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    Secret Author - Rewind!

    By Valkyrie

    The posting of this year's Secret Author Contest will be delayed indefinitely due to Cia going through a tragic family emergency.  Please respect her privacy and do not reach out to her and ask questions at this time, especially about when the SA stories will be published.  We apologize for the delay, as we know this is a highly-anticipated event each year, but family matters take precedence, especially during a time like this.  Thank you for your attention and understanding.  Stay tuned for mor
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;; " .Together, we are Beautiful. <3 " ;;

{9/30/2019} - Hey everyone, this week has been just super busy due to school >.< Anyways, this one is to all my GA friends/fans (if I have any :') ) that I fricken adore + love so fricken much!! <3333 *hugs*   - Yes it's true, whether you believe me or not, it won't change the way I feel.   He walked right into my life, when I least expected it, and now he is taking over. And you know what? It's beautiful, and it feels right... Beauty personified.   I couldn't see it bef
MidnightSecret

MidnightSecret

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Who do you pray to...

Who do you pray to when you need just one miracle? I'm afraid god will no longer do. We have a contentious relationship he and I. Plus I wasted my one good miracle prayer on him years ago. I remember, I prayed for a lego set, a stupid child who prayed for a lego set, said he'd never ask for anything again.   I've asked for things since, better things. Great people, and they have all been unanswered.   I'm getting desperate here. I can't keep watching the good ones leave.
shadowgod

shadowgod

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Dating

Almost three months since my last entry already! Quite a bit has happened.   I was on GA a lot over the summer, since I spent three weeks in a cast and was stuck at my parents't house with no means to drive back home. I ended up coming out to my parents at that time. It was hard on them, but not dramatic, and was probably made easier by the fact that I came out as bisexual. They keep hoping I'll end up marrying again even though I made it clear that I wasn't going to date women right now.  
Bleu

Bleu

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I'm not dead.

so.......... it's, um, been a while.   six months, in fact.   six months since my last (proper) blog update and...   um...   I've got nothing.   well, that's not entirely true. I've been places, met people, done things, made progress. but still, as I sit and write this...   nothing.   it's like life has settled down and become pleasantly non-descript.   vanilla, even.   it's not chocolate, strawberry, topping or sprinkles; but it's kinda sweet and fulfilling nonetheless.   as
PlugInMatty

PlugInMatty

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Stardust - a preview

Stardust     I. Genesis   The comet 1733/Latimer was born in an ancient supernova remnant among the rack and ruin of a star and its shattered planets. For eons the magnetic and gravitational force of the pulsar left behind acted on the gas and dust like a blender keeping it hot and ionized and blowing it farther out into the emptiness between stars.   Over millions of years the gas and dust of the titanic explosion began to cool, the nebulae cloud began to contract and the comet began to
JamesSavik

JamesSavik

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Bye, for now

Um, well, what can I say?   There are a lot of things going on right now that require my utmost attention.   Unfortunately, there are a lot of things going on right now that, well, you see, I need to unload some of the extra baggage I
CarlHoliday

CarlHoliday

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Sinking fast

I hate this depression shit.   I'm sinking fast and there's absolutely nothing I can do about it.   I take my medicine and it works, too, almost all the of the time.   I don't want to have to go back on the mood stabilizer because I can't drive a truck and be sleepy all the time.   So, I have to accept the cyclical nature of my condition.   Overly happy to down so far sad seems like a good mood.   I wrote a whole bunch of stuff after this, but I deleted it. It made me feel worse.  
CarlHoliday

CarlHoliday

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Haters?

To those of you who find my or Krista's blog offensive and demeaning, boo f**king hooo tough f**king shit. instead of going around and giving each and every single one of our entry's the lowest possible rank... How about instead you put on your grown up pants and just stay the f**k away from our blogs? Because you see these are OUR private blogs, where though GA we are allowed to express ourselves pretty much freely. So go cry a f**ken river and bitch and moan all you want. In other words, if yo
Meeko

Meeko

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" Queer. "

- Don't spit that word at me, I've done nothing wrong to you. You look at me, and you think you see who I really am, but you'll never know me. -   He hiss those hateful words at me, my love didn't ignore it, so he asked and glared: "What did you say?" and before replying, they walked away. It makes me howl with pain that there are people who would ever want to hurt us like that. Don't they realize that people suffer everyday from hearing those words? They suffer, because it robs
MidnightSecret

MidnightSecret

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In Rio Rico, again!

I'm sitting in the Pilot at exit 12 on I-19. It's interesting to note that the exit numbers on I-19 are in kilometers, not miles. It doesn't matter all that much to me since I'm only concerned with exits 4, 8, and 12.   I'm here because I delivered my load yesterday off of exit 4, in Nogales. It was seven barrels of paint going to the Ford plant in Hermosillo. Those seven barrels weighed a little over 38,000 lbs. They weren't your ordinary barrel.   If I was going to our yard in Nogales, I w
CarlHoliday

CarlHoliday

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Death

My mother died today. I wasn't there. When I got to the hospital she was already dead and I went to her room with my sister and neice to sit with the thing that used to be my mother. i say 'thing' not out of any disrespect but to acknowledge the fact that my mother no longer inhabits it.   We sat around for a while feeling as if we should be saying or doing something but there was nothing to say or do.   I came home and lit candles, said a prayer to the goddess and contemplated what it was
Nephylim

Nephylim

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Grad School Faux-Paus

I had a bit of a faux-paus today where I cracked some joke that I wouldn't let up on, and the professor took me aside and told me that I might not be picking up on the social cues that I was ticking off some of the kids in the class.   I felt pretty embarrassed, although it reiterated to me what a great professor I have. It just reminded me that social cues and graces just are never going to be second-nature to me, and that I really have to remember when I should let my guard down and just fre
methodwriter85

methodwriter85

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A Resolution

From now on, I will abstain from topics regarding Pope Benedict XVI.
Tiger

Tiger

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Random

Okay, so in 4 hours I'll be getting up for my first day of internship. And I'm not asleep yet. But this is nothing. I guess I just need to rant out a few stuff to go sleep. And need to write a blog anyway.   The other day I came out to a friend - my former professor, who I had a big big crush on and am pretty sure straight. It was because I hadn't replied to his email in weeks and I was feeling a little guilty and I didn't have much to say in the email so I decided to tell him. I had always su
Kev de Cauchery

Kev de Cauchery

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Hi. I'm James and I kill shitloads of people.

There's a 12 step group I'd like to see.   Mass murderers Anonymous. MMA. Free coffee and group therapy.   NO. I'm not one of those pathetic souls on a mission from God to wipe out hookers.   One at a time is for rank amateurs and under-achievers. I'm talking fifty, one hundred, a thousand or a million at a time.   Why do I feel like a murderer?   When I first got out of college I went to work for a defense contractor. Won't say who but if you did the math you could probably figure it
JamesSavik

JamesSavik

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Jesus is alive!

And he has a Facebook page.   http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000965683487&ref=search   Jesus Effing Christ has one too.   http://goo.gl/N58f
Tiger

Tiger

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10 Things you probably didn't know about me....

Im bored... so:   I have a passion for History. Specifically British Military History. I have a few hundred books on the subject in case anyone is interested ... Linked to the above, I have a fascination with the English Raj in India I have a collection of books that is too big for my home; they are currently in storage. I have read all of them. Before I had an "enlightening experience", It was my intention to become a Roman Catholic Priest I can trace my lineage on one side of the
Westie

Westie

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- ;; " Are you willing to take a Risk? " ;;

September 16, 2010   It was now or never... In the heat of the moment, I stepped up to him, and kissed him with every strength I had. In the close confines of his arms, it felt like I had stepped right up into the stars themselves... Like I had become one with the sky, and that together "we were as clean and pure and wide as the universe itself."   It was as if my mind was completely devoured by the dream world. It left me breathless, and for once in my life, everything felt so right. We
MidnightSecret

MidnightSecret

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The Penis That Kills

THE PENIS THAT KILLS   By Krista & Meeko What a way to die, to moan, sigh and cry, they are happy tears, I've wanted a cock this big for years, I like it hard, I like it rough, it makes me tough. Fill me up, with your hot stuff. My oh my what a way to die, no pain, that's lame, cum is my name, deep throating, my game. I've been looking for a big dick, finally found it too, But I never thought it
Meeko

Meeko

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- ;; "Give me your Words of Wisdom." ;; -

{September 14, 2010}   Dear Lovers and Friends,   How are you today?   Oh so your feeling good today? Good. Now I need some words of wisdom from you.   What does it mean to take a "chance?" How do we define such a thing and must it only occur once a life time? I, for one, have learned about the many places I've wanted to, dreamed of, and spoke of going to. But in reality, I hadn't actually set foot outside my door. Why was that? To be frank, I still had no idea what stopped me
MidnightSecret

MidnightSecret

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More Bitchy Family Members

So Sister #3 told Sister #1 that I got money from our mother. I got an extremely nasty voicemail from my sister about how I need to stop accepting money from Mom, because I'm too old to do so and I need to support myself.   You would think she would have a point, except 1.) the only reason I need money from Mom at all is because my mom used my credit cards for things like keeping on the utilities- nearly everything on my card comes from that, it's why I have to pay 300 dollars a month, and th
methodwriter85

methodwriter85

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Maybe I'm useless

I hate my life. Nothing ever seems to go right for me. Finding employment seems to be impossible, and I have bills to pay an no money. I feel like I should just give up. Nothing will ever get better no matter what I do.
Tiger

Tiger

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