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    Talk Talk

    By Aditus

    Conversations. Sometimes it’s too much, sometimes too little, formal, informal, clumsy, artificial, with another word: difficult. Let’s practice, Shall we? #253 Someone is on the bus. The guy beside them fidgets the whole time with an irritating tinkling bangle while telling them, it seems, their entire life story, including very personal things. It’s time to pop in the earbuds. When it’s time to get off the bus, the talker has disappeared and the strange bangle is now on th
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Depression and Suicide

Hey y'all, thanks for all the comments, but I've got to explain things a little better....   First off, Max is not gay...I am literally 99% positive   Second, I am not the type of person who just goes up to someone and hugs them, in fact, I have very little contact with other people in general, so just going up to him to hug him would have been a very bad idea.   Currently, I am content with (hopefully) becoming really good friends with Max.   Now the bad part, for the last (give or take
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Am I mean?

Ok, so appearently, I'm mean. This is according to a source who says that 20-30 people have told him that I'm mean. So, I want to know.....is it true?? Be honest, too because if I am, I don't want to be mean. Normally, I don't care what people think of me, and really, if it was just a few people, I wouldnt worry.....but 20-30 is a lot. So, if you're one of those people, and you think I'm mean, please tell me why.
NickolasJames8

NickolasJames8

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YOU CANT DO THAT TO US>>>> NO!

So my mother and Chaz's mother finally met. FIASCO was all I could think to describe this. My mother and Chaz's mother are opposites in every sense of the word. My mom is very shy and reserved while Chaz's mother can out yell a crowd of opera singers in full soprano. I was definitely nervous as we waited for them to arrive. I can also tell that my mother was nervous. I mean the woman made the Liar disappear.   So we see them pull up and my stomach is upside down. They meet and they greet and m
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Ups and Downs of Life

I am officially comparing life to a yo-yo. (not that I didn't already know this analogy is a good one)   I talked to Max again tonight and have now lost all hope that he's gay (he was talking to me about his crush, who is a girl at our school--this was a little bit awkward, but I think I did okay). I will now be content if we just become really good friends, which I hope we do.   Oh, I almost forgot---check out these two links:   (1) the word of the day yesterday: http://dictionary.refere
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Dreams suck....

Today was not fun......   Max didn't mention anything about the conversation yesterday, thus giving me no hug . He also didn't "make plans" to come over like he said he would, nor did I get to talk to him at lunch, because he played chess (which I watched).   I also almost (might have) gotten my first two demerits today (I am one of those people to whom that kind of thing really matters) for talking in class....one of which was to Max.   My depression came back full swing and I did almos
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Can the impossible happen?

Hey guys!!   So a bunch has happened since my last blog entry--and most of it has to do with my crush   Yesterday (he kids around a lot) he was telling me on AIM (and I quote) [09:11:31 PM] Max: u r funnie man [09:11:38 PM] AP Conflagrant: um ok? [09:11:54 PM] Max: hehe [09:12:03 PM] AP Conflagrant: hehe to u too? [09:12:21 PM] Max: =D [09:12:26 PM] Max: i lub yuu [09:13:52 PM] AP Conflagrant: um...ok [09:14:05 PM] Max: COOL [09:14:14 PM] AP Conflagrant: cool? [09:14:19 PM] Max: a
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I Chatted to Him While He Swore at Me

I had a great day today   I didn't have work and skipped school (I just had tests in like all my classes, except one more tomorrow, but that wasn't one of the ones I skipped anyway ). So I slept really late. I finally got up when a friend of mine called me, just to chat (fun way to wake up ). Then I had a nice shower, and danced about naked for awhile, while I was waiting to dry off. (I really dance much more often naked than clothed ). Then I decided to go out to eat because I'd b
AFriendlyFace

AFriendlyFace

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First step completed

Today, I took Simba (my youngest cat) to get the first of his preventative vaccines. He can be really sweet when he wants to, and also really evil. This afternoon, he decided to be evil, and clawed a chunk of skin out of my hand when I went to pick him up to go to the vet -- he must have sensed that he was going to get a shot. Anyway, that was the first step to going back to the States. I have so many silly hoops to jump through to take my cats back to the States that it's not even funny.   Fi
LittleBuddhaTW

LittleBuddhaTW

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triumph! and a bunch of other stuff...

So much to say and I have no idea where to begin...   I guess I'll go back to Monday and start there. So I woke up feeling like some dumbass guy had his fists inside my stomach and was opening and then clenching shut his hands and that I might just vomit at any moment... so apparently I was fortunate enough to get whatever my son had... thanks go out to the little guy who lays on my pillow and drinks out of my cup.... Rich told me to call in sick, which I never do, like in the last 9 years I'
viv

viv

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GOLD LION IS GOING TO GET ME KILLED...

First read the lyrics:   Gold Lion by The Yeah Yeah Yeah's (Or listen to the song.)   Gold lions gonna tell me where the light is Gold lions gonna tell me where the light is Take our hands out of control Take our hands out of control Tell me what you saw Tell me what you saw   There was a crowd of seas Inside Outside I must of done a dozen each You was the height I grew Wait the show is crushing you I've been around a few Tell me what you saw I'll tell you what too   Gold l
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Take me home, country roads

I am so exhausted right now. The bf and I rented a car and went to WV to see our families for a few days, and we got home at like 3:30 this morning. I couldn't fall asleep until after 5:30, and then I got up at 9 to return the car. And of course now I'm both exhausted and wide awake. The trip was fairly uneventful, except that I had to do nearly all the driving (I was supposed to do all of it, cause my name was the only one on the rental-long story) and I HATE driving. I get freaked out pretty
lagomorph

lagomorph

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Thinking out loud

I sometimes like to say nothing. Meaning I like to speak, but not actually say anything. I accuse my son of liking to hear his own voice, but he gets that from me. Though I do it with the keyboard; he uses his mouth. My way is better since at least no one HAS to read what I don
Luc

Luc

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I cant do this anymore, it's killing me!

I cant do this anymore, it's killing me! I see it on Green's face he misses this blog. It's like his own personal diary and I know he misses it. I know we decided to not post here anymore but I don't think that is fair for either of us. Plus I want to tell you guys how we got engaged.   Alright So I Miss It Too, sue me.   So we're coming back and we would really like to do this Q and A session so please PM some or add them here. (Remember no questions pertaining to our bedroom or where we
Chaz

Chaz

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I heard it again

Where I work we have a radio that plays through the speakers in the cieling, and they always play old rock music. Well, lately, I've been hearing the same song a few days in a row, and I'm really starting to like it. I think it's called Find 100 Ways, but I'm not sure who sings it. Even though it's a breeder song, I still think it's soooooo sweet The other song I always here at work is one that I think is called Just a Song before I go.....it's really good. I know it's all old and stuff, but I
NickolasJames8

NickolasJames8

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day of silence

Another short entry because I have hebrew school in like 5 minutes .   First off, I didn't go to school today, because I've been getting progressively more tired and more tired and today (after going to sleep at 7 PM the night before), I was still exhausted and DEFINITELY not in the condition to take a test and two quizzes. It was a nice day off-sleep sleep sleep   About 10 minutes ago, one of my friends in GSA imed me today and asked if I was going to participate in the day of silence (t
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Stories and stuff

Ok, so stuff worked out , nobody is angry at me anymore.   This is going to be a short entry because I have to study like crazy for a chem test and a french test , but I wanted to do a quick update on my story.   I am now officially an author on GA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   The story I am writing, Incomplete Existence, can now be found on my website:   http://adam.obproject.com   Or on eFiction...   http://www.gayauthors.org/eficiton/index.php     That's all for now,
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Just wanted you to know...I got your back

warning....not really a rant, but possibly an offensive post ahead     I go into chat a lot. I havent been here since last Monday, but I got back on Sat night and went into chat on Sunday afternoon and chatted with someone i really like a lot as a friend. I guess something happened the day before in chat that hurt someones feelings and the person I think of as a friend was involved..... Well, I'm not going to comment on what happened between them, but I know that as a result of whatever happ
NickolasJames8

NickolasJames8

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I Had An Epiphany During Church

So I think I finally know what I wanna be when I grow up!   A counselor/therapist.   I was sitting in Church a little while ago (went to the 8pm mass) and my mind wandered a bit . And I suddenly realized I really should be a counselor of some kind. I mean it's basically what I was thinking all along, but I let myself get turned off by the research that would be necessary to get a PH.D in psychology (boo scientific research ). Then of course I started thinking I might worry too much
AFriendlyFace

AFriendlyFace

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Incomplete Existence

Hi all. Okay so my previous blog entries haven't gotten much response, but I guess that is because of the lack of things I had to say, but today I have stuff.   First, every week my AP European History teacher, who is probably the worst teacher I have ever had starts a new chapter by making all of us fill out these insane study guides and take notes on a 30-40 page chapter. The study guide does no good, because the questions don't make sense and the notes are just a pain. A while ago, we re
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The decision has been made

I've finally made my decision, with a little help from my parents (I still look for their approval ... can't help it! lol) So ... anyway ... I'm moving back to the States, probably in early July. I've decided not to take the Ph.D. entrance exam. I've been here for five years now, and the past year and a half has made me realize that I would be better off back home. I want to get a real job, settle down, and begin the rest of my life.   The whole moving thing is gonna be a major pain in the but
LittleBuddhaTW

LittleBuddhaTW

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Sadly all great things must come to an end...

Hi guys. Hello guys! Are you there?   Alright so Chaz and I got to talking and we decided that we will not be posting in our blog anymore. It's time for us to concentrate on our own lives and lead our own private existence. We've been very open with this blog so far and we want to try to move on now. It's time you know?   Just so you Guys know Chaz and I are engaged. Yes who would have thought right? Well it happened last night. He bought me a ring and I bought him a ring. You should have
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