Thorny Poetry - 44. Cycle

I think it captures that feeling pretty well --- one I know firsthand.

My heart goes out to you. I know how bleak it can seem when thoughts circle around on themselves, amplifying the sense of emptiness. You write this far too well. 

Be kind to yourself.  I see it all too often, this cycle of pain, self-loathing, and disbelief in self.  You are so much more than you feel in those moments. People do see you, Thorn.  See yourself in their words, in their hugs and smiles.  You have much to offer and to still do in this world. Grab what is yours. 

i wish i didn't understand ... i seem to be getting worse, which is scary. Michael is right ... hang in there... sending many hugs to you xo

12 hours ago, Fae Briona said:

I think it captures that feeling pretty well --- one I know firsthand.

Thank you. I'm sorry you know that feeling too. ❤️ 

9 hours ago, Parker Owens said:

My heart goes out to you. I know how bleak it can seem when thoughts circle around on themselves, amplifying the sense of emptiness. You write this far too well. 

Thank you, Parker. I appreciate your comments, they always mean a lot to me.

8 hours ago, MichaelS36 said:

Be kind to yourself.  I see it all too often, this cycle of pain, self-loathing, and disbelief in self.  You are so much more than you feel in those moments. People do see you, Thorn.  See yourself in their words, in their hugs and smiles.  You have much to offer and to still do in this world. Grab what is yours. 

Thanks, Mike. Your words mean a lot. I'm okay right now but I've been slipping lately. The support of the people around me is very helpful.

8 hours ago, Mikiesboy said:

i wish i didn't understand ... i seem to be getting worse, which is scary. Michael is right ... hang in there... sending many hugs to you xo

I wish you didn't understand, too. I hope things take a turn for the better again for you. Hugs right back at you, my friend!