TJ's journey to love - 29. Chapter 29

“She asked for me?”

“Well she was looking for Tristan” Beau said

“She could be looking for dad. I’ll let Jack know and we can decide what to do.”

“Ok, how are you doing with everything that’s happened?”

“As best as I can. Beau I got to go but I will call you later.”

“Ok, love you big brother.”

“Love you too” I then ended the call

“Everything ok TJ?” Kevin asked

“Well Mom is awake asking for Tristan and Beau thought it was me but I won’t get my hopes up. I need to let Jack know.” I felt relieved she was awake but scared at the same time. I went out to the patio and found Jack and Jeff sitting on the lounge chairs and J was busy splashing with Tristan.

“Um hey Jack, Beau called and Mom is awake. She is also asking for Tristan so Beau thought it was me but I think she wants dad.” I said without much enthusiasm

“That’s great news that she is awake, you never know she could be looking for you.” Jack said

“I seriously doubt it.” I said and went inside and straight to the guest room bypassing Kevin’s office. I laid down and cried my eyes out, there was just so much happening.

“Oh TJ” Kevin said sitting on the bed

“This must be so hard for you to take in.” he said rubbing my back. I must have fallen asleep as when I opened my eyes I expected to find J curled up to me but it was Tristan. He looked so worried in his sleep and I just pulled him closer.

“T2?” I heard him whisper

“Yeah little man, I’m awake.” I said

“I tries to help you. You sad and I wants to help.” Tristan said

“You know just be yourself. I love you for being you.” I said

“T2 you my favorite brudder.” He said

“Aw thanks Tristan. I love you”

“I wove you T2.” He said and I hugged him and he giggled. There was a knock at the door.

“Hey Teej, dinner is ready.” J said

“What are we having?” I asked

“Pizza” As soon as he said that Tristan rocketed out of my arms and downstairs. I got up and went downstairs and was surprised to find Cody was still here but another young man was with him.

“Hey guys” I said walking into the dining room

“Hey TJ, have seat and let’s eat.” Jeff said as Kevin brought the Pizza in.

“T2, sit by me brudder.” I went and took the seat next to him and gave J an apologetic look.

“TJ, this is Christian a friend from the center.” Cody said

“Hi Christian, I’m TJ.”

“Also knows a T2” J said laughing

“No make fun of my brudder” Tristan said giving J a dirty look

“He didn’t mean anything by it little man.” I said

“Yous be nice to my brudder or else” Tristan said directed at J

“I promise I will be”

“Goody” Tristan said and starting eating his pizza

“You feeling any better?” Kevin asked

“A little I am still confused.” I said

“It be ok.” Tristan said with a smile

“TJ we can talk privately after we eat, I talked with the doctor’s and want to catch you up.” Jack said

“So Mr. JC, how do you like your singing career?” Christian asked.

“You can call JC or J no mister needed; the only mister at this table is my pops. Singing and writing music is tough. Sometimes you just need a muse in your life.” He said and smiled at me and I smiled back.

“I want you guys to talk after dinner if Jack can wait” Kevin said

“I definitely can.” Jack said. After dinner Cody, Christian, J, Kevin and I went to the home office and sat on the couches.

“What is said in this room stays in this room.” Kevin said and we agreed

“Now Cody tell them your story”

“Well here goes, I’ve been gay for as long as I can remember. I always found guys to be more attractive than girls. I didn’t hide who I was and when asked I would tell the truth. About five years ago I was on vacation with my family and faked an illness so I could stay at the hotel. Once my family left I made my way over to where all the gay bars were trying to see and find gay men. I saw a guy hanging outside of this place called Buff Boys and I got up the balls to talk to him. His name was Jack and he was dancer there. He asked me what I was doing there. I told him trying to find someone gay that I could talk too. He said he didn’t have to be at work yet and he took me this burger place and we sat and talked. He listened to me and told me I needed to make sure I was my own man and not let anyone decide who or what I should do. He gave me his number and told me if I ever needed to talk he’d be there. He also told me it wasn’t good to be in that neighborhood at my age. He ordered me an uber and sent me off to the hotel. That was the last time I saw him. At 13 I was out and proud and living my truest self and never forgot Jack’s advice. One day my parents asked me to come to the living room and there were some men there. My parents said I was not allowed to be and the men were there to take me to a place to make me better. I panicked and went to run out of the house; I was outside when I was tackled on the porch and my phone screen shattered. Using the potted plant I hit the guy in the head and ran. That was the last time I was at home. I roamed the streets and slept outside for over a year. I wanted to try to get to San Francisco and find Jack but I didn’t have the money. One day I was standing outside the Walgreens looking for something to eat when two men carrying a baby walked into the store. The one caught my eyes and I felt like a deer in headlights. He asked the other guy to go in and he came over to talk to me. That is where I met Dr. Campbell; he was the first adult to listen to me. I told him how I was homeless and I told him about Jack and how I needed to do something. He took me and his family over to McDonald’s and we had lunch, it was the first time I didn’t have to eat someone’s left overs. He drove me to the LGBTQ Center and took me inside and introduced me to the staff. They had a room for people like me that needed a place to stay. They gave me clothes and meals. Jeff talked to my parents and it didn’t go well and I became a ward of the state and stayed at the center. About two years ago a lovely couple brought their son by the center to check out a place where he could hang out and not be judged. I fell in love with the boy without knowing who he was. I was playing ping pong and he asked if he could play me next. After the game, we went and sat in the lounge and talked. I told him I was homeless and I lived at the center. He had tears in his eyes and felt so bad for me. He said he would see me soon and left with his parents. He came back every day to see me. When his parents learned why I was there, they offered to let me move into a guest room in their house and they would foster me. They took great care of me and still do. Their son has been my best friend since then too and that is Christian. A few days ago Dr. Campbell told me he might have found my Jack and I was surprised, he said he might even actually know him. When I saw him at the center he showed me a picture of you and Tristan and I was shocked, it was Jack. He told me that it was your stage name to avoid people finding your home. I wanted to meet you and see if you remembered me.” Cody said

“WOW, Cody I couldn’t remember your name and you’ve grown and look so different. I do remember taking a 10 year old to get some burgers and talk with him. I never heard from him again and figured he was ok. I am surprised that Kevin would be our connection. “

“Dr. Campbell and Jeff are one of a kind and great people. While you were sleeping I heard a whole lot of good things about you and wanted to know if we could be friends.”

“Yes defiantly yes.” I said through tears. It was shocking to know that I touched his life and made him feel better for himself as I was taking in all that happened. When I met him I was only a busser.

I got Cody and Christian’s contact information and told Christian I wanted to meet his parents. He said that would be fine and his cousin was coming down from San Francisco so maybe we could all meet up. I said if I was in town I would.

I went to find Jack to talk with him.

“TJ I heard Cody’s story earlier and I am proud that even though you yourself were in a tight spot you helped him; nothing makes me prouder than I am. I talked with the hospital and they said your mother seems to be doing really well and might not have suffered much damage. They don’t know what Tristan she is asking for as she said it’s not you or your father. I am having a BHO Analyst go through her life and see if there are any others.”

“I wonder who it could be; this is really strange.”

“I am heading back to New York tomorrow and will check in with you. I want you and JC to stay here and rest for a few days and then come to New York.”

“Could we go to San Francisco?”

“Yes but we need to have you talk with your mother at some point.”

“Thanks Jack”

“TJ, I need to take Christian and Cody home. Could you and J help Jeff with the babies until I get back?”

“Nonsense, Kevin I’ll stay and help Jeff, it brings back memories of Trace and JC.” Jack said

“I don’t mind at all, we can help too.” I said

“I am going to miss all this help when you guys leave” Jeff said. We sat and played with the Jake, Josh and Tristan. You could tell that the boys really love Tristan and he is being a great older brother. When it was time for bed I took Tristan up and got him ready for bed.

“Brudder, will you read to me?”

“Yes, I got just the story for you, It’s written by me. There once was a very brave prince named Tristan. He had two little twin brothers named Jake and Josh who he loved very much. One night an evil queen said she would hurt his brothers and sent a dragon. Prince Tristan knew he had to protect them. He went up to the dragon and said leave my brudders alone, if you don’t I’ll hurt you. The evil dragon said I’ve got work to be done, move aside Prince. No one hurts my brudders the Prince shouted as he leapt into the air drawing his sword and stabbed the dragon and poof, the dragon disappeared and Price Tristan landed on his feet and felt victorious. Later that night the evil Queen came back to do the dirty work the Dragon couldn’t. Before she could enter the castle she started to scream, you see the Prince’s love made a protective barrier and anyone who was bringing harm could not enter. The End” I looked down and noticed he was asleep. I crept out of the room and into the guest room and JC was already in bed waiting. I took my clothes off and hoped in and snuggled up. I had a peaceful sleep and woke up to being kissed by J.

“Morning Prince TJ” he said smiling

“mmm good morning, what time is it?”

“It is 9 am I hear everyone else up but I just wanted to be with you. Pop left for New York already.” I snuggled on to J’s chest.

“Can we stay like this forever?” I asked

“I won’t object” he replied. There was a knock at the door

“Yes?” I called out

“Just wanted to let you know that Cody called and he’s excited his cousin and boyfriend got in early and he wants you guys to meet. Jeff and I were thinking we should have a cookout for lunch. What do you think?” Kevin asked

“Sounds like a plan” I said

“Ok, I’ll leave you two alone if you want to keep Tristan out lock the door.” Kevin said and walked away. I hopped up and locked the door.

“You up for a little fun?” I asked but didn’t give him a chance to respond before I took him into my mouth.

“Jeez Teej, that feels awesome, move yourself up this way.” He replied and I did and took me into his mouth and I moaned. We didn’t take long as once he started to cum, so did I. I flipped back around and we engaged in a heavy make out session. After we climaxed again from kissing we decided it was time to shower and wash the sheets.

When we got downstairs Jeff was out by the pool with the kids and I didn’t see Kevin. We grabbed coffee and a donut and headed outside.

“Morning Boys, Kevin ran to the store to get stuff for the cookout. He’s planning on grilling some burgers and hot dogs.”

“That’s fine, anything we can do?” I asked

“No but it sounded like you had a fun morning.” Jeff said with a wink

“You heard us?” JC asked

“Yeah I thought we were quiet.” I said

“Not as quiet as you thought and I got Tristan outside before he heard you and came to investigate.”

“Well thank you for that.” I said looking embarrassed. We sat outside and enjoyed the sun and had idol chat with Jeff. We saw Kevin returned and it looked like Christian and his cousins and Cody had arrived. Cody saw us out back and came out the door with the others trailing behind

“JC and TJ these are Christian’s cousins” Cody said but before he finish I interrupted him

“Miles? Brooks?”