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Morningstar: The Malaise - 1. Chapter 1 All the Colors Under the Sun

Rude awakening.

Morningstar: The Malaise

 

 

Chapter 1

 

 

Kellar wiped steamy fog off the bathroom mirror, but the moisture from the shower replaced it almost immediately. Performing the task more thoroughly, he cleared it enough to examine the latest changes to his physical self. Muscles rippled across a chest that, a mere six months ago, was scrawny to the point of sunken. With each daily inspection, he was greeted with the sight of more hair covering his body. It was now across his pectorals, on his lower abdominals, and his powerful legs were no longer smooth. He was still half a year from seventeen, yet he looked like a full-grown man.

His head too, was in the upper region of the mirror, a full eight inches taller than on his sixteenth birthday. At five feet, ten inches, he wondered how much taller he would get. He wasn’t complaining, but what the hell was happening to him? The frail, little boy he was accustomed to seeing reflected back at him had completely disappeared, and at a speed he could barely fathom. Looking down, he was still in awe of what had also added considerable growth. It was an embarrassment of riches, but he could certainly live with it.

Wiping the mirror again, his eyes played tricks, and for a split second, he saw a halo, an aura… an astonishing multitude of colors outlining his entire being. They pulsed in a pattern that seared itself into his brain, and then disappeared as if they were never there. Growing pains? That’s what Dr. Childs had said about his head and body aches. Well, it appeared there were new side effects to growing so quickly.

It was the muscular development Kellar didn’t understand. He ran like a rabbit, always had, and often away from someone chasing him, but played no sports. So why was he looking more and more like an athlete who’d done years of kick-ass training? He could feel new-born strength in every movement he made, from his neck to his toes, and it was a little disconcerting not to know the reason for it.

A banging on the door made him jerk in fear. Even though he was at least as big as his hulking, older foster-brother, the prick still managed to make him feel small, and ridiculously frightened. Lord knows he’d given him enough bruises. Charley-horses were a favorite method of inflicting punishment, and a common occurrence. Kellar had been afraid of his own shadow for so long, he couldn’t halt the conditioned reflexes.

“You’ve been in there long enough, dickweed. Do I need to break this fucking door down?”

Kellar recoiled at the hollered threat. It wasn’t an empty one, as had been proven the few times he’d tried to hide himself away from Warren Apsley, asshole extraordinaire. But things were different now. He was different. Clenching powerful hands, he decided to make a stand. “Can’t you use the shower downstairs?” It wasn’t what he wanted to say, but his church-going, stand-in parents, and their rigid expectations, were always on his mind. They weren’t cruel, but when it came to him, they subscribed to the ‘spare the rod, spoil the child’ doctrine he’d heard many times at Sunday service. Their can-do-no-wrong brat of a biological son had no such reservations governing his behavior however. Karen and Don always believed Warren’s version of everything.

“I don’t want to use the one downstairs, so get the fuck out. I have shit to do.”

“So do I, Warren. I’ll be out in five minutes.” Wow, that was easier than he expected it would be. In the past, he would have complied meekly. He smiled at the guy in the mirror, clearer now, like he was. Enough of the guy’s bullshit. His grin was almost feral as he went back to preparing his face for shaving what had become a ridiculously heavy beard. His peace was short-lived, however, as a loud thud sent the door flying open and swinging into his back, the sting maddening as it caught his shoulder blade. The smirking face quickly glimpsed behind him in the mirror as he dealt with the intense pain caused a sudden wrath that blistered his temper, like flames he could almost visualize.

“I told you to get the fuck out… now do as I said… piss off.”

Kellar had trouble getting his hands to let go of the counter as he struggled with an alien fury. When he looked down, he saw claws more than hands before his vision took on a sharply reddish cast. From somewhere deep inside, a horrendous growl erupted, and it was a toss-up as to who was more shocked. Kellar turned to see an incredulous Warren mouthing words he couldn’t hear. Thunder in his head was the only audible sound for seconds that stretched out like minutes. Another growl issued forth on its own accord, followed by a shove that sent his brother flying down the hall. He landed heavily on his ass, and Kellar felt immense satisfaction as he stalked toward him.

Warren’s words finally started making sense to a brain firing in a totally different way, slamming into him at a decibel level that infuriated him. “How fucking dare you. Wait till Mom hears what you did. You ripped my fucking tee-shirt. What the fuck is the matter with you? Jesus, what’s wrong with your face?”

For the first time in his life, Kellar felt dangerously out of control. He was a different person altogether, and he embraced the welcomed change as he stood over the freaked-out Warren. The powerful pulsing of his own strength was exhilarating, and he thrummed with it. “How fucking dare I? How fucking dare you, you bastard. I’m tired of your shit. You’re nothing but a fucking bully, and it stops now.” Why did his mouth feel so strange? Like he had too many teeth, and too much tongue.

What, in God's name, was going on? A sharp pain on his shin got his attention, and he realized the prick had kicked him. His anger blossomed into something more. He went to return the favor, when the world as he knew it, ended.

At first, all he saw was grayness, and then, eventually, bursts of exploding colors. Pain, more intense than any beating he’d suffered during years of living in group homes, coursed through his now-writhing body. Wave after wave of unimaginable agony distorted his senses, perching him on the edge of a rampaging hysteria. From far away, he heard snapping and cracking sounds that seemed timed with the stabs of pain. Was that screaming he heard? Oh fuck. He was being torn apart!

As if someone had snapped their fingers, the torturous spasms stopped, and the world began again. The first sense to return was his hearing. Hoarse whimpering lanced through his head like a thousand tiny spears, and he shook it. Kellar felt his whole body follow his head’s lead. His eyesight came back next, and while different, it was sharp… incredibly sharp as he made out a multitude of somethings normally hidden in the carpet. He focused on the form in front of him, snarling at it, even as he noted the appearance of a halo of surrounding colors. They disappeared and it, the prey who was his brother, began to scream in terror. Kellar could smell the fear rolling off him, and it assaulted his ultra-sensitive nose like a sour stench. With his first advancing steps, he looked downward at the weird sensation… and saw… not feet, but paws. Holy shit, he had huge goddam paws.

He took a step backward in shock, finally making out the garbled words the asshole was screaming. “You’re a fucking monster. A fucking monster. Get away from me, you freak.” He kicked out with his bare leg, and before he could stop himself, Kellar slapped at it with claws that were razor sharp. Lowering his head, he issued a low growl warning of more to come. Warren scooted backward against the end wall, clutching at the leg oozing blood from long, deep scratches. A salivating tongue slid from Kellar’s mouth, and he was hit with an urge to lick the fresh, red liquid. Part of him recoiled in disgust, and he resisted, but he didn’t resist the urge to run. Fear of what was happening to him far outweighed the sheer hatred he felt for the creature he’d been forced to call brother.

The instinct for survival took over, and in two bounds he was at the stairs. In one leap he was on the first landing, and a small part of him marveled at his new-found agility. That was short-lived, however, as he tumbled the rest of the way down because of an awkwardly placed paw not used to the ungainly configuration of steps. The overriding sense of panic increased as he looked around at all the closed doors. He was trapped, with no hands to help him escape. The section of his brain which knew this house inside out, remembered the den window, perched high, but almost always open in summer. Don's need for a fresh breeze in the air-conditioned home might give Kellar a means to freedom.

A banging noise at the top of the stairs increased the feeling of urgency and sent him barreling toward the den, slipping on Karen’s precious, polished floors. Yes! The glass was slid to one side. The opening was perilously narrow, but it was his only option. With a mighty leap, he sailed through it, scraping his sides and tearing the screen like tissue paper before experiencing the long drop to the ground.

He landed like a cat in the blazing sunlight, but Kellar was aware he wasn’t feline. There was no need for a mirror to know the changes that had been wrought. Frightened and confused, but no longer trapped, he launched himself over the six-foot privacy fence with all the grace of a wolf, and took off into the dark forest bordering the line of perfect cookie-cutter homes.

A fond thank you to my editor, Timothy M. as we embark on something new. Please join me in the COTT thread of the promising author forum and let me know what you think. Likes and reviews would be so appreciated:
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On 04/23/2016 06:22 AM, Defiance19 said:

Wow, Gary! I liked it a lot.

You managed to make me feel Kellar's confusion, awe, fear, all these mixed emotions, as he was shifting or preparing to shift. That was done really well. I also liked that he put the fear into his foster brother who deserved it.

Now we are left with questions about what will happen from here.. It already promises to be an exciting and intriguing story. I can't wait to see where you take us.

 

Very good start... I'm in!

Thank you, Def! I'm glad you're in. I am too, but I kind of have to be :) . I worked hard on trying to show all those emotions you mention, without overwhelming the reader... there had to be a lot of narration, and little dialogue for this chapter. I'm happy with how it turned out. Thank you, my friend, for the terrific review, as always... cheers... Gary....

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On 04/24/2016 06:32 AM, Caz Pedroso said:

Brilliant beginning. Can't wait to see where you take this.

 

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Thanks so much,Caz! I'll take 'brilliant' any day, in any context. I just finished writing chapter 11 and there's still a long way to go. I hope you take the journey with me... thanks for the review and the support... cheers... Gary...

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Great start here for your first shifter story. I am really looking forward to seeing where it takes us :read:

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On 04/26/2016 01:02 AM, BrianM said:

Great start here for your first shifter story. I am really looking forward to seeing where it takes us :read:

Thanks, Brian! I hope you stick around for the ride... it's a slow unfold, but I'll try my best to keep you interested. It's fun to be writing something so different... cheers, buddy, and thanks for the review... cheers... Gary...

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I started reading the story with an intention to read it slowly but ended up catching upto chapter 19 :facepalm: can't wait for more :) infact post all the chapters now!!!! just kidding :lol: but I wouldn't stop you if you decide to do so :hug: thanks for such an interesting and well written story Gary :hug:

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On 08/12/2016 02:20 PM, Victor Gutte said:

I started reading the story with an intention to read it slowly but ended up catching upto chapter 19 :facepalm: can't wait for more :) infact post all the chapters now!!!! just kidding :lol: but I wouldn't stop you if you decide to do so :hug: thanks for such an interesting and well written story Gary :hug:

Thanks, Victor. I'm pleased you're reading and liking this story... there is so much more to come. Thank you so much for the review and the support... cheers, my friend... Gary....

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This story took a turn from what I expected. Normally, I'm not a big fan of shifter/were creature stories, but so far, I am intrigued. Color me surprised and interested.

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On 09/07/2016 05:41 AM, Parker Owens said:

This story took a turn from what I expected. Normally, I'm not a big fan of shifter/were creature stories, but so far, I am intrigued. Color me surprised and interested.

Cool, Parker! Thanks for starting this. I especially appreciate it because you are not a fan of the genre. I never saw this coming, myself. It hit me totally out of the blue, and I like to challenge myself. When I wrote this chapter, I seriously wondered whether to continue... I had the story all in my head, and it wouldn't leave, so I ran with it, much like Kellar did :) . I'm so pleased you are intrigued. Thanks for the support, buddy... cheers... Gary....

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Came here from your recommendation of your other story! I am loving the first chapter and will definitely put it on my reading list! I am the type to cycle through whole stories in about a day or so, so I will wait for you to complete the story first and read it all in one hit :) I am liking the action in it and Kellan sounds hot!

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Bravo! That was a wonderful hook! You have a fantasy side not apparent in the last story I read. Very, very interesting. So - I'll have to read more. No, no, I have to, I said. No, you cannot stop me. No, you cannot force me to stop...oh...my...um, are those claws?
May I read more? Please?

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On 09/14/2016 01:10 AM, SecretDiehardRomantic said:

Came here from your recommendation of your other story! I am loving the first chapter and will definitely put it on my reading list! I am the type to cycle through whole stories in about a day or so, so I will wait for you to complete the story first and read it all in one hit :) I am liking the action in it and Kellan sounds hot!

Thanks, buddy. Sorry I missed answering this review... I don't know what happened :) . I'm writing chapter 37 now, so I'm getting closer to completion. I hope, when you come back to it you'll let me know what you think. And yeah, Kellar is definitely hot... I appreciate the review and the support... cheers... Gary....

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On 10/15/2016 02:09 PM, Geron Kees said:

Bravo! That was a wonderful hook! You have a fantasy side not apparent in the last story I read. Very, very interesting. So - I'll have to read more. No, no, I have to, I said. No, you cannot stop me. No, you cannot force me to stop...oh...my...um, are those claws?

May I read more? Please?

Thanks, Geron. I'm so pleased you've started this. It's something different for me, but I'm loving exploring this new genre. I fooled with fantasy in my Christmas story, Chrisis Eve, and that gave me the confidence when this one hit me out of nowhere. I have no intention of stopping you from reading on :) . And yes, they are very sharp claws... I appreciate the kind words and the awesome review... cheers... Gary....

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On 01/10/2017 08:46 AM, Dennis191 said:

This is too intriguing now....

I`m loving your style. On to the next chapters. :)

Thanks, buddy! I'm pleased you are intrigued. Thanks for reading and reviewing... cheers... Gary....

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Wow, I am amazed, that gets the reader from the start. Very well composed intern insight from Kellar. :read: I am curious where this will lead.

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On 01/31/2017 05:55 PM, Lyssa said:

Wow, I am amazed, that gets the reader from the start. Very well composed intern insight from Kellar. :read: I am curious where this will lead.

Thanks, Lyssa! I am so happy to see you have started this story. It's pretty special to me. I hope you like it enough to stick with it. Thanks so much for reviewing... cheers... Gary....

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Okay Gary, I'm here, I'm hooked, let's get this story rolling! You've started us out with an intense beginning, delving straight into the character development that you're so damn good at. I commend your ability to "get into the head" of a young man who is going through some serious, inexplicable biological changes. You've woven a mystery within the first chapter and created a sense of loneliness for him. Well done. Onto the next! Cheers - Mac

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On 02/14/2017 08:37 AM, MacGreg said:

Okay Gary, I'm here, I'm hooked, let's get this story rolling! You've started us out with an intense beginning, delving straight into the character development that you're so damn good at. I commend your ability to "get into the head" of a young man who is going through some serious, inexplicable biological changes. You've woven a mystery within the first chapter and created a sense of loneliness for him. Well done. Onto the next! Cheers - Mac

Hey, Mac! So pleased you're taking this on. Yes, as much as this is a shifter story, it is also a mystery... that will reveal itself more in the next few chapters. Glad to hear you're hooked, buddy... thanks for the review... cheers... Gary....

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14 hours ago, Albert1434 said:

WoW great opening chapter. I can see I am going to enjoy this story.

Thanks, Albert! I really glad you liked it, and I appreciate hearing from you. I hope you do enjoy it, and keep me posted on what you think if you can. This story has been a real labor of love for me... cheers, buddy... Gary....

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8 minutes ago, Tiggs said:

Well, I was expecting something left wing political, not something about wolves.

https://www.morningstaronline.co.uk

 

LOL. Well, I hope you weren't too disappointed :) . I followed the link... first time I saw this online publication. So, will you keep reading the story? I hope I hooked you, because I'm really proud of this one... cheers and thanks... Gary....

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Even having read the whole story and knowing what this is all about, the first chapter still packs a major punch. And i love the way Kellar is totally confused about the changes to his body, both before and after the shift.

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18 minutes ago, Timothy M. said:

Even having read the whole story and knowing what this is all about, the first chapter still packs a major punch. And i love the way Kellar is totally confused about the changes to his body, both before and after the shift.

What a nice thing to read, Tim! :D  I still remember being inside Kellar's head when this story first coalesced in my brain. I felt that confusion right away. It was powerful, and intriguing, and I'm so glad I went with it then, even though I had a different story planned as my next one down the road, after I finished CotT. I might have lost it if I hadn't started writing it. I'm proud it holds up to my editor, someone who's read it numerous times. Thanks, buddy! :hug: 

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