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Trying to find myself

I vented a bit in my poetry today, I haven't done something like this since I was a kid. http://www.gayauthor...amitryingtobe/1 I had a very long day at work with really great ups and really bad downs. I just don't know anymore what I am and what I want to be anymore. I am feeling confused over my life; I don't know where I fit anymore. Being gay isn't the only question people get about their lives, I also have a lot doubts about what I am doing and my work. I try to be a decent huma

September 24, 2011

miker33's Blog

September is Childhood Cancer Awareness Month and this week is the Deaf awareness week

Many of you know that September is the childhood cancer awareness month and this week is national deaf awareness week. I often think about children with cancer, and hope that one day, there will be promising treatments that can cure any type of cancers. Three people I knew from high school had cancer and didn't survive from them after few years of battling. From my perspective, I believe that the government is focusing too much on research on adult cancers than childhood cancers. The govern

miker33

September 24, 2011

Reset, Reload, Redo

Last Entry in Surrogate Process

Golly [trying to practice child friendly language] it's been over a year since I started this blog - a few of the posts were lost when yours truly had a bit of a snit of nothing - but I started to detail this last August I think. Well here we are, last entry in this phase. After this it will a new Category to detail life as a dad. Can't tell you how excited I am. Today my co-worker who had twins about 12 weeks ago, came in with the babies, she had a boy and a girl. Claire was quickly st

Andrew Q Gordon

September 22, 2011

Grunge - Zen

Having fun crushing on a supposed straight guy.

Gosh, I'm such a slut! So yeah, I'm having this crush on this guy I know about from a class. I said "know about" because I've never actually talked to him or anything besides a certain amount of class particpation on both sides. So I basically know nothing about this Justin. Well, yeah, I know his name is Justin, and he's from the States. And cute to my eyes. O well, Sky and Graham comes to mind when I'm talking about this situation. Sky, well, another sad news. So yeah, I'm pretty c

Kev de Cauchery

September 22, 2011

jamessavik's Blog

Who Wants to Live Forever?

JamesSavik

September 22, 2011

New Profile image

Well, I just updated my profile image to give readers a few puppy dog eyes I thought the image was cute and since I have been using Garfield for so long, I might as well move up on the old animal chain before I actually reach man.

September 21, 2011

End of a silent time

Well my time alone is drawing to a close. Tomorrow my father returns from his vacation. While I had a small portion of it off I am torn about his return. He is home but I get a break from the dog. I have been busy turning out stories in the mean time. Charlie is getting ever closer to the end. I keep finding time to knock out short stories. Influenced by those authors I love both here on the site and those whose books I buy, I've written a number of things lately. I've gone in for vampires,

See My Secrets... See My Shame...

September 21, 2011

Trying Something New

As fall begins I would like to see just how much I really am writing. Comsie keeps saying I need to write more. So from now until Dec 21 I want to see how much I really am writing and editing. I'll figure out a fair method of counting later but today I -- Edited or rewrote site help/ Basic Care Guide of Authors -- all parts Community Blogs -- all parts 11 pages of a story.

Lugh

September 21, 2011

Just Reminding People to Read

Okay, there are some people I know who read my stuff. I always say the best way to tell if you like an author's longer stuff is to check out their shorter stuff. There are so many wonderful things in the Fall Anthology. Nephy, Cia, Lugh, Frosty, Jian and so many others have put forth such totally different ideas when it comes to the word Legends. If you haven't read them, try them all. You never know when you might find a new author you want to read or stalk. And remember if you enjoy the work

September 19, 2011

Finally up and open for readers

Glad to see it now up and open for everyone: https://www.gayauthors.org/story/w-l/reflection/1 Enjoy the reading, I also added a writer's commentary in my blog for the story, so you guys know why and what thoughts came up during my writing. For horror readers, I hope that I at least gave you a taste of my kind of horror; psychological and knowledge based story. For people looking for a tantalizingly sexual tale, it's my first foray into blending psych-horror, tell me what you guy

September 18, 2011

Gay Authors News

Anthology News The 2011 Fall Anthology, "legends" Is Now Online

Legends is now Online Please check out the stories, and please don't forget to leave the authors a review. The quarterly anthologies are provided free of charge by our authors - giving them feedback is the only payment they receive.

Lugh in Anthologies

September 18, 2011

jamessavik's Blog

Insomnia

Insomnia haunts me and taunts me, Mind racing and chasing details of the day. Plans of tomorrow, no time to borrow, Always behind as time grinds, Past and future together in the breathless present. I am so lost, I don't know the cost, Of the things that I've been or the things that I've seen, In the night they are burning bright, Restless azure darkness impaled, By the fires that rend the eternal night. There is no peace when the wars never cease, even though its been over for d

JamesSavik

September 18, 2011

Saturday and catching up

Okay so this is the second day I am off and alone and trying to get things cleaned up. First, I realize now why I never replaced my dog, Fawn. Pets are wonderful stress relievers. They are there for you even when no one else is. They crave your love and attention and ask for nothing but food and water. However when they have been spoiled rotten and left with you to take care of you can also learn what a pain in the butt they are. My father's dog, which I am use to being around in small doses

Nobody likes you when you're 23.

September 17, 2011

Mark92's Blog

New update

OK so its been a while and I think some updating needs to be done. I'm still stuck here, but getting closer and closer to freedom. Ive been told I should seek freedom from here for myself. But that isnt reason enough. I like it here, its my life, my home. I have no reason to leave. With all the shit thats happening out there, i'm safe here. But I have one reason to leave now. And i'll fight every second of every day to get passed it.The weekends still scare me. Because I cant face the gate al

Mark92

September 17, 2011

Nephylim's Blog

Funny Story

Okay, so I really really don't want to have to explain how i dislocated my shoulder to all the lovely people who have asked. Howerver, I realise that I am not going to be able to avoid it... SO you can blame this blog on all those horrible people who care enough to beat me over the head with a baseball bat and force me to post this blog. Warning TMI coming up and it won't be pretty. Okay.... I am NOT going to come out and say the words and no apologies for that. So here is an eupham

Nephylim

September 17, 2011

Twenty-Five Candles

so, today is my 25th birthday. today is also 'R U OK?' Day. these two facts would be mutually exclusive, except one of my friends inboxed everyone on my Facebook account and told them to ask me 'R U OK?' instead of wishing me a happy birthday. so now I have 95 wall posts (and counting), all asking if I'm ok. I also had the following interaction with my mother this morning: it was somewhat amusing. anyway, on the writing front, I can happily say that I sat down and pl

PlugInMatty

September 15, 2011

Me time and work time

I am not sure how to explain this without sounding like an idiot but here goes. Last year I moved home at my father's request so he wouldn't be alone. My mother had passed on the year before and to say me and my father get along, well it happens about as well as gasoline and a match. However, I being the person I am moved home. His health had taken a down swing and I didn't want him to have to deal with things alone. When I moved home I wasn't even in the door 24 hours when he went on vacati

September 14, 2011

Why am I the only one?

I mean I look at something and I remember a connection between point A to point B, but people seem to not notice it until you start pointing it out to them. One thing I noticed about people who have a really bad cognitive reasoning, they also have a very deep dislike of history. History to them is just words and stuff that happens without reference or meaning. I wonder if there's a link? On some other notes, I am branching out with my own private tax and business consulting business in a

September 14, 2011

Strife and Harmony

My uncle and the house

This weekend we went to Missouri to look at a house. It looks like we'll get it, and I couldn't be happier about moving back home. The house needs some work, but it'll make a very good home. I really like it, and there's so much potential. In addition, my aunt and her husband have a house they're fixing up, and it could be a house just for me in the future. I'll pay for it of course. While we were there, we saw my Uncle David. He just has a bone marrow transplant. So far it seems to be work

Tiger

September 13, 2011

Late nights and early mornings don't make me happy

Okay last night was inventory. That means hours of counting, crawling around on your hands and knees, and twisting to get into corners no one wants to be in. You hand count dozens of boxes of candy, cds and dvds by the score, and other things you normally don't care about either. The job figured they would be done with the counts at the latest by 2 am. Of course they didn't figure on the idiots they picked out to work with us. It also didn't help that this old man pulled something in his back.