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Losing Ctrl

Sunday afternoon as I was getting Tiff squard away in her new Hosted Status, and generally annoying anyone I could get ahold of on MSN the left hand ctrl button on my laptop popped off. I was annoyed to say the least. Missing buttons look ugly and ghetto. To say the least... Really I was more concerned with the asthetic more than I was any function. Then I got to realizing how much I use that damn key for cut and paste... Anyhow I did some quick research... this is how you replace said b

October 28, 2008

The results are in...

Well, I went to the health department. Last week I got tested for HIV. I had to wait a week, but the news is good. I am HIV negative. Now, I deleted my entry from yesterday, but I shall repost that video as well as another. This is a hilarious parody about Sarah Palin based on "Bubbly" by Colbie Caillat. It is freaking hilarious. The second one is based on Hey Delilah. It's funny as hell too.

Melancholy ... the broken staff of life

October 27, 2008

Chicago, IL

When I accepted the load, I figured it being late I wouldn't have any problems running into the yard in Chicago, swapping trailers, and hightailing it back out before morning traffic destroyed all of my good feelings about the fact that the load was going to Connecticut, which just happens to be on the wrong side of the Hudson River. So, when I got here (yes, as a matter of fact, I am still in Chicago) the trailer I assumed was to be there because the load stated the pickup date was 10/26/08

CarlHoliday

October 27, 2008

Unnatural Fears

I'm afraid I'm going to say something stupid. I'm afraid I'm making a mountain out of a mole-hill I'm afraid I'll wake up tomorrow and everything will be how it was two weeks ago. I'm afraid I'll listen to my brain when it tells my heart to shut up, again.

Melancholy ... the broken staff of life

October 26, 2008

Chronicles of My Life

If you hadn't already noticed...

I've kinda not been around a great deal lately. I'm fine and there's nothing to worry about. Basically, as I indicated in my forum post a couple of weeks ago, I've just had other things on my plate. LOL, those of you that have been around a couple of years or longer are probably already well aware that periodically I tend to disappear for a couple of months (or perhaps a bit longer)...well it looks like now is that time again. It's amazing how much more I'm able to get done when I don

AFriendlyFace

October 25, 2008

Jamestown, ND

It's been awhile since I've done this and even now it seems like an undesirable chore. Home time was spent working at my mother's house getting it ready to sell; it goes on the market at the end of the month. My son and I will split the proceeds which won't be a whole lot, but might be enough for him to buy a house and for us to pay off 95% of our debt and fix up our house. I also went to my shrink who was all smiles. He smiles all the time. He smiles so much you wonder if he's wearing a

CarlHoliday

October 25, 2008

Blog Archive

Boyfriend to Rehome

Boyfriend is tall and pretty. He may require training to pick up after himself. He is very loyal, but may experience separation anxiety if you go anywhere without him. He can get very loud about it when you come home, so he

DomLuka in Dom Luka

October 25, 2008

Viv's Blog

I'm the Misses... Mrs... whatever.

My life has been pretty weird these past few weeks... almost nothing is as it should be, it seems. Davey is away for work again and it was like and eternity till I got to talk to him (a week and a half maybe) but when I did, it was perfect! There's just something about talking to him that makes me feel better, like everything will be okay, and he understands everything i'm feeling without me even having to say it... it's like he knows me or something Anyway, he should be home in less than

viv

October 24, 2008

Vic's Blog

I'm Butch!

I bought a pickup truck today...fullsize . I'm feeling extremely butch right now. I'm going to call some of my biatches and see if they want to cruise with me and go to dinner. Thank goodness none of them read my blog otherwise they wouldn't like being called biatches. Feminist PhD Professors, heh. I got a plain vanilla Sierra 1500 Regular Cab. I almost got this extended cab thing with all kinds of bells and whistles, but I thought better and saved some cash.

NaperVic

October 23, 2008

What once was is now lost.

You Know Who You Are!

And... Thank You

Meeko

October 22, 2008

The little red monster

What is the little red monster? That's a good question. While I seem to be at a point where I am not depressed as much, there seems to be something else emerging. Occasionally, the little red monster comes out to play. Anything can set it off like a hungry lion being unleashed. I guess one could say that I need to get it under control, because I'm just irritable, and that is not a good thing at all. What causes it? Well, sometimes people, like me, spend years being self-sacrificing. It takes an

October 22, 2008

journals of the poems

nice johm verse

yet love is smile on your face yet love is hope in your face yet love is times on your faces yet love is smile on your face a gift from your friend johm

peaceofthesouls

October 22, 2008

Trebs' Blog

Surreal

Hospital stay so far has been a mixed bag. Monday was pretty much a wasted day. I got here at 10AM, and other than small things like changing the dressing on my PICC line and drawing blood for testing, nothing happened until I started on Rituxan at 6PM. As with the last two time, a little over an hour in, I started getting chills/rigor. At least this time, it was much milder - still scary at the time, still chattered teeth a bit but was handled a lot faster and I had more control over my bod

Trebs

October 22, 2008

Eric's Blog

Crash and Burn followed by Yummy Food :)

Sunday pretty much sucked big time when I accidentally deleted a partition on my laptop containing all of my music and videos (ARGH!!!!) and spent most of the day re-downloading the music that I lost (and I'll work on videos at a different time). But as abysmal as that was on Sunday, yesterday was incredible. I hung out with Matt after I got out of class and we watched TV and talked about everything at his place. Once dinner time came around, we went to the Cheesecake Factory and the food wa

Phantom

October 21, 2008

5 questions...

I've been exposed to poetry lately. Not that I am uncultured, or anything. I just don't regularly partake of the stuff. Anyhow a few have caught my eye, and you guys should look into them if you get the chance. To an Athlete Dying Young - A.E. Housman (I'm probably going to buy a book of his poetry, I enjoyed this poem so much) Piazza Piece - John Crowe Ransom Not Waving but Drowning - Stevie Smith The last poem was discussed recently. Hearing it read, seeing it through the

October 21, 2008

I have to wait a week...

Now, I know that the main test is more accurate, but I have to wait a week before I know my HIV status. I'm still nervous about it. I just wanted to know today, because I wanted peace of mine. I just have to be patient, which is difficult for me. This is my life I'm talking about. The contents of a vile hold the key, and it takes a week to know my fate. I shouldn't bitch about it, but I can't help myself.

October 20, 2008

Blog Archive

Bicycle Lights

Tonight was my last night at work. It was the last night i would ever have to make that three mile ride through near pitch-black dark. I was going to ride on the far side of SR 70 since the side i normally ride on is having some work done on it in some places. However, yesterday I learned that despite my mom's request to have the 22nd off was not just granted, it was also forgotten and she got scheduled anyway. What this means to me is I have to be up at 8:30 am on wednesday to get the uhaul

Demetz in Demetz

October 20, 2008

There all along

So a week ago last Friday I was looking high and low for my packet of scan-tron sheets. For those of you not in the know a scan-tron sheet is an answer sheet for tests and such. Anyhow I had a test in my beloved history class that Friday and the bookstore being conscious of the needs of its students decided to close at 1:00 pm. I didn't get off work until 3:00pm. Anyhow I spent two hours looking high and low for these answer sheets so I could take the test. I looked for them everywhere, but cou

October 20, 2008

Trebs' Blog

One more dawn, one more day... One Day More!

Tomorrow morn, I'll hear from the hospital on when they want me to come in. So - heh - one last day of freedom before four days of confinement I've been getting ready - since this chemo treatment will be more intense, hair loss is pretty much guaranteed. Everyone's been telling me to get my hair cut short in advance so when clumps go missing, it doesn't look as bad - so I did. Here is the new shorter haircut. They've also been telling me I should get a hat. Now, I've NEVER been

Trebs

October 19, 2008

King of gaffs?

Yes, I wonder if I'm the king of gaffs. I seem to have a bad habit of putting my foot in my mouth. Perhaps, I should be given a muzzle and a pair of mittens to prevent me from speaking or talking. That is all.

October 17, 2008

Secrets of the past revealed

All of us have skeletons in our closets, moments in time we wish we could change. Take for example, what my adoptive father did. His selfishness and sickness literally destroyed our family. In 1997, his niece came to live with us. Her mother, who happens to be a major slut, decided to leave her with us so she could seek the almighty cock. Over the next 3 years or so, the young girl lived with us. During that time, she was exposed to a true monster. Like so many young people, she was my molested.