of filling up those empty white pages with my sprawling handwriting and tales of other people’s lives. So happy reading, I hope.

    • 20 Chapters
    • 61,060 Words
    • 29,257 Views
    • 113 Comments
    • Mature
    • Complete
  3. Chalkboard History Lessons

    By Drew Payne, in Fiction. 01/31/2021 (Updated: 01/31/2021)

    Genres: Historical
    Sub-genres: Non-Contemporary
    • mature adult
    • adult
    • gay
    • europe
    • serious
    • hiv-aids
    • industrial age
    • 20th century

    History is written by the victors, the winners, those in power, those at the top of society. Who tells the stories of those groups forgotten by history?

    For centuries LGBTQ histories were hidden histories, histories forgotten by the mainstream, histories passed down by word-of-mouth. It has only been in recent decades that scholarly works have been written about gay history.

    This collection of stories are about gay history, stories that focus on different events from gay history, events that helped shape our gay world, stories that cover so many different emotions.

    • 1 Chapters
    • 9,295 Words
    • 2,698 Views
    • 8 Comments
    • Mature
    • Long-Term Hold
  4. Days Like This

    By Drew Payne, in Fiction. 07/29/2019 (Updated: 08/22/2020)

    Genres: General Fiction
    Sub-genres: Drama
    • teen
    • gay
    • college
    • coming of age

    Some days go right

    Some days go wrong

    Some days don’t go at all.

    Simon is sixteen and on the edge of everything changing, his world changing from adolescent to adult, to facing up to his sexuality and coming out, but not just yet.

    Now, his boyfriend is late and he’s sat on a cold, concrete bench waiting, waiting, waiting…

    Over twenty different days, during four weeks in spring, this story follows Simon as he navigates the difficult journey of his coming out. Like all journeys, this one will change him but in ways he doesn’t imagine, taking him places he didn’t expect to go.

    • 31 Chapters
    • 98,599 Words
    • 87,937 Views
    • 326 Comments
    • Mature
    • Complete
  5. Noises in the Dark

    By Drew Payne, in Fiction. 12/13/2018 (Updated: 01/04/2020)

    Genres: Horror
    Sub-genres: Horror - Modern
    • were-creatures
    • witchcraft
    • vampire
    • zombie
    • ghosts

    Things that go bump in the night, voices that scream in the dark, sounds when no one is there or the silent figure when there should be no one there.

    Horror and ghost stories have always held a fascination for the LGBT reader, just look at the popularity of American Horror Story and the writing of Clive Barker and Anne Rice. In horror/ghost stories so many LGBT themes can be explored, they are far more than screaming women and camp villains, well the good ones are.

    This collection will feature some of my LGBT horror and ghost stories. So, sit back and make sure all the lights are still on…

    • 6 Chapters
    • 23,183 Words
    • 8,537 Views
    • 18 Comments
    • Mature
    • Long-Term Hold
  6. Case Studies in Modern Life

    By Drew Payne, in Fiction. 09/22/2018 (Updated: 11/25/2019)

    Genres: General Fiction
    Sub-genres: Drama
    • adult
    • gay
    • workplace
    • suburban
    • urban
    • travel
    • serious
    • 20th century

    This is a collection of my flash fiction, stories looking at modern day gay life (and life from a few years ago). Each chapter is a different story.

    So sit back, put your feet up, and read some of my “case studies”.

    • 20 Chapters
    • 19,626 Words
    • 26,961 Views
    • 93 Comments
    • Mature
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  7. The Passenger on Platform Six Premium

    By Drew Payne, in Fiction. 05/19/2019 (Updated: 05/26/2019)

    Genres: General Fiction
    Sub-genres: Drama
    • young adult
    • europe
    • coming out
    • modern

    The journey of a lifetime starts with one train ticket.

    Owen, nineteen and single, is finally making his journey to coming out, but this is far more difficult and complicated than the train journey he has to take from his small home town to London, the only place where he feels he can come out. What has led him to such an extreme move and what will he find when he arrives?

    • 2 Chapters
    • 8,185 Words
    • 5,268 Views
    • 27 Comments
    • Teen
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  8. His Story

    By Drew Payne, in Fiction. 05/09/2019 (Updated: 05/21/2019)

    Genres: General Fiction
    Sub-genres: Drama
    • gay
    • dark
    • love
    • hate
    • suicide

    Modern gay life is hard enough, with homophobia, bar culture and dysfunctional relationships, but how do you navigate it carrying the baggage of the ex-gay movement?

    Chris was involved with an ex-gay organisation as a teenager, after a breakdown he broke away from them. Now, as an adult, Chris is trying to live as an out gay man but the baggage of his past keeps pulling him back.

    So often the damage does not stop when the abuse does.

    This six-part story asks how does someone come to terms with the aftermath of the ex-gay movement.

    • 6 Chapters
    • 9,305 Words
    • 14,272 Views
    • 75 Comments
    • Mature
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  9. A Walk Along the Promenade

    By Drew Payne, in Fiction. 01/19/2019 (Updated: 02/11/2019)

    Genres: General Fiction
    Sub-genres: Drama
    • mature adult
    • adult
    • gay
    • anal
    • serious
    • 20th century
    • suicide

    One evening, in one man’s life when everything will change.

    Shaun’s disabled leg has affected his entire life, causing a downward spiral he neither likes nor can live with. It is not just that his life is on hold, it is now falling backwards. On holiday in Scarborough (A northern English seaside resort), he finally faces the realities of his life and decides to take matters into his own hands. A walk along the town’s promenade to clear his thoughts and to help him make up his mind, if only the town’s numerous seagulls would stop following him.

    • 15 Chapters
    • 27,904 Words
    • 26,953 Views
    • 99 Comments
    • Mature
    • Complete
  10. Keeping the Faith

    By Drew Payne, in Fiction. 10/03/2018 (Updated: 10/05/2018)

    Genres: General Fiction
    Sub-genres: Drama
    • mature adult
    • gay
    • suburban
    • coming out
    • religion
    • 20th century

    The ex-gay movement has hit the headlines recently with the films The Miseducation of Cameron Post and Boy Erased, but what is it like to live by that belief, what price does it demand of an individual?

    The story, in four chapters, set 1991, looks at how difficult it is to live a life denying your sexuality, and the cost the ex-gay life takes from a person.

    • 4 Chapters
    • 4,072 Words
    • 7,434 Views
    • 15 Comments
    • Mature
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