Musings of a Messed Up Mind - 28. Nightmares

7 minutes ago, Reader1810 said:

Good for you, tim!

 

I’m proud of your resolve to break the hold past events have on you. You deserve better than to be saddled with that. I know it, Mike knows it, and so does everyone else who knows and loves you. 

 

 and one for Mike for being your rock  boulder  

 

 

thanks Reader .. wasn't a good night even with the sleeping pill.. it had been such a good week.. but i am gonna try.. Michael and i will go out this afternoon for a bit .. and i have stuff to do xoxo

i'd give anything to be able to help you shoulder those memories, tim, but i'm so glad that you have Michael Sir there to be your safe place. sweetie. Always here if you need me.

Just now, Renee Stevens said:

i'd give anything to be able to help you shoulder those memories, tim, but i'm so glad that you have Michael Sir there to be your safe place. sweetie. Always here if you need me.

you just being there helps.. and i am not going down this road.. i'm just not.. 

yep. those nightmares are relentless. they grab you and throw you into a dark pit, but i'm happy, grateful even, that Mike is there to break your fall and catch you. the world is a better place because you are in it. 

I'm glad you have Mike to anchor you and provide the safety you need when the nightmares hit.  You not letting them win shows that you are stronger than you give yourself credit for.  Hugz 

I waited to comment. Thinking of what to say. Sometimes it’s not what’s said, but done. Michael Sir has the arms and words to blanket you. The security I know so well. However; I have virtual hugs and a good ear. I wish you a peaceful and contented sleep tonight, and going beyond. xoxo

4 hours ago, mogwhy said:

yep. those nightmares are relentless. they grab you and throw you into a dark pit, but i'm happy, grateful even, that Mike is there to break your fall and catch you. the world is a better place because you are in it. 

the nightmares and flashbacks had been gone for so long.... but i hope i've stuffed them back away

1 hour ago, WolfM said:

I'm glad you have Mike to anchor you and provide the safety you need when the nightmares hit.  You not letting them win shows that you are stronger than you give yourself credit for.  Hugz 

How many years of this now Wolfie? Thirteen? It's tiresome ... but i've learned a few tricks along the way... thank you.. today i managed to get back onto my feet xoxo

43 minutes ago, BlindAmbition said:

I waited to comment. Thinking of what to say. Sometimes it’s not what’s said, but done. Michael Sir has the arms and words to blanket you. The security I know so well. However; I have virtual hugs and a good ear. I wish you a peaceful and contented sleep tonight, and going beyond. xoxo

it didnt start well ... but you and your birthday and you brilliant dance party.. helped so much .. and yes.. if we were together i think we'd have had a kumbaya moment...   xoxo

4 hours ago, MichaelS36 said:

I will always be there ... always. 

yes Sir ... i know and i am grateful xo

59 minutes ago, Mikiesboy said:

How many years of this now Wolfie? Thirteen? It's tiresome ... but i've learned a few tricks along the way... thank you.. today i managed to get back onto my feet xoxo

I haven't had to deal with them as long as you, but I agree, they are tiresome in so many ways.  Hopefully someday we both stop having them.

Nightmares are bad whatever the cause. This poem speaks to me of Hope and Love and Safety. So much said in so few words. 

(Sorry for late comment, just catching up)