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    Weekly Wrap Up (Aug. 9 - Aug. 15)

    By wildone

    Greetings my little chickadees.   Let's get everyone to shout out a chickadee call. Chick a dee dee dee   No, sadly I'm not drunk. Just a name I occasionally call people. Why, i don't know  How about yourself, what is a name you call a group of friends that you know? Mates, pals, gals, ladies, men, boys. girls. Please don't light up the Moderation Teams PM and Alert system by using that British term for a finch, as it is not allowed on GA. Why you ask. There are certain words that Goog
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What once was is now lost.

I'm A Brat, But how can you stay mad at this face?

Currently obsessed with the song:   Remembering Sunday, By All Time Low, FT Juliet Simms           So firstly let me say sorry to all my readers out there, I've been busy with work, and getting sick twice within the past month, one that I'm still dealing with, and lets face it it's just not fun.   I should post more, but it's late and I'm hurting, so I'll leave you with this story from last night.   ***   WARNING THE FOLLOWING IS A TRUE STORY, BASED ON A SPOILED, EMOTIONALLY CHALE
Meeko

Meeko

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Nymphetamine Abuse

Wow Moments

So last night was a big eye-opener for me. I really do love Kevin, he's amazing as hell. Makes me crazy happy, and he's so damn sweet to me. Even when he kind of annoys me, it's so easy to just put up with it because all I have to do is think about how happy he makes me at other times, and the little annoying things just don't bug me so much. I'll be living with my best friend over the summer. I'll miss living with Kevin, 'cause that's what I've been doing for all practical purposes, but I'
Razor

Razor

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Strife and Harmony

Sigh

Conflicted... yes that would be the word. For so many years, I lived in the KC area (with a short interlude in SEMO). Now I'm in Texas. I like it here, but sometimes I miss home. It's like there's a small void there. I don't regret leaving. I feel a lot happier here most of the time. But I see myself wondering what the future will bring. Will I end up staying in Texas? I don't really know. It's like there's still something missing in my life, a void that has been eating at me for a long time. I
Tiger

Tiger

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Eric's Blog

Caveat Lector

It's time we had a cor ad cor loquitur (heart speaks to heart)   It's simple really, something that was eating me all day. I have no clue with what I really want to do in the short run. Yes I have dreams, but I have no clue how to get to them. I want to work with kids, speciafically the gay kids and such. But to do that, I have to goto school, and I can't afford that, even with loans, and it's sorta depressing really. It's like having a carrot dangled in front of you, only to have it yanked aw
Phantom

Phantom

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Melancholy ... the broken staff of life

What the hell?

When I went to the shrink last Wednesday I told him about being super irritable to the point where people were noticing. Hell, I was noticed the change first. Not only was I irritable, I was downright dangerous. The possibility of road rage incidents was coming back with a vengence. Anger management was out the window.   We discussed the situation and he said the irritability was probably due to the Zoloft working too well and throwing me over to the manic side of my mood stabilizer which has
CarlHoliday

CarlHoliday

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Skywriting

Ooooh

I don't believe I've ever updated twice in one day, but I need to get this crap down before I forget it.   In the process of commenting to Viv's blog, I remembered a conversation an old coworker and I had regarding religion. He told me about this guy named Matthew Alper who wrote a book called The "God" Part of the Brain. The premise of the book is that spirituality is a biological imperitive, a behavior that is as hard-wired into our genes as a cat marking its territory. And as I always do wh
B1ue

B1ue

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Viv's Blog

I need a favor...

... a break, an answer, a nap, a hug, and in return, I'd like to offer some perspective.   My friend, Alysia, called me on Saturday while I was hanging out with Steve, and she doesn't normally call me unless something is up, what with how busy she is being the mom of four kids, and the PTA president, etc., so I answer and she tells me that her son, Donavon, had a stroke. He's six, so just a little over a year younger than Matty, and that he's in the hospital. She says he can't move his limbs o
viv

viv

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Skywriting

Sunny day

I should be filling out more job applications, or cleaning up my apartment some more. But it is far too nice a day for that nonsense. No, no, I shall have to go to the beach.   Maybe I'll get the groceries later.   Maybe I'll follow my next whim and chase the sunset.   Whatever. I have an iPod, a notebook, a book, and a good mood. I'm going to have a good day.   Hey, I turned 25 last week. How many more chances am I going to get to play the "f--k the world" game?
B1ue

B1ue

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Melancholy ... the broken staff of life

Undone

Well, our son isn't going on vacation with us. He's just quick smoking, again, so his nerves are just about shot and he doesn't want to put up with his mother's stupidity and non sequiturs for two weeks. The good thing is we get to go where we want to and don't have to go his way.   We went out to his place on Saturday and now I took a few shots of Mount Stickney, which he can see from his driveway. I'm still getting used to the camera and hopefully the shots will get better.   Haven't writt
CarlHoliday

CarlHoliday

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jamessavik's Blog

Heavy Metals

Heavy Metals   Parliament Fleet Annex Epsilon Auriga April 10, 2681     Ellis Dutton, Chief of the Parliament Office of Galaxy Minerals, looked at the official Request for Proposal that his office had received earlier that day. If he could secure a fraction of the order, his five percent commission would make him rich beyond the dreams of avarice.   He looked at the list and he looked at Captain Osborne of the Fleet Procurement Office and said,
JamesSavik

JamesSavik

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Ninja Scroll

Hot Guy, Obsession, Frustration, More Obsession--That Exact Order

I've been borderline obsessed for the past two weeks. I don't like it. It's a horrible feeling. I'm not sure which is worse: passing through life without really registering anything or anyone, OR emotionally latching onto a random person and being consumed by them. I'm thinking the former is a better option, since I won't have to deal with this obsession! Obsession blows chunks! My thoughts are constantly on this guy and I get moody just thinking about him. It's disgusting and I really dislike i
Tiff

Tiff

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jamessavik's Blog

Innovation

Innovation     System: Sol Saturn's moon Titan Barlow Heavy Industries April 10, 2681   As the Grayhound class executive transport jumped into the Titan system, Commander Rutledge felt a bit of regret. It wasn't often that he got to travel in such luxery. Grayhound series ships usually shuttled Admirals around to useless meetings but today it was taking his team to do something useful.   Rutledge and his team of five naval archictects and engineers were members of the Fleet's Design Bu
JamesSavik

JamesSavik

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Life is worth an entry

So Glad I have finished another chapter for Worlds of Difference

Don't worry this is not a shameless promotion.   Most people may not read my stories, it's fine. However, I am glad another chapter has been edited and submitted.   At one time, I had a few friends helping me edit my stories, but they each have had to make sacrifices due to the problematic economy and their own personal issues. I am working on two stories right now both with different themes and different ideas. Worlds of Difference is my first story and my baby basically. I summed up the e
W_L

W_L

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Strife and Harmony

A challenge to myself

Now I realize this sounds like a real challenge, but I want to write a lesbian scene. No, I'm not kidding! I may be gay, but making love is beautiful, and I want to challenge myself to write a scene like this. Even though I firmly am gay, about 99% or so, I think my curiosity gets the best of me. I actually want to watch two lesbians make love. Now coming from a straight guy would make that statement all about being a total perv, but I think I have a much more objective perspective. First of all
Tiger

Tiger

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jamessavik's Blog

Galaxy Today

The Galaxy Today- Your Source for Alliance News You Can Use Perry Grant, Political Desk April 8, 2681     Alliance Senate Takes Up a Massive Series of Bills   Conservatives optimistic, Labor Jubulent, Greens Furious and commentators bewildered   After a series of mysterious closed committe meetings earlier this week, the Alliance Senate has taken up an unprecidented series of bills.   Lead by an unlikely coalition of Senate Conservatives and Labor, a bi-partisan working group has bega
JamesSavik

JamesSavik

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blogage

Lets make a deal...

Okay, so I made an exceedingly whiny blog post earlier today. I have subsequently set said post to private because me being all... I don't know how to describe it. Let's just say if it wasn't me that wrote it I'd want to strangle the little bitch that did. Anyhow, me giving in to that attitude isn't going to work.   So here is the deal. If I don't stop myself and do in the future post something that just makes you want to strangle me for being a whiney little bitch, by all means do what ever y
shadowgod

shadowgod

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jamessavik's Blog

Politics

Politics   Closed Session of the Alliance Senate Armed Services Committee Galactic Alliance Parliament 0830 April 5, 2681   The thirty-two Senators of the Alliance Senate Armed Services Committee gathered in the chamber. Some looked bored, a few looked anxious but most were blank and unreadable.   As soon as all the Senators were seated the chairman, Senator Franco Ortega of the New Columbia colony, pounded his gavel and called the meeting to order. "On this date, April 5, 2681 at 0830 G
JamesSavik

JamesSavik

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Viv's Blog

Out of the mouths of babes...

I just got home from work, which was... work. And then we grocery shopped, as if I don't spend enough time in that place already, and now I have to give them back my paycheck, too! Greedy bastards!   Anyway, I helped Rich and the kids carry all the bags in, and then I went to change out of my work clothes, and Rich followed me in to change out of jeans and into some shorts, and had asked Matty to close the door on his way out. Then a minute later he walks back in, without knocking, and so I s
viv

viv

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jamessavik's Blog

Ironman Stirs

Ironman Stirs     In 2660 Dr. Dylan Yarlburo published a 15,000 page volume with the ponderous title Ironman: A Survey of 100 Years of Study. It was met in the academic world with deafening silence. Ironman had become junk science. Its study had occupied many careers and had banished many promising scientests to obscurity.   Ironman simply defied the best minds in in the Galactic Aliiance. Even after 100 years of constant surveillance with the best technology the dark hulk was as big a myst
JamesSavik

JamesSavik

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Viv's Blog

I REALLY need a pen...

So you have no idea what I've been putting up with lately... Things like:   What kinda noise annoys an oyster? A noisy noise annoys an oyster.   Is a lonely buffalo a buffalone?   What's the difference between roast beef and pea soup? Anyone can roast beef, but no one can pee soup.   So we went out to dinner tonight. We're waiting at the hostess stand to be seated and they ask how many and Rich says four. They ask one kids menu? Two? And my daughter says, "I'm taller than my mother." The
viv

viv

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blogage

Where have all the people gone?

Grrrr   Where in the hell have all the people gone? I just had to cancel an eye appointment I had this afternoon... which pisses me off to no end, but that is besides the point. It took like an hour to cancel the damn appointment! First of all there is a stupid call-block thing on the work phone, so I have to enter a seven digit password to make a toll-free call ( 866 HELLO! ). Then the stupid "automated" system is being all sketchy. Sounds like a skipping CD. Then it wasn't recognizing entri
shadowgod

shadowgod

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Mark Arbour's Pride

Writing about AIDS

My current story, "Man In Motion", takes place in 1985/86. It is impossible to write a gay-oriented story in this era without infusing the AIDS crisis into it. For someone like me, who was closeted, AIDS wasn't a daily event. I didn't see my friends die, I didn't even know anyone then who was positive. For me, it was more of a latent fear. The fear that you could get it. The fear that I could get it. And then not only would I have a death sentence (most likely), I'd be outed. I think AID
Mark Arbour

Mark Arbour

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Melancholy ... the broken staff of life

After a few hours sleep

I thought of doing a blog entry, but that's too easy.   I thought of working on the stories I'm not working on, but wasn't too interested in going there.   I thought of what?   So, without anything to do, I joined Facebook with the sole purpose of finding a few friends from the past. I guess I'm the only one of my circle that's thought of that. No one. Nada. Out of my high school class, there was one, possibly two, but no one else. I did find out that the friends I had have really common n
CarlHoliday

CarlHoliday

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