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Unforgivable - 15. Chapter 15

Chapter 15

 

“What are you doing here?” Jason asked, looking confused and not quite awake. “It's almost two in the morning.”

“Can I come in?” Corey pleaded softly. “Please? I need to talk to you… to explain.”

Jason considered him for a moment before opening the door wider and motioning him inside. “What’s there to explain? I thought you made yourself pretty clear.” The door closed behind Corey, cutting off the icy wind, but it did nothing to dispel the chill in the room.

Corey winced at Jason’s harsh tone, but couldn't blame the man. He'd treated Jason terribly. “I wanted to apologize.”

“For which part?” Jason crossed his arms over his bare chest.

“All of it.” Corey felt the stress of the last two weeks weighing heavily on him. Since he’d gotten home his adrenaline had dissipated, and he was exhausted. “Can we sit?” He noticed the wariness in the man’s eyes, and felt awful about the hurt he saw… the hurt he put there.

The blonde acquiesced and led him into the living room. “Do you want anything? Some tea?”

Corey shook his head. “Nothing for me, thanks.” They sat in uncomfortable silence while Corey tried to gather his thoughts. Nothing he'd rehearsed on the way over seemed adequate now.

“Why are you here, Corey?” Jason’s frown looked so out of place on the normally cheerful man.

“I’m really sorry, Jase. You wanted to help, and I was a complete asshole to you." He'd regretted what he'd said almost immediately, but couldn't quiet his fears.

“Why did you do it? If nothing else, I thought we were friends.” The pain in Jason’s voice twisted Corey’s gut. “You couldn't even call to tell me you were home? You let me worry about you for nothing. That fucking hurt.”

“We are friends,” Corey protested. Groaning, he rubbed his palms over his eyes. “I’m fucking this up.”

“What the hell went through your head? One minute I thought we were okay… better than okay, and then….”

“I already told you about my mom.” He tilted his head to the side, looking at Jason out of the corner of his eye. “The whole thing… her leaving my dad, the pregnancy… it hit me harder than I was prepared for. She’s always put up with so much from that asshole, and kept forgiving him… every time he got caught she would take him back.” Corey blinked away the sting in his eyes. “I lost count of the times I would hear her crying in her room when she thought I was sleeping, and overhearing my father’s excuses when he’d eventually come crawling back. He’d swear things would change, make promises, but in the end, he’d betray her trust… Every. Damned. Time.”

“I’m sorry you both had to go through that,” Jason said sincerely. “But why did you lash out at me?”

Reaching across the couch, Corey took Jason's hand, feeling a slight stiffening, but was grateful he didn't pull away. “Please understand… she was a mess when I got to her.” He closed his eyes against the image of his mother weeping as she relived the most mortifying time of her life. “For most of my life I wondered how she could allow him to walk all over her… believing she should have known better.” His voice cracked as he fought to control his fraying emotions. “I never understood why she didn’t walk away sooner.”

“I get that.” Jason squeezed his hand. “No one wants to see someone they love hurting, and be helpless to do anything. I wish you could have just told me that. What you accused me of? That cut deep, Cor."

"I know it did. It was uncalled for. I knew as soon as the words were out I was wrong, but I couldn't seem to shut up." He gripped Jason’s hand tightly, needing the man's strength to ground him, knowing he was close to breaking down. “It's not an excuse, but it’s been an exhausting couple of weeks. When I saw how she was blaming herself, I wanted to kill him. Mom is naive… and he’s been able to hurt her because of it. The bastard tried to call her every day. A few times when the phone rang, I heard her whispering, ‘once a cheater, always a cheater,’ before checking the caller ID. It was like she was trying to convince herself. Seeing her struggle not to forgive him again, I guess I started to panic.”

“About me.” It wasn't a question.

Corey turned to face Jason. “I don't want to be like her. I put up with a lot of shit from Zach I'm not proud of, but you… you could gut me. I don’t know what I would do if….”

“I would never have done that to you, Corey.”

“Deep in here….” He thumped his chest over his heart. “I know that, but I couldn't get my stupid brain to stop with the worst case scenarios.”

“So what made you change your mind?” Jason pulled his hand away, and shifted back in the seat.

“Pierre,” he said with a teary smile. “After you left, I was waffling between anger at myself, and fear of the damage you could do to my heart. He was calling to check in, and knew right away something was wrong.”

Jason raised an eyebrow. “You told him about us… being friends?”

“I told him everything… about us… my insecurities.” Corey's smile became happier, thinking about his sweet, understanding friend. “I would have told him about kissing you even if none of this had happened… I would never keep that from him.”

“What did he say?”

“He made me realize I've been projecting my dad’s sins onto you for years, and it's not fair. You are NOT Ian Smyth. Even at twenty you weren't like him. You fucked up badly, and it hurt people I care about, but you apologized, and meant it. I don’t think my dad ever meant a word of that came out of his mouth.” Drew had tried for years to talk to him about Jason, but he always stubbornly shut down the subject, and his friend never pushed. Thinking back now he realized Pierre was right; the older boy had become an outlet for the hatred he felt for his father.

“When I told Pierre what happened tonight… what I said to you, he tore a strip off of me.” Corey chuckled at Jason’s shock. “He said I needed to get my head out of my ass and apologize.” Realizing how badly he’d probably hurt Jason with his vicious accusations made his heart ache. He was almost too embarrassed to come over, but didn’t want Jason to spend another minute thinking Corey hated him. He was determined to apologize, even if Jason didn’t want to hear it.

“I’m surprised Pierre would defend me to you.” Jason looked dazed. “I know he’s a good man, and he forgave me, but that’s more than I ever expected.”

“Perri wants me to be happy.” The memory of his conversation with the redhead brought a fond smile. “He said if being with you makes me happy, I have his blessing.”

“What does this mean? For me and you?” Jason’s hands fidgeted where they rested on his thighs.

“It means I want to give us an honest try.” Corey chewed his lip. “That is, if you still want me.”

“Of course I want you, Corey,” Jason chided softly. “That’s not the problem.” He breathed in deeply, and squared his shoulders. “I can’t… I won’t do this if you can never trust me. It wouldn’t be fair to either one of us. I refuse to be in a relationship where I'm constantly doubted. I know that level of trust may never be possible between us, and if you don’t think you’ll ever get there, I understand. I’ll never stop being your friend.” The man sounded sad, but determined.

“I know I have trust issues, but I will work on them. Can you be patient with me? I know I fucked up, but I can’t lose you.” He was begging, but didn’t care. The thought of Jason walking away was more painful than the betrayal he’d felt all of those years ago.

Jason was quiet for so long Corey was sure he was being rejected. “Okay,” came the whispered reply.

“Okay?”

“Okay," Jason confirmed. "I can be patient, as long as you’re trying.” A sob escaped the brunette as he was pulled into a strong embrace. He enjoyed the warmth of the arms surrounding him, relieved he was still welcome. After a few moments, he felt more than heard Jason sigh. “It might help if I tell you about Luc.”

“Luc?” Corey pulled back, and peered up at Jason’s pained expression. “Who’s Luc?”

“Luc was my karma,” he answered with a bitter sounding laugh.

Corey stayed silent, waiting for Jason to continue. He could tell from his tone this memory was a difficult one.

“Luc owned… still owns I suppose… a popular restaurant in downtown Toronto. We met a couple of few ago through mutual friends, and hit it off immediately. He was handsome and very charming. I think I was half in love with him after the first week.” Corey felt Jason shake his head, and in an effort to offer support, he stroked his hand down the blonde’s back.

“I thought we were good together. Early in the relationship we indulged in a few ménages, and went to ‘parties,’ but I hated it. I didn’t want to share him. I told him I wanted to stop, and thought he’d agreed.”

“But he didn’t,” Corey surmised. He’d personally never understood the desire to share his bed with more than one man at a time, but at this point he refused to judge Jason for experimenting.

“He said the ménages and parties would stop… and they did.” Jason’s arms tightened, pulling him closer. “We were together for almost a year before I finally plucked up the courage to tell him I loved him.” Jason snorted, and Corey could imagine him rolling his eyes. “I was so happy. I thought I’d found the man I wanted to spend my life with.”

Despite feeling a twinge of jealousy, he hated the thought of anyone hurting Jason. Turning his head, he placed a kiss on the man’s chest, trying to soothe the remembered pain. Jason rested his cheek against Corey’s hair, but didn’t continue. After several minutes Corey broke the silence. “He didn’t feel the same?” he prodded.

Jason’s laugh was humorless. “Considering I found him in the bathroom getting his dick sucked by some barely legal kid… I would say, no, he didn’t.”

Corey winced. “That must have been awful.”

Jason sighed deeply. “It wasn’t as bad as what you walked in on.”

“Jase….” Corey sat back, and placed a hand on the man’s shoulder.

“Don’t, Cor,” Jason protested, shaking his head. “I may have been young, but I knew what I was doing… I deliberately deceived Pierre, and I betrayed the trust of three important people in my life. That’s something I will regret for the rest of my life. Luc never promised me monogamy. I should have known better… shouldn't have assumed, but I was too damned caught up with the idea of being in love.” He trailed off, staring up at the ceiling.

“Oh... Jason." The lump in Corey’s throat made his voice strained.

“I didn't tell you any of this for sympathy,” Jason interrupted. “What happened with Luc is my cross to bear. I wanted you to know why I’m sure I would never betray your trust again. I've always been ashamed of what I did to Pierre, but what happened with Luc showed me how painful betrayal really is. I would never want to cause anyone else that kind of pain. If I could go back and do things over....”

Corey silenced him with a kiss. “You’ve apologized to all of us… many times. I believe you when you say you regret what happened. Please stop beating yourself up.” Corey's shame returned. "I’m sorry I made you feel like you had to apologize again… and I’m sorry for what Luc put you through.” Corey smiled, brushing his lips against Jason’s again. “But I can’t say I’m sorry he was stupid enough to let you go.”

“Thank you,” he whispered, cupping the brunette’s jaw. After the emotional overload, and lack of sleep, Corey couldn’t stop his yawn. Jason chuckled, patting his hip. “Come on. I think it’s time for bed. You’re too tired to drive home tonight, so you’re staying here.” Jason led him to the spare bedroom, but Corey hesitated at the door. “What’s wrong?”

“Umm….” He cleared his throat. “Could we… could I stay with you?” Jason’s eyebrows shot up in obvious surprise. “After everything that’s happened, I want… I need to feel close to you, even if we’re just sleeping in the same bed,” Corey admitted.

Jason nodded as a smile lit up his face. “I’d like that too.” Taking his hand, he took Corey to his room.

The space was dominated by a king sized bed with rumpled sheets... evidence of a restless night. Corey was too tired to notice much more as he sank gratefully onto the mattress. He watched as Jason walked across the room to a tall dresser, pulling out what appeared to be underwear. The handsome blonde turned, looking a little embarrassed. “I usually sleep naked,” he said with a chuckle. “… but it’s probably better if I....” He held up the boxer briefs and shrugged.

Corey laughed softly. “Yeah that might be best.” Although the thought of Jason naked made his body buzz with arousal, he knew they weren’t ready for that step.

“I’m going to change in the bathroom, and give you some privacy.” He pointed to the armoire. “There are t-shirts and shorts in the second and third drawers. You’re welcome to use whatever you need.”

After Jason left, Corey opened the drawer and pulled out the first pair of shorts he found… a comfortable looking grey fleece pair. Stripping quickly he pulled them on, and hung his clothes over the back of a nearby chair.

“Your toothbrush is still in the holder,” Jason said from behind him. He turned and his breath caught. The red boxer briefs Jason wore were form fitting, leaving very little to the imagination. Corey blinked and forced his focus up past the muscular chest to amused blue eyes.

“Thank you.”

In the bathroom Corey picked up the toothbrush. Jason had given it to him when they were snowed in, and must’ve kept it. That small gesture touched him… as if Jason kept a reminder of him, even while he was acting like an idiot. His sentimental thoughts over a toothbrush made him groan. He must be more tired than he realized. When he returned to the bedroom, he found Jason standing by the window, looking out into the dark.

“All done?” the man asked without turning around.

“Yeah.” Corey walked to the Jason, and placed a hand on his back. He turned, and Corey could see the uncertainty still lingering. “I know I’ve said this already, but I am sorry for tonight… and for the past two weeks.” He hoped the other man could see how sincere he was. “I let my fears take over, and it wasn’t fair to you.”

Jason lifted Corey’s hand, brushing his lips against the inside of his wrist. “I know. Come on, let’s get some sleep. We’re both exhausted. We can talk more when we’ve both had some rest.”

Corey nodded and followed Jason to the bed. After pulling back the blankets, he motioned for Corey to climb in. Once they were both under the covers, Corey lay on his back, unsure what to do. Jason rolled, pulling Corey to him, and tucking an arm around his shoulders. Corey snuggled in close, throwing an arm over the man’s chest and a leg over his thigh. Letting out a deep breath, he felt his tension ease, and exhaustion made his limbs heavy. The last thing he remembered before sleep finally pulled him under, was a kiss against on his forehead and a whispered, “Sleep, love.”

A huge thank you to my awesome editor and friend, Gary, who edited this chapter even though he was under the weather.  :glomp:   Thank you to everyone who reads and supports this story.
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Yay! :)

 

Well, this was probably the best case scenario. You were much nicer to the guys than I expected. Well done with not overpaying things sexually at the end and not making the narrative into melodrama. As good as it is that Jason has forgiven Corey, that doesn't mean they are out of the woods yet. What will the morning bring? Who will truly be the one who is unforgivable, if any of the characters in this story?

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Glad they got all that off their chests. Maybe now they can begun to build a true 'we'. Together and heading in the same direction. I can't help wondering though, if Luc will show up unexpectedly...

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You are forgiven for lady week's cliffy. This was beautiful, even if it was painful for both men. Your dialogue is poignant and credible, phrased with balance and care. This chapter merits a whole constellation full of stars. Thank you.

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Hmmmm. Jason must really really love Corey. Good on Pierre for calling it like it was. I think I would have liked Jason to slam the door and bust the nose of Corey first. Then he could come in and explain just how stupid he is while talking through a bloody nose... Causing that much pain will take some time to repair.

 

Jason is clearly a nicer person than me.

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It's good that Corey was able to recognize his fears for what they really are. Although, If Corey takes his fears out on Jason again, I doubt the relationship would survive. They seem like strong men who can get through the bad parts of life together, if they can put the past behind them. This was a well done and enjoyable chapter.

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Ok so that was a very long-awaited chapter for me, as they discussed some of the most important issues hanging over their heads. I agree with Lux, they aren't entirely out of the woods just yet. I doubt you'll drag much of that out, but even after their talk, Jason still had doubts about actually trying. Corey is right, Jason could definitely gut him. But by the same token, he could just as easily gut Jason, in some ways perhaps more so.

 

After all, Jason messed up, as he freely admits, and it cost him years of friendship with someone he cares about a great deal (Corey). Then when they finally reconnect, he discovers feelings much deeper for Corey than he ever realized. Add on top of the fact that he had his heart seriously broken just the year before. Jason was getting like triple slammed with Corey's actions just when he was starting to consider the possibility of a relationship with him. If this didn't work out he could be devastated.

 

I'm not as mad at Corey as others seem to be, simply because, while I disagree with everything he did to Jason, I kinda understand why he did it. He grew up with a father that destroyed their family and no matter what that's going to affect him. He'll have trust issues, and even though Jason has matured a lot since he cheated on Pierre, Corey is still going to have that on his mind. It was very important for Pierre to be the one to talk some sense into Corey here. If Pierre, the truly injured party, can forgive Jason's mistake, why shouldn't Corey?

 

The end of this chapter was very beautiful and left me smiling. Thanks LL!

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Yay!! Finally, they have cleared the hurdles that have impeded their relationship. I foresee a few more bumps in the road ahead, but no potholes...right Lit?

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I knew Corey wasn't the kind of guy to make Jason suffer. I also knew he'd regret hurting the man as soon as realized how unfair he'd been. He's too smart not to see what he did after Jason walked away. I liked there was no trivial drama. Corey was hurting, lashed out, got a grip, and proceeded to try to make amends. I also thought it appropriate Pierre was the one to counsel his friend and point out what he'd been doing for years. Beautifully done, my friend. Having Jason open up in the no-holds-barred way he did was another huge piece towards creating a solid base for the two men. It should be a clean slate now. Kudos and cheers... Gary....

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So, it was Corey at the door after all. I liked that Jason was wary and only committed to being patient and building a relationship as long as Corey is doing is best to deal with his insecurities and trust issues. I think this includes talking to Drew and admitting his friends were right all along when they said he was holding on to a grudge unfairly. He also needs to tell him mom how important it is for his happiness that she has truly left her husband. She may not stay strong for herself, but I bet she would do it for her son. The fact Corey is finally acknowleding what his problem is was a major step forward and I think now the elephant in the room is no longer ignored and they can talk about it, will take the healing the rest of the way. Not just of Corey but also the hurt he inflicted on Jason.
I'm not surprised Pierre was the one to rip Corey out of denial, nor that he gave his relationship with Jase his blessing. Clever of him to make Corey see he has been hating and punishing his father by proxy all these years, just as Drew has been trying to hint.
I look forward to seeing Jason and Corey take the next steps, i.e. becoming a couple officially etc. :P

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On 07/27/2016 10:31 PM, Lux Apollo said:

Yay! :)

 

Well, this was probably the best case scenario. You were much nicer to the guys than I expected. Well done with not overpaying things sexually at the end and not making the narrative into melodrama. As good as it is that Jason has forgiven Corey, that doesn't mean they are out of the woods yet. What will the morning bring? Who will truly be the one who is unforgivable, if any of the characters in this story?

Both men want each other, but they're smart enough to realize that its too soon to take that big of a step. At this point I think they both just needed to feel the other one close to them.

 

They are not out of the woods yet, but the hurdles they built themselves seem to be out of the way now.

 

Thank you for your review and your support, lux :)

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On 07/27/2016 10:37 PM, Puppilull said:

Glad they got all that off their chests. Maybe now they can begun to build a true 'we'. Together and heading in the same direction. I can't help wondering though, if Luc will show up unexpectedly...

It is good to have them moving in the same direction :)

 

Thank you for your review and your support, Puppi

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On 07/27/2016 10:58 PM, Parker Owens said:

You are forgiven for lady week's cliffy. This was beautiful, even if it was painful for both men. Your dialogue is poignant and credible, phrased with balance and care. This chapter merits a whole constellation full of stars. Thank you.

Thank you :*) I am very proud of this chapter and am thrilled that you enjoyed it.

 

Thank you for your support and your kind words, Parker :)

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On 07/27/2016 11:31 PM, Bucket1 said:

Hmmmm. Jason must really really love Corey. Good on Pierre for calling it like it was. I think I would have liked Jason to slam the door and bust the nose of Corey first. Then he could come in and explain just how stupid he is while talking through a bloody nose... Causing that much pain will take some time to repair.

 

Jason is clearly a nicer person than me.

I imagine you're not the only one who would have hoped for Jason to slam that door first. Jason does have very strong feelings for Corey and I don't think he's ready to give up on this yet. Luckily, he is taking his time and not rushing headlong into anything.

 

Thank you for your review and your support, B. :hug:

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On 07/28/2016 12:25 AM, C. When said:

It's good that Corey was able to recognize his fears for what they really are. Although, If Corey takes his fears out on Jason again, I doubt the relationship would survive. They seem like strong men who can get through the bad parts of life together, if they can put the past behind them. This was a well done and enjoyable chapter.

I agree with you, it could be disastrous if Corey takes his fears out on Jason again. Jason might feel guilty over what happened and has taken a lot of anger because of it, but he won't put up with being blamed for something he didn't do.

 

Thank you for your review and your support, C.When :)

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On 07/28/2016 01:01 AM, spikey582 said:

Ok so that was a very long-awaited chapter for me, as they discussed some of the most important issues hanging over their heads. I agree with Lux, they aren't entirely out of the woods just yet. I doubt you'll drag much of that out, but even after their talk, Jason still had doubts about actually trying. Corey is right, Jason could definitely gut him. But by the same token, he could just as easily gut Jason, in some ways perhaps more so.

 

After all, Jason messed up, as he freely admits, and it cost him years of friendship with someone he cares about a great deal (Corey). Then when they finally reconnect, he discovers feelings much deeper for Corey than he ever realized. Add on top of the fact that he had his heart seriously broken just the year before. Jason was getting like triple slammed with Corey's actions just when he was starting to consider the possibility of a relationship with him. If this didn't work out he could be devastated.

 

I'm not as mad at Corey as others seem to be, simply because, while I disagree with everything he did to Jason, I kinda understand why he did it. He grew up with a father that destroyed their family and no matter what that's going to affect him. He'll have trust issues, and even though Jason has matured a lot since he cheated on Pierre, Corey is still going to have that on his mind. It was very important for Pierre to be the one to talk some sense into Corey here. If Pierre, the truly injured party, can forgive Jason's mistake, why shouldn't Corey?

 

The end of this chapter was very beautiful and left me smiling. Thanks LL!

Jason has doubts because he realizes how deep-seated Corey's trust issues are and how easy it would be for Corey to lash out at him. As I said in my response to C.When, Jason has taken a lot of anger without a word, because of his guilt over Pierre, but he won't allow himself to be blamed for something he didn't do.

 

I completely get where Corey is coming from too. His father really messed with his perspective about commitment and honesty in relationships. His mother also has a big part to play in that as well. Corey, although he might not realize it, sees her forgiveness as weakness. He doesn't want to be weak.

 

Thank you for your review and your support, spikey. :)

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On 07/28/2016 02:05 AM, Reader1810 said:

Yay!! Finally, they have cleared the hurdles that have impeded their relationship. I foresee a few more bumps in the road ahead, but no potholes...right Lit?

lol I guess you'll have to keep reading to find out, Reader ;)

 

Thank you for your review and your support. :hug:

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On 07/28/2016 02:46 AM, Headstall said:

I knew Corey wasn't the kind of guy to make Jason suffer. I also knew he'd regret hurting the man as soon as realized how unfair he'd been. He's too smart not to see what he did after Jason walked away. I liked there was no trivial drama. Corey was hurting, lashed out, got a grip, and proceeded to try to make amends. I also thought it appropriate Pierre was the one to counsel his friend and point out what he'd been doing for years. Beautifully done, my friend. Having Jason open up in the no-holds-barred way he did was another huge piece towards creating a solid base for the two men. It should be a clean slate now. Kudos and cheers... Gary....

Corey did realize what he did, and Pierre gave him the needed kick in the behind to go and make the apology he knew he needed to make. Pierre is a smart and kind-hearted man. He is also coming from the position of being in a stable and happy long term relationship. Would his feelings about Corey and Jason be the same if he was still single? I'm not sure.

 

Jason needed to talk about Luc to someone and who better than the man he has come to care so deeply for? He didn't make excuses and even took some of the blame for the situation, and he is hoping that the knowledge will help Corey get over some of his fears.

 

Thank you for another wonderful review, and all of your support, Gary :hug:

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On 07/28/2016 04:41 AM, dughlas said:

Nicely done.

Thank you for all of your support, my friend. :hug:

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I finally get to leave my review after a couple hectic days of work. You did an awesome job of showing both Jason and Corey's vulnerability from their perspective. There was a desperation that wasn't overwhelming from Corey that you handled very well. He knew he was wrong, but still couldn't get the lead out to do it himself, until he spoke with Pierre. Jason finally coming clean about his relationship with Luc, showed Corey that he does understand the feeling and consequences when someone cheats.

 

The fact they agreed to take things slow while Corey works on his trust issues was vital. If they're going to work, it has to be a two-way street. I loved when Corey asked to share Jason's bed with him. It showed a huge leap of faith and commitment on his part. They have a long ways to go, but it will be interesting to see how their relationship progresses from this point on.

 

It's been a while since we've heard from Zach. Is he going to make an appearance soon?

 

As always, excellent chapter! :great:

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On 07/28/2016 03:28 PM, Timothy M. said:

So, it was Corey at the door after all. I liked that Jason was wary and only committed to being patient and building a relationship as long as Corey is doing is best to deal with his insecurities and trust issues. I think this includes talking to Drew and admitting his friends were right all along when they said he was holding on to a grudge unfairly. He also needs to tell him mom how important it is for his happiness that she has truly left her husband. She may not stay strong for herself, but I bet she would do it for her son. The fact Corey is finally acknowleding what his problem is was a major step forward and I think now the elephant in the room is no longer ignored and they can talk about it, will take the healing the rest of the way. Not just of Corey but also the hurt he inflicted on Jason.

I'm not surprised Pierre was the one to rip Corey out of denial, nor that he gave his relationship with Jase his blessing. Clever of him to make Corey see he has been hating and punishing his father by proxy all these years, just as Drew has been trying to hint.

I look forward to seeing Jason and Corey take the next steps, i.e. becoming a couple officially etc. :P

Jason is wary of being hurt, but cares enough about Corey that he will be patient as long as Corey is doing what he needs to do as well. A conversation with Drew would be a great idea. I think there was a lot that Drew wanted to say to him over the years, but didn't want to push when he knew how much his dad hurt the family. Maybe now they can actually have that talk.

 

The next steps will come, but I can't see either man wanting to rush anything. They've both have too much to lose.

 

Thank you for your review and all of your support, Tim :hug:

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On 07/29/2016 09:10 AM, Mikiesboy said:

Nice chapter ... we'll see what the morning brings.

Thank you, tim :*) The morning will be coming in the next chapter :)

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