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tim's Bits and Pieces - 56. Never Be

a bad night ... these days bring them

in the darkness your gentle fingers and lips bring solace

they soothe my fevered mind but mania burns through the drugs

drugs designed for sleep—that blank and empty void—cannot

cannot keep my mind fettered and quiet

sleep, is a dream, just out my reach and i abandon it

yet i am trapped in this cycle of angst and worry

i beg for escape, but there is none at least not yet

and words batter me, they shove me and hurt me and i do not want

want to read them. Read them or write them

yet here i am as they push their way from me

leaving wounds which

do not heal

but you hold me, your scent eases me, and i close my eyes as your

your cool lips kiss my brow, and your whispered words bless me

whispered words bless and comfort me

yet i can never be comforted

can never be

never

***

the sleeping pill kept me down for a few hours ... i'll sleep later
Copyright © 2018 Mikiesboy; All Rights Reserved.
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The content presented here is for informational or educational purposes only. These are just the authors' personal opinions and knowledge.
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Note: While authors are asked to place warnings on their stories for some moderated content, everyone has different thresholds, and it is your responsibility as a reader to avoid stories or stop reading if something bothers you. 

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