timmy's poetry - 19. I'm On a New Drug

Yeah... What can you do but keep your arms inside and hold on for the ride? 

2 minutes ago, Puppilull said:

Yeah... What can you do but keep your arms inside and hold on for the ride? 

I know, but it still fecking pisses me off. 

1 minute ago, Mikiesboy said:

I know, but it still fecking pisses me off. 

And that anger can keep you going. But yes, it sucks.

and thousand more.

3 minutes ago, Mikiesboy said:

I know, but it still fecking pisses me off. 

I just saw, that Puppi answered the same way I wanted. The anger will keep you fighting.

I recently had a change in Meds as well, I can sympathize with that. I'll keep you in my thoughts Tim, and as one of my favorite Actors, who battles Depression, Jared Padalecki says, "Always Keep Fighting."

If I know anything about you, tim, it's you're a fighter.   And you have Michael and so many other people to help you in that fight to stay strong.

You'll have time to do what you love. You're not going anywhere yet. And if anyone can fight through this, it's you, s.b. Keep writing it all down and sharing it with the world. 

25 minutes ago, Lyssa said:

I just saw, that Puppi answered the same way I wanted. The anger will keep you fighting.

Thanks Lyssa .. 

19 minutes ago, BHopper2 said:

I recently had a change in Meds as well, I can sympathize with that. I'll keep you in my thoughts Tim, and as one of my favorite Actors, who battles Depression, Jared Padalecki says, "Always Keep Fighting."

I will, you too ... it be nice sometime to just have a day where something isn't wrong... 

7 minutes ago, northie said:

If I know anything about you, tim, it's you're a fighter.   And you have Michael and so many other people to help you in that fight to stay strong.

yeah i guess i'm that .. and i have lots of support, you among them... thanks 

7 minutes ago, MacGreg said:

You'll have time to do what you love. You're not going anywhere yet. And if anyone can fight through this, it's you, s.b. Keep writing it all down and sharing it with the world. 

i hope you're right, Sir. somedays fighting it is so hard that other options look very very good  .. damn.. these are supposed to be happy pills, lol !!

6 minutes ago, Mikiesboy said:

i hope you're right, Sir. somedays fighting it is so hard that other options look very very good  .. damn.. these are supposed to be happy pills, lol !!

you still have adventures ahead of you, new experiences that you've been wanting to explore. Those experiences will bring clarity. 

Sending you a lot of positive energy !  Happy thoughts coming your way !

57 minutes ago, MacGreg said:

you still have adventures ahead of you, new experiences that you've been wanting to explore. Those experiences will bring clarity. 

you're right, Sir. i look forward to those

1 hour ago, hohochan657 said:

Sending you a lot of positive energy !  Happy thoughts coming your way !

thank you hoho!!

Thank you for reassurance that I am not to worry. Your questions are haunting to anyone; and the wish for more time grabs me by the collar. 

I hate that "hurry up and wait" thing, but sometimes it's all you can do.  It sounds like you're on the right track and trying to keep a positive attitude  

that's all.. 

I read this and my heart stopped. Then I read "nothing to worry about" and went whew!  Every day you wake up is a blessing. And you're surrounded by love    Plus you're doing the healthy thing by writing your feelings down and sharing with all of us. 

New medication is so... Sigh. I don't have words tonight to express the trying times, the need to be patient and see if shit is working out, waiting for that next test result while not knowing if the current regime is doing shit.  I feel it, feel for you, in the way that I can.

19 hours ago, Parker Owens said:

Thank you for reassurance that I am not to worry. Your questions are haunting to anyone; and the wish for more time grabs me by the collar. 

Seriously don't!  I'm doing okay!  Hugs

18 hours ago, LitLover said:

I hate that "hurry up and wait" thing, but sometimes it's all you can do.  It sounds like you're on the right track and trying to keep a positive attitude  

Things are fine in sure, just me fretting. ..thanks LL!

17 hours ago, Defiance19 said:

that's all.. 

Muah!