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    Summer Resolutions, Anyone?

    By Aditus

    This year I’m going to clear out the shed. I’ll try this long hike someone recommended. I won’t sleep in every day.  I’ll eat healthy, all these yummy vegetables and fruit that are available now. I will finish the story that has been on hold for so long. Summer break starts on Monday, and I have a very long list. What about you? Maybe try to write a prompt story?   PT Prompt #352   Dale bought an ice cream maker, but vanilla, chocolate, or strawberry are just about that
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Is it worth it? PART 2

I came home a couple of hours ago. Green and the kid were seated on the floor with big headphones listening to music. Green makes me angry some times I will admit. Before he took this kid in he called me and told me he was doing it. He didn't really ask me he just said he was doing it. I know this is his house ultimately but I feel like he and I are a team right now. I think it's great that he can help this kid and I find myself helping the kid too it's just well I would be nice just to be asked

Chaz

Chaz

Life Rox

I feel better than I have in a really long time....maybe ever   Life is really going well, i knew certain things in my life were good (like the degree of acceptance towards my sexuality), but it seems everything is going in my favor now.   Tomorrow, I am going to Max's house. Today was a little weird, because he didn't get home until like 10:45, so I didn't know whether I was going or not. Happily, it turned out in my favor.   One of my friends, who I've been talking to more lately, see

Conflagration

Conflagration

Is it worth it?

Hi guys I know Ive been a little silent for the last couple of days. I've been dealing with a lot these two days and it's left me very emotionally drained. I through some circumstances I cannot mention as it affects my personal and professional life have taken in a homeless teen of the street. He's was living in a park for two weeks until I was made aware of it by other kids.   My friends are somewhat cautious and Chaz is treating me like I don't exist right now. I am being cautious trust me b

GREEN

GREEN

I didn't see Rory, but I found Milo...

Home Sweet Home~ My own bed, my own pillows, back to sleeping naked ahhhh! Sigh of relief!   Well, the trip to Arizona in a nutshell...   We, left here around 9:30 am, an hour and a half behind schedule by the time we stopped for gas and air in the tires and breakfast and some medicine for my son who had a runny nose and we drove... About an hour into it we see this accident that had just happened. It was one lane on an interchange from one freeway to another and they had these cement ba

viv

viv

Mosquitoes suck

The mosquitoes are now out in full force, and they have invaded my apartment. I hate having to burn that awful-smelling mosquito repellant incense, but it's the only thing that seems to keep most of them at bay (somewhat). Those little plug-in kinds don't work ... at least not on Taiwanese mosquitoes, which I'm starting to think are some kind of super, genetically-altered mosquitoes. So anyway, my legs are like totally bitten up and itch like hell. Not fun.   Yesterday, I bought my one-way air

LittleBuddhaTW

LittleBuddhaTW

Max

OK, today was...interesting.   First, my parents found a thing I had written a little while back about depression and suicide--lets just say it was vivid. Apparently, my dad found it and faxed it to my mom, and they both came down early because they were worried. Long story short--they had an "intervention." Everything went well though.   More importantly, I came out to Max today   Seriously, I thought I had gotten good reactions before, but his is by far the best. So he (ironically)

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Life after Annie, hehe

Sooooo, Thursday, Friday and Saturday were our performances for Annie. Each night a sell out. I think Thursday was our best night, it all went along smoothly and perfect. Friday and Saturday were a little less perfect, but we still got standing ovations. It was great, really it was. Thursday night we went out to this restaurant and celebrated, and Friday night me and a few others did the same thing. Saturday night, we had the cast party at one of the servent girls' house. We got done with the pl

xander

xander

Seeking Nirvana

Well, I posted my first short story, "Seeking Nirvana," and so far, the feedback has been kind of mixed. I didn't expect that many people would get the "deeper" philosophical meaning I was getting at, and since it's a subject not too many people are familiar with, I can't say I'm surprised that the number of responses hasn't come close to SOOTB.   At any rate, two of the important things I was trying to get across were: 1) at all the points where Nicky thought he wasn't "getting it," he actual

LittleBuddhaTW

LittleBuddhaTW

Death comes in small packages

I love cats. Anyone who knows me will actually laugh at that statement because it is an understatement of incredible magnitude. All I can think is that I must have been a cat in a former life and haven

Luc

Luc

No apologies

This I'll never be sorry for     Having my own opinion Being different from other people Telling someone that they're wrong Demanding facts when somoene tries to change my opinion or prove me wrong Winning political debates in the chat room (and I did rather easily)   Well, for everyone who forgot why Myr closed The Soapbox, if you were just in chat with me, you now know why I'm never going to let someone tell me that my opinions are wrong without an argument, and then have them make

NickolasJames8

NickolasJames8

I Believe...

I'm scared.   It was bound to happen soon and now it did. Basically I just realized (well just felt) that in slightly over a month I'll be moving to a new city. Hundreds of miles from anyone I know. I won't have (or at least don't yet have) a job. I'll be all but broke having payed for the move and the first month's bills and deposits. And I won't even have an officially structured way to meet new people (like school, or work....well until I find a job).   A little under two years ago

AFriendlyFace

AFriendlyFace

Birthdays and such

Hi y'all-thanks for wishing me a happy birthday   Jon slept over from sat to just nowish when my dad and I brought him home.   Materialistically-I got an iPod, a new fan, a pen (its a thing between my parents and me-milestone=pen), and iPod accessories   Mentally-My dad has realized he's been kinda distant and is attempting to fix that (I came out to him--apparently he "thought" he was gay when he was my age--so i had a helluva time explaining that one   Overall, considering that I've b

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I'm putting it all out

Warning...rant ahead   Ok, so I'm at it again. Yesterday someone told me that 20-30 people said I was mean, so I put up a poll (it's still open, btw) and the results are in..........including me, 3 people think I'm mean. One person didn't know who I was and 19 people said I wasn't mean....out of those 19, eight said I was sweeter than July Jelly. So, I'm now asking the "messenger" to please round up these 20-30 people, and have them come vote and also leave comments if they would. I'd like t

NickolasJames8

NickolasJames8

IMPORTANT petition here folks! and my travel info

Well, I'm officially outta here in 9 hours until late Tuesday night or perhaps early Wednesday morning the way Rich drives. We're off to Arizona for the funeral and to retrieve our long lost 10 year old! My son FINALLY asked yesterday if we were going to go pick her up soon and he was sad today that she didn't call him last night like she has been to say goodnight... I know, I'll pause for the mushy awwwwwwwwwww!   My entry is in to Kitty for the spring anthology and it's Matty approved, Er

viv

viv

GREEN WHERE ARE YOU?

My boyfriend it seems has fallen of the face of the earth. He left late last night and hasn't returned. SO if anybody has seen him tell him to get butt home or it's over between us. I hope this isn't one of his disappearing fits. Green if you are reading this wth!   Oh alright on another note I wanted to update you guys on our lives. My mother is a psycho apparently the white horse thing is her idea. I want to puke (Green did) all over this idea. We need some more questions we were hoping on

Chaz

Chaz

Depression and Suicide

Hey y'all, thanks for all the comments, but I've got to explain things a little better....   First off, Max is not gay...I am literally 99% positive   Second, I am not the type of person who just goes up to someone and hugs them, in fact, I have very little contact with other people in general, so just going up to him to hug him would have been a very bad idea.   Currently, I am content with (hopefully) becoming really good friends with Max.   Now the bad part, for the last (give or take

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Am I mean?

Ok, so appearently, I'm mean. This is according to a source who says that 20-30 people have told him that I'm mean. So, I want to know.....is it true?? Be honest, too because if I am, I don't want to be mean. Normally, I don't care what people think of me, and really, if it was just a few people, I wouldnt worry.....but 20-30 is a lot. So, if you're one of those people, and you think I'm mean, please tell me why.

NickolasJames8

NickolasJames8

YOU CANT DO THAT TO US>>>> NO!

So my mother and Chaz's mother finally met. FIASCO was all I could think to describe this. My mother and Chaz's mother are opposites in every sense of the word. My mom is very shy and reserved while Chaz's mother can out yell a crowd of opera singers in full soprano. I was definitely nervous as we waited for them to arrive. I can also tell that my mother was nervous. I mean the woman made the Liar disappear.   So we see them pull up and my stomach is upside down. They meet and they greet and m

GREEN

GREEN

Ups and Downs of Life

I am officially comparing life to a yo-yo. (not that I didn't already know this analogy is a good one)   I talked to Max again tonight and have now lost all hope that he's gay (he was talking to me about his crush, who is a girl at our school--this was a little bit awkward, but I think I did okay). I will now be content if we just become really good friends, which I hope we do.   Oh, I almost forgot---check out these two links:   (1) the word of the day yesterday: http://dictionary.refere

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Dreams suck....

Today was not fun......   Max didn't mention anything about the conversation yesterday, thus giving me no hug . He also didn't "make plans" to come over like he said he would, nor did I get to talk to him at lunch, because he played chess (which I watched).   I also almost (might have) gotten my first two demerits today (I am one of those people to whom that kind of thing really matters) for talking in class....one of which was to Max.   My depression came back full swing and I did almos

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Conflagration

Can the impossible happen?

Hey guys!!   So a bunch has happened since my last blog entry--and most of it has to do with my crush   Yesterday (he kids around a lot) he was telling me on AIM (and I quote) [09:11:31 PM] Max: u r funnie man [09:11:38 PM] AP Conflagrant: um ok? [09:11:54 PM] Max: hehe [09:12:03 PM] AP Conflagrant: hehe to u too? [09:12:21 PM] Max: =D [09:12:26 PM] Max: i lub yuu [09:13:52 PM] AP Conflagrant: um...ok [09:14:05 PM] Max: COOL [09:14:14 PM] AP Conflagrant: cool? [09:14:19 PM] Max: a

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