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tim's Bits and Pieces - 7. Life on Meds

after a week of new meds, twice. i ask, will i be able to write? my self-doubt is a virus and my fear is a mud-slide

 

Life decided by meds

What in my life is real?

Am I?

Are my words a product of my effort

or the rainbow of pills that I take?

Drugs can be amplifiers

They alter and stretch reality

I look at the world in doubt

with unfocused, tired eyes

My view is skewed, my words sharp

I mourn my creativity

Grateful for those who love me

and sorry to those i hurt.

 

           _____

thanks to those who read...
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13 hours ago, Reader1810 said:

:hug: and  :heart: Always...

thank you Reader ... i love you too .. your support and unwavering friendship mean very much to me xo

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12 hours ago, BHopper2 said:

I know and have been in the place where you are at, tim. Your words come from the heart, and I hope that calmer waters come to you soon.

thanks A, i know, you know... thank you for being there xo

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10 hours ago, mollyhousemouse said:

life on meds is like living on a tight rope

a delicate balancing act where one, slight, small wobble acts likes ripples in a pond

i'm hoping the words and the calm stay 

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thank you molly ... i'm trying to be calm and quiet ... thanks for you friendship and support xo

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9 hours ago, MacGreg said:

I can only imagine how meds like this screw with your perspective on things. I hope the right blend is discovered soon, and you're able to think clearly and feel better, my boy.

thank You, Sir. i hope You never have to find out. thanks for Your support Sir. it means a lot.

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31 minutes ago, dughlas said:

I understand your doubt. I still listen for whispers where once the voices were clear and bold. Be patient tim. It's too soon to worry. Let yourself adjust to the meds. Do not let fear and frustration rule. I love you little brother as does mum. Namasté.

i am trying to be calm and quiet, dugh.  i hope you and mum are doing well.  xoxo

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14 minutes ago, Mikiesboy said:

i am trying to be calm and quiet, dugh.  i hope you and mum are doing well.  xoxo

We are, thanks. 

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Thanks for sharing this introspective poem. I know that drugs can affect mood and thoughts. That's why they are prescribed (or sometimes not), and why we take them. Me = antidepressants. However, I don't for a minute believe they can enhance creativity. I think your words and thoughts are your own, and how you put them together is uniquely you. So shore up that mud slide of fear and keep writing!

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3 hours ago, JeffreyL said:

Thanks for sharing this introspective poem. I know that drugs can affect mood and thoughts. That's why they are prescribed (or sometimes not), and why we take them. Me = antidepressants. However, I don't for a minute believe they can enhance creativity. I think your words and thoughts are your own, and how you put them together is uniquely you. So shore up that mud slide of fear and keep writing!

no they dont enhance it. but they can dull it down big time.. that's my fear .. but i'm trying. thanks for the support Jeffrey xoxo

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