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    Mikiesboy
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timmy's poetry - 28. Suicide

life on medication this rhymes...dont take it too seriously...tim

Thoughts of jumping run around my head

Seems parts of me want me dead

Not sure why my brain keeps thinking

But the normal me is surely sinking

Drug are used to keep me buoyed

Pharmaceuticals are terrific toys

Come on let’s go and talk to the shrink

Not much choice since I can’t drink

My husband is worried he declared

If I wasn’t so high I might be scared

Jumping from the roof wouldn’t be fun

My husband’s a cop, but I cant find his gun

Oh, don’t worry here’s the next round of meds

I’m still breathing

but I’m the living dead

Please do not take this too seriously....
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Reader1810
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Oh, no you're not.

 

Over the course of the time  I've known you, your creative mind has blessed us with many wonderful stories to read and intelligent and compassionate words to take as our own way of thinking. You have a brilliant mind that can't be silenced, no matter what. This poem may be dark, and scary and sad, but it's not just anyone who could string these words together as you have.   

 

Love you lots, my friend as do many, many more. :hug::hug: 

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Emi GS

:hug::hug::hug:

You are much more important than some part of your brain telling. Be strong.

 

Killing oneself never gives a better result. I have witnessed it yesterday. A corps, which cannot even be looked by his life mate or children or siblings or parents or family members or anybody who was present there. I witnessed no one was willing to touch the clothes it was bound by. I touched and made some last rituals along with the Imams, who stand along the corps for the sake of God. I realised how a family suffers, broken by such misery. And this is for what!? Just because he can't settle his debts.

 

You can earn anything if your will is strong. Loosing that confidence only results in misery. Lots of pain to the people who you love and who loves you. Is this all you want!? No. I know it. You are better than this. Far more better than this. And I know you are hurting. So realise one thing. Taking the help of professionals is not a wrong thing. Taking the help of loved ones is not wrong either. Know that we all love you and be there with you, in the form of prayers, no matter what. Be strong. And rely on your loved ones if you can't. Just don't think otherwise. 

 

Love you...:hug::hug::hug:

~Emi. 

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northie
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I’m still breathing - yes, you are,  and once you've adjusted to your new meds, hopefully these thoughts will fade into the background. You're too bloody minded to do anything but survive, tim. For which, I and many other people, give thanks.

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Mikiesboy
3 minutes ago, northie said:

 

I’m still breathing - yes, you are,  and once you've adjusted to your new meds, hopefully these thoughts will fade into the background. You're too bloody minded to do anything but survive, tim. For which, I and many other people, give thanks.

Yeah...bloody minded...lol  thats a good description of me...

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Parker Owens
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Your poem is a deep and chilling insight into your hurt and darkness.  It helps me understand more about what you are fighting. But know that you do not battle alone. Remember that the flames of love, both small and great, are there, lighting and warming. 

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16 minutes ago, Emi GS said:

:hug::hug::hug:

You are much more important than some part of your brain telling. Be strong.

 

Killing oneself never gives a better result. I have witnessed it yesterday. A corps, which cannot even be looked by his life mate or children or siblings or parents or family members or anybody who was present there. I witnessed no one was willing to touch the clothes it was bound by. I touched and made some last rituals along with the Imams, who stand along the corps for the sake of God. I realised how a family suffers, broken by such misery. And this is for what!? Just because he can't settle his debts.

 

You can earn anything if your will is strong. Loosing that confidence only results in misery. Lots of pain to the people who you love and who loves you. Is this all you want!? No. I know it. You are better than this. Far more better than this. And I know you are hurting. So realise one thing. Taking the help of professionals is not a wrong thing. Taking the help of loved ones is not wrong either. Know that we all love you and be there with you, in the form of prayers, no matter what. Be strong. And rely on your loved ones if you can't. Just don't think otherwise. 

 

Love you...:hug::hug::hug:

~Emi. 

I am seeing my doc Emi...often and no suicide isn't the answer...

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Mikiesboy
29 minutes ago, Reader1810 said:

Oh, no you're not.

 

Over the course of the time  I've known you, your creative mind has blessed us with many wonderful stories to read and intelligent and compassionate words to take as our own way of thinking. You have a brilliant mind that can't be silenced, no matter what. This poem may be dark, and scary and sad, but it's not just anyone who could string these words together as you have.   

 

Love you lots, my friend as do many, many more. :hug::hug: 

Oh my k I thought this was lighter but it seems i missed the  mark... not going anywhere as northie says...

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Mikiesboy
4 minutes ago, Parker Owens said:

Your poem is a deep and chilling insight into your hurt and darkness.  It helps me understand more about what you are fighting. But know that you do not battle alone. Remember that the flames of love, both small and great, are there, lighting and warming. 

Oh boy...this how my thoughts have been...but the poem...oh man ill put in an edit ...cant on my phone...love you too!

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Caz Pedroso

Be strong my friend, and when that strength feels like it's failing borrow some from Mike and all of us, until your own builds up again. 

 

Like the others i know you can get through this, you didn't survive what you have to let this get you now. Lean on Mike, lean on us, and know you're loved.

 

:hug: 

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Mikiesboy
1 hour ago, mollyhousemouse said:

:hug: :heart:

You'll get through this you're too strong not to.

I will molly...thanks

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Just now, Mikiesboy said:

Oh my k I thought this was lighter but it seems i missed the  mark... not going anywhere as northie says...

yeah well, sometimes my mind grabs onto things - I'm like a little terrier that way - and changing directions or seeing things in a different way doesn't always work for me. I'm glad it was light-hearted. I do stand by what I said, but feel free to knock the "dark" bits to the wind, and keep the rest. 

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Mikiesboy
2 hours ago, Caz Pedroso said:

Be strong my friend, and when that strength feels like it's failing borrow some from Mike and all of us, until your own builds up again. 

 

Like the others i know you can get through this, you didn't survive what you have to let this get you now. Lean on Mike, lean on us, and know you're loved.

 

:hug: 

thank you Cazzie.. the plan is not to go anywhere at least not yet

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Brayon

Good days, and Bad days. I know all about them. It's another poem of your's Tim I feel you're taking straight from my soul or mind. Excellent work.

 

:hug:

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Puppilull

This gave me the impression you wrote it while laughing and crying... Just hang in there and weather the storm. 

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Mikiesboy
12 minutes ago, Puppilull said:

This gave me the impression you wrote it while laughing and crying... Just hang in there and weather the storm. 

mmm yeah somewhere in there i think  i feel better than yesterday for sure

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AC Benus
3 hours ago, hoaluu said:

Light reading :blink: 

 

 

Yeah, my thoughts exactly...

 

Hang in there, Tim. You need time I think. Hugs 

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Lux Apollo

Impossible not to take seriously. :hug:

 

I hope your meds aren't making the thoughts worse, as some can...

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Mikiesboy
2 minutes ago, Lux Apollo said:

Impossible not to take seriously. :hug:

 

I hope your meds aren't making the thoughts worse, as some can...

yesterday was bad.. no lie.. they'd sneak in and say just go to the roof.. or there's razor blades.. and it was soo weird but the doc changed my meds again.. so its a bit better today

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